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Combined rants of unrealistic fantasy
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Combined rants of unrealistic fantasy Rambling of the mind. Fantasies are funny. They always start off soft and sweet. But in all honesty they rarely stay way. So I will be honest my fantasy is both. My fantasys revolved around loosing all or having no control , taken and then having pleasure given and then forced on . And then being cared for back to vertical status. And let’s impossible. I figured no single person could achive all factors of it. Giving on this fantasy. too , and nobody would ever be interested in it. Amung which would be preparation, medicines, toys etc A personality friendly & seductive, and determined to make something happen. Or more interestingly finding one who would read this a laugh thinking what a lightweight, he wishes I would stop there. Having even darker or nefarious thoughts involving me. Either which way things start as normal she gets her and when I get mine and try to rest, she says no, playfully. And then forcefully going forward even tieing me down She delights in sayin not through with you. She chooses a greater than 3 number and does not stop till she has achived number of climaxes out of , flacid , erect , swollen,cooperative or not.. refusing to stop. Which is of course impossible for any one woman to achieve. And highly doubtful would pull in enough other ladies with interest to help. Fantasy then would have other girls , or multiples helping pitch the process. Things go from gray to dark thoughts from there. Her taking the role of responsible caregiver ( i.e. keeping out of the hospital. Second only to the position of ringleader directing people’s to do which and what.blindfolded. Video recorded and given to after but not allowing to see or hear things around . Some femdom domination musings there. But instead of climax denial, her goal being multiple climaxes. Her still retaining a certain level of care giver and concern, offering water (laced with sexual stimulants at first.. moving on towards sedatives, pain killers ,whatever.. later.) Her styles and techniques all over the board from soft and sensual hard, forceful and direct. Yanking pulling stretching as she deamed productive. Stopping long enough to refuel herself or trade off and reload. Using milking devices, electro stim,, flesh lights,Penis pumps, testicle pumps. Ball stretchers, cock rings, vibrators any and everything to ensure I am pushed to my limits. Not to the point of “unenjoyable” pain. But the fine line before it. Having stimulants shot down the head of my member and worked down into me.Using bullet vibrators. Filling me with magic bullet vibrators. 3 or more on once for a very intense orgas Would love to magine more, or working a larger massager, fucking macine, creatively modified power tools. Her mind always musing of new things and just shoveled it inside . For hoursI tingling all inside. Humm now ’s a idea.. cock ring to hold the blood in, proper electro stim to make the muscles flex. Basically someone kinky, creative and interested enough to research, explore and.. ah. extort every concieveable make passion outlet and push the limits. BlindfoldedBlindfolded, Stripped lathered and shaved completely with care and sensiality from the mouth down.( I.e. not the eyebrows or head hair) led into shower, bathed, and next thing I know a hose shoved in flushing out completely clean. And then dried and led back to the bed by my member. Being gentle but aggressive if I tried to argue. As I beg to stop. She takes the opportunity to start slipping sedatives and pain killers into my water. Squeezing entire tubes of voltatin, oral jel, analease etc into me using her fIngers, working her way in size caringly just to the edge of pain, stretching larger. Never leaving my penis unattended the entire time of being concious. Working larger and larger toys and lube in me. Aiming for prostate milking and her darker plans. Slipping me more sedatives and keeping going untill her number had been reached or I loose conciousness. Swollen, limp, stretched like a Taffy machine, un responsive but still not having it left alone. Things get dark from there of being pegged by double ended dildo with her orgasms beginning to count towards her nefarious goals. Unseen since I am blindfolded wemon using me helping with her goal. Fantasies could image 3.. one pulling, massaging and plaing with testicals, one of the shave, and one playing with my rear. Wemon giving me a pedicure and then using my size 18 feet as a dildo and riding them repeatedly to their pleasure. Humm not so dark. Someone to give all over deep tissue turn your muscles to jelly massage. Dark would be her having me unconscious, or to the loopy no pain point.. with lss.. and video cammed. Taking delightful Glee in having men ride me with their orgasms adding to the total. In the end being stretched and swollen in every way. Waking from drugged stupor. With her caring for helping recover. Getting dressed and shipped off to go home, many hours late , days? And the last thing she say is.. “ the number will be higher next time” as she slipped the video footage into my hand and 8 six sided die in my hand. “youll be lucky if you roll all one”.. or eviller having used a 100 sided die. Dark thoughts of being filled and coverd with seamen from being unconsciously used squashed by fears. Much less thoughts of being driven around with her seeing how many people could use before I woke. Had a dream once of this happening to . But someone had given me a epidural so I could not feel hordes of people using to the point of abuse my lower body. Only being able to see a white sheet or wall with a movie with speakers so I would be distracted except for any motion of my entire body. Other dark musings of waking cleaned with her head resting on my leg, her entire fist inside of fingers wrapped around or massaging my prostate. My member, swollen, limp, blistered fr overuse and yet her still inside of me making it twitch and possibly dropping with my juices. As he gently pulls out of me. Evilly grinning inside as she sees my rectum plowed and stretched. Blood if any cleaned , ointment, bandages. Sweetly and caringly putting me back togethtter. All the while pondering how much more or what else she could do to him and laughing to herself imaging next time, how much I can be stretched open while twirling a basket ball in her hand or such. Mentally musing the the member is a muscle and pondering how much regular use and pulling it would take to have it doubled in size, and making her workout goal. With every new goal being videoed for her collection and dropping a copy to each time |
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