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A New Experience ... To Be Experienced Again ? .....
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A New Experience ... To Be Experienced Again ? ..... Hi. Jackie will be over this evening and yes ... after calling first. And no, I am not concerned as why he would think I would not be busy this Friday evening ... baby steps, right? Anyway, really happy he called first before just dropping by as there does appear be some potential.... Not much else say as he did not say much about tonight except it is to be an experience of trust, an exercise and in retrospect, I will love it (?). Other than that, it's casual and I guess we shall see. I mean how can I resist whatever it is that I will love, right? Anyway, have to get ready, as for most of us, that just doesn't mean go to the frig and get a beer, right? Later, after his visit. Ok, it's later now and Jackie is gone ... and I am pretty much glad he came over ... perhaps actually taught me something more about myself to be honest. I do think that some elements of Jackie's surprise are exciting ... no, they are exciting. And possibly I could look forward to it, generally. One thing though, the introduction, or inclusion of one of his friends, a male and a stranger to me. At the time, not fun at all; but, now admittedly, intriguing, perhaps there is some potential. Maybe my apprehensions at the time were just due to my complete surprise, even the concept not even considered in any conversations beforehand ... even if the idea might have been anticipated if we had talked about it at all. Some of the elements for me with Jackie, or anyone I guess, were the first time for me. Still digesting it all and to be honest ... not yet even asking myself if I want to experience it, or explore the potential again, not yet. Jackie wanted to add something here also this evening. I asked him to wait cause we do have a date tomorrow evening over at Bob and Rita's house and if he started getting controversial, then we might not have much fun tomorrow evening, or even talking to each other. Bottom line, we made a deal that if he waited until after tomorrow until he brought me back home, he could have essentially an entry to say whatever he wanted. After all, the bet I lost was that he could have chances for commentary my postings not opportunities for access whatever he wants, right? Hi again. It is Saturday, just want add that was going leave this open for his commentary but again, I might not agree with what he says, but some supervision is fair and should be understood so I will close this now and let him potentially wax poetically or exotically or whatever later this evening or after breakfast, (?), on a clean sheet of paper. xox Kaycee. |
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