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Mine is a story of two tales
Mine is a story of two tales So I guess like most people I just grew up as was expected, as I grew up what we are talking wasn’t main stream, like others before me there was a sigma connected to being different There has always been two parts of me the provider and the sissy, over the years the two have worked well together, if life ever got to the point is was too much I would turn feminine I so loved my time as feminine this has always been my go to place I loved feeling feminine, my struggle started at an early age I know I was different I’ve always loved the feminine form so I would tuck myself and wish I would wake as female It’s such a shame it’s only now I know what I want and the things I desire, so I knew what I was so I did try to make contact with a guy to further my understanding of the life I was missing He was concerned I might want more that we agreed so I agreed to wear chastity just to get laid This meet never happened but chastity remained part of my day to day life in fact it took over, I got to know my feminine side and the longer I wore chastity the more feminine I felt it’s ironic really The thing that drove me for so long was turned against me, frustration is like a drug the more you enjoy it the more you desire, being my own key holder sucks because once I get to a point I will cheat When I did as a<b> punishment </font></b>I would swallow my own, at first I was disgusted I would at first give in and I knew this wasn’t right But by now frustration and swallowing became the normal in my life, at this time I would dabble in anal at first this also wasn’t pleasant but anal soon became my new climax, in chastity I would rather Anal climax than climax as normal, my dressing and ability to swallow and the love of anal renders me sissy I can’t help how I feel, my only desire now is to have a guy find me attractive enough to want To make love to me, so you are what you are right? So right now I’m a sissy ! but I do desire more given my history I would like to take the next step and become your submissive sissy full time I know and understand this isn’t with its own risks, and there isn’t any going back once castrated I’m trapped as female, to render me sissy you need to be into kinky if your into this then please lets talk as I’m really into kinky, let’s talk of the terms of my surrender! |
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