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Sunday, No Football For Me ... But Still Smiling
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Sunday, No Football For Me ... But Still Smiling Hi. Was going just wait until I got back and together with current diary notes, relate fabulous adventures but almost too much is happening already to remember all the details as have to reference entries confirm stuff even now. As I said in my previous blog entry, that Sunday's shoot was interesting ... sensual and frustrating as well. "Photographer", aka Rita, met me at the door and ushered me upstairs to her living room where she paused for me to check the four outfits that were displayed on her couch and per my questions said she borrowed them all ... and discounting the styles, all in woman's EX LG & Size heels, etc ... ( my usual sizes ?? .. oh yeah ... that questionnaire at our first meeting), for a Teddy, Babydoll PJ's, Cheerleader, and Private Girl's School outfits. Rita then pushed me towards the bathroom with her suggestion to think about choosing a couple of the outfits while I was getting pretty for the shoot. Oh yes, something hilarious ... while I was, in her words, "getting pretty", Rita yells through the locked bathroom door, "Did you<b> shave </font></b>your stick pussy Hon? (well I then knew she did read my Profile, etc., didn't i), You know Kaycee, most men like you pink, white, smooth and perfumed, including down there; I have some depilatory cream if you need it .... Hon". "I'm good, thank you"; yes, well-meaning ... but also funny, right? IMO the outfits were ok and thoughtful, but just not me, not for the purpose of the shoot, I wanted to "advertise" attractive/sexy/appealing of course but not to be confused with trying to present as a woman. This whole issue with me deserves a separate blog entry for sure, and I will. Right now though suffice to say that none of the outfits were me, my style for the shoot. Consequently, a short time later, sorta excited and in the spirit of everything anticipated, I think I kinda pranced/danced, flaunted myself of the bathroom with the teal flannel shirt I arrived in, the front now buttoned half way up, (mostly for Rita to enjoy checking out my pink, white, and smooth budding breasts, {yes Rita, kinda small, as is my stick pussy ... but pink, white and smooth ... right Rita? ... and I have a great personality too Rita  plus I was not wearing much more ... just a black choker, hi-cut panties, 3" heels, a bit of bling, perfume ... and a smile ... of confidence ?! ... attractive/sexy/appealing ... I thought so ... perhaps so ... hoped so ... but it is so easy believe any past compliments, right? Hey, I would love appealing to everyone but I try to convey what/who i am, am about, have, may have to offer ... and have not, etc ... (as a sidebar here, generally, I think most men and/or women do not want a slut ... to anyone else but them), to those who I think we may have some common ultimate interests ... hence, the shoot, advertising myself, publishing photos, , right? .... yah, in a very real way I guess, a civilized sex slave, companion, , mistress, concublne, etc. .... whatever auction/market. Enough on some of my secret reservations, modesty and false modesty, etc ... I'm mewing be let in .... starting bore myself .... Why aren't I more confident ... craving reassurance. And that is so dangerous also as, in way, receiving that reassurance is like catnip and I begin purr and then tend want do whatever to extend the applause so speak ... but, I digress ......Rita rose from her desk chair smiling .... of approval? or maybe just my expediency in the bathroom? ... I wondered as I took a pirouette and a brief mock pin-up pose .... regardless ..... "Fantastic Hon", and another smile she awarded as she extended her arm, and gathering the babydoll outfit in her other arm added, "now, let's go down the studio and meet the gang!". ..... Later. XOX Kaycee. |
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