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My Promised Commentary on Kathy's Last Posting of 6/23
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My Promised Commentary on Kathy's Last Posting of 6/23 Hi. After the mongo time I have spent on this .... thank goodness this is so late being published here!. I have mentally gone back and forth as to what I might or should say. I have generated a few drafts or outlines of what I have wanted to cover and yes, they were very different, depending upon my mood at the time. And thankfully, before authoring and publishing any of them, I could not feel good, or vindicated about of them. And just a few minutes ago ... an epiphany ... just relate what I found out and everything sorta finally does make sense. Rita told me that she was Kathy's "Mentor" and "Social Director" and that maybe it would be fun to "recruit" me. And thanks to Rita for telling me ... now everything pretty much made sense, When I was approached to join "The Group", I guess it was the last straw for Kathy. I mean that Kathy was a member of "The Group" and she knew was was going to happen to me during that Saturday night, and being a member, she knew even before Saturday night. And then, in her narration within her last posting ... like she was shocked and I was making a fool of myself, cheapening myself with that scene of my stripping and being helped up on the hassock for everyone to see, be shocked and embarrassed for me or whatever, etc. Actually, what it all was is that "The Group" is a sort of Swinger club ... thus couples participating. Bob and Rita knew I had a similar experience before that and I had commented that I kinda enjoyed playing with it and approached me to see if I would be interested in being "The Greeter" for their<b> events. </font></b>Since I was "single", would I have fun with it and could be the "Host" or Hostess", whichever I chose for each evening, thus freeing Bob and Rita to enjoy the party also. I said I would think about it and they requested that I go through the hazing that night anyway as all the members were looking forward to it, etc. I agreed and the culmination of my initiation or pre-initiation was to be undressed and presented nude with their excuse that it would be a test of my poise and confidence that would be a prerequisite for the "job" ... and oh yes, no salary involved of course. And that was pretty much all of it ... and I had not even made up my mind as to joining at that time ... nor have I yet BTW. But, folks, unless I do let them know I am interested and they still want me, I am still free of "The Devil", not totally lost to sin and guaranteed to burn in Hell, right? xox Kaycee. |
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