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Blogs > tomboytgirl68 > Me Without Anything Else

What/Who I Have Become ... then my excuses why .....  

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3/2/2020 4:08 pm
What/Who I Have Become ... then my excuses why .....

Thinking about it off and on all day today, I have had about 8 months of kaleidoscopic experiences or a unique adventure for me that has really influenced me ... actually morphed me in certain ways ... sorta going from sticking my<b> toes </font></b>into the water to just jumping into the pool or looking into the mirror and seeing someone ... not quite the same, looking back at me ... with a smile though, I think.

Ok, so to relate all this I can begin with last July, 8 months ago and move forward to yesterday with relevant memories and my journal notes. The one problem along the way, as I have mentioned recently is that my journal notes during this period are rather ambiguous ... prolific, but mostly emotions, feelings and not at all complete as to facts or incidents promoting all that, and I don't just want to guess or feel the pressure of always connecting the dots as there are areas, etc, where/when things aren't really clear ... too much was happening? I know that is what I said was the reason before.

Anyway, I have decided to cover yesterday first, when the memories are fresh, and then go back to July and move forward to yesterday with what I can determine as relevant to the present. Also, when beginning that and moving forward, if/when I have a stark memory of whatever but not a complete explanation I will just note that rather than surmise why as that guess might just be wrong., right? So, the yesterday thingy first ..... a few days I think.
xox Kaycee.

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