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Choices and decisions  

10901w 58T
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5/6/2021 5:12 pm
Choices and decisions

My aim from an early age was become female, if I’m truthful I never really know where this desire came from but it was a strong desire

At first it was just feel something I couldn’t as a guy, this was sexy and desirable this in turn would excite me and I could pleasure myself

Dressing is and has always been my go place, anytime I was stressed, annoyed or frustrated dressing was my go place, while dressed
I entered my submissive side and life seemed less complicated

Dressing was my escape you might say my ultra-ego Sam was my happy place my feminine side my submissive side, so dressing became more
And more desirable

The more I dressed the more I desired however like any drug the more I got the more I desired it, and the more extreme it became but it
Also got more exciting

I won’t lie at this point I was confused but in the newspapers there were reports of M F trans this got thinking and at some point I though
That’s what I want so I dabbled with anal, lets just say it wasn’t a good feeling and not at all desirable !!

Thankfully I still enjoyed dressing and this got me thinking about what is was I was missing and before long I encountered it, I found a sissygasm
And I’ve not looked back for anyone in the know these are die for!

So now I wore underwear underneath my normal gear I dreamed I would be caught wearing sexy underwear and just used so I had no choice
this day I wish a van would pull up and I get bundled inside and used, guess this is my submissive side showing,

But this got thinking what would a guy desire from , I thought long and hard and it turns out you desire what I used and no longer desire

So my quest was meet a guy and experience all I did for myself but at the hands of a guy, I wanted become the submissive sissy of a guys desire
So I met a guy who was nervous I wanted too much so I offered to<b> wear </font></b>chastity if we could meet, chastity is yet another drug you see if your submissive
And deprived you just desire what you can’t have

This meet never happened but chastity was just another development, chastity meant I couldn’t no longer climax as a and I needed anal climax
Once in a while I still had the desire climax as a guy, thinking about this I understood you would want your sissy to swallow so If I got the desire to climax
As a I would swallow anything I delivered

So I know my choices has reduced the amount of men I may appeal too, but you have to be true to yourself and I’m a submissive an bottom a sissy
Someone once said to me there should only be one erect cock in a bed, and I tend to agree

So I’m a sissy I only desire to be used as a sissy gurl, I love to dress sexy and want to please my guy, frustration is a huge plus, what with chastity and
Hormones I find it very hard to get an erection, but I desire to become your sissy sex object

Won’t you frustration is my thing being deprived is heaven so if you desire to further kill my desire lets talk please
I know I’m not for everyone but if you can see a sexy submissive gurl in your like what I’m saying is yes please lets tal Are you confused? I know I am
But this is just another move towards serving as feminine

If your into this meet me at the airport take me to a cutter and once I recover use me as sissy there you go said I was kinky!!

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