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what i desire
what i desire What I expect from you So I guess I will never be a page 3 gurl I don’t have the looks nor the figure, but now more than ever I feel like I need take this large uncharted, scarry step So the prospect of living my life on the other side is so appealing, thus far it’s just been , at first I dressed for my enjoyment and I loved how it felt be Strange, felt like what I was doing wasn’t normal, over time things started feel normal, I did jerk off somewhat but I learned enjoy this because I did recycle Anything I produced So I thought I knew I was ready so I met a guy on line he was nervous, desperate try this for real I agreed wear chastity and he would be the key holder but alas This meet never happened But I purchased a chastity device and wore it a lot sure I was the key holder but I found the more I wore it the more frustrated I would become, for me this device wasn’t Enough they never are so I purchased a more extreme one that pushed everything closer, so this wasn’t desirable and if I got erect would push everything inside me it wasn’t A great feeling but not everything is right? So once in a while I would unlock myself and I did what any guy would I knocked one out. This took place in a shower in tip toes and with a shampoo bottle inserted, I love being in heels and I love anal penetration I’ve not done this before and what I want isn’t normal I’m sure but I’ve expanded my arse to its limits I’ve swallowed my own, I’m well into<b> kinky </font></b>and I want to live my life as Submissive; I do understand what I desire is extreme and isn’t reversable, I know I can never be what I was. Once this is done and you remove my manhood I may regret my Choice. But for me it will be too late I’m no gold digger happy to fund my transformation, for me it’s the little things make up. Nail varnish eye mascara, and puffy boobs not looking for a guy to fund me but rather a guy to understand my needs and hold my hand while i transform, a plus if he's<b> kinky </font></b>too So what do you think? |
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