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Sexual Discoveries/Ramble  

Littlelyte 27M
6 posts
8/28/2019 8:12 pm
Sexual Discoveries/Ramble


Sexual orientation is very confusing . All life, I've considered myself straight, always wanting be with women. People thought I was gay, and I would get awkward at the time and correct them. This was during younger days, and where I lived wasn't the most accepting of varying sexuality. I was raised think it was gross or wrong want be with someone of the sex. And at the time, I accepted that.

As time went on, and moving from place place, I started getting confused. I was still turned on by women, but the thought of being with a man became a faint fantasy in the back of head. I first noticed it when I had a sexual dream of , going a bar and getting on by a guy. He was a pretty average looking man, was maybe in his forties. He bought drinks, we talked, and then he invited back his place. I knew what he wanted, and I expected turn him down, saying "sorry, I'm not into you like that."

But instead, I agreed to go with him.

Most of the dream after that is a bit foggy looking back. But I remember the moment he pulled his cock. I remember something clicking in mind. This is what I want. After that, the dream blurs. But I know, I probably had the time of life.

I woke up from that dream, feeling a wetness in boxers. Evidence of an amazing dream.

After that, dreams became more on men. Mainly older men. I can't answer why I prefer older men. I just do, and I feel like there's nothing wrong with that. I also started watching gay porn, and getting off pictures and videos of men. I still get turned on by women. But it was men I had sexual fantasies about.

Then day, I decided I needed go from dream reality.

I wanted an older man, and at the time, Craigslist personals was still around. So I posted ads, and responded some that seemed promising. Of course there were failures, and having go through all the possible fakes and flakes. And even I flaked on a few in the beginning that made feel off. That's always the issue with online hookups. But looking for older men was more promising, since they seemed the most honest from what I've dealt with.

One guy the mark. He matched the first guy I had a dream about almost a T. He was in decent shape, thin dark hair, mid-forties. And he had a cock that turned on the minute I saw it. We emailed each other for a while, finally deciding meet up at his house for an evening I always think about.

He met me outside his house, which I asked make sure he was true about he was. After confirming with what I seen of him, we went inside, and had a few shots of rum. I was nervous, but also excited. I took the shots back to back from excitement, letting the alcohol ease tension of the moment. Then I sat down with him, talked for a bit. I called him , which he loved hear. Then he put his hand on crouch, rubbing it lightly. He could feel I was already hard. I reached over for his, already knowing he was excited too. I could see the bulge in his shorts already.

We rubbed each other there for a bit, we started make . hand moved around each other's bodies, while we kept our other hand on each other's crotch. I was the first reach inside 's shorts for his hard cock. I could feel the pre-cum already on the tip of his cock as I rubbed him. I was already dripping before he even reached into pants for mine.

After a while of fondling each other, we moved the bedroom. I pulled over his shorts and boxers before he laid down on the bed because I got too impatient for his cock. I wanted him. I wanted to show how much I wanted him.

I kissed his cock, coating lips with his pre-cum. "Oh , I love your cock so much," I told him. He moaned in satisfaction as I took him in mouth eagerly. I sucked on him, licked him, chocked on him, stroking myself as I'm enjoying his cock. I deepthroated him I gagged, and every gasp of air I had tell how much I loved it. How much he turned on.

After enjoying him for a while, I moved up kiss him. I was on top of him, cock dripping on his stomach from excitement. He started humping me, moving his hard, wet cock between ass. cock twitched when he pressed himself in asshole. He didn't go in yet, merely teasing me. But I was too horny. I started begging for him.

"Please . Give it , please!"

He smiled, kissed , and slid his hard cock inside.

I rode him slow, letting myself feel every inch of him. I felt him stretch my virgin hole open with each thrust, each push deeper. My cock stood hard, bouncing with as I rode him. I gradually went faster, harder on him. moans rose louder and louder with the increase in pace. I moaned for him, calling for go harder and harder.

He grabbed my ass, then we switched<b> positions. </font></b>He put down, ass up. He gave ass another hard grab, then slapped hard. "Do you want it?" he asked. I nodded, responding "yes, ! I want it so bad !" I even pressed ass against him, which got another good slap. He shoved himself in this time, hard and deep. I cried in pleasure. I've never felt this good before. He pounded nice and hard. I felt his balls smacking against .

I was going cum. I felt it building up. I didn't even need touch cock. I moaned so hard for as I came for him. This made him fuck me even harder. I didn't know it was possible go harder, but he did. I was in pure bliss. I probably came again, but I was too away in another place to notice.

I felt him cum inside me. The warmth of him was a feeling I couldn't explain in words. It was amazing. I didn't know what to say. I just laid there, catching breath. gave a good slap on ass as he pulled himself of . Said I was of the best fucks he had. He was definitely best.

I didn't get another chance meet him again. I thought I had his , but we kept our conversations on the craigslist reply emails, so I lost way of contacting him after a while. I know where his place is, but I wouldn't want arrive of the blue.

I met up with a few more men, which I've enjoyed. All daddies, since I like calling hookups that. But I'll always think about first time, the first . The that took a place I was first scared accept. But now I never want go back.

joeysamba1212 33M

8/28/2019 11:24 pm

great one! had fun to read


1kittylikker 73M
349 posts
8/28/2019 9:11 pm

I don't think a persons sexual preference is set in stone. It can change from straight to bi to gay and back depending on many things. Availability of partners enters into that. Alcohol can affect it also.


HAMONMAN 64M
13128 posts
8/28/2019 8:37 pm



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