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sweetjohn51 72M
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6/1/2019 5:15 pm
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My wife died several years ago.
I was a straight man. I was a tough guy. I was very masculine.
I never thought I was gay.
I was at a park in Tennessee. I heard a man say "nice ass." I thought he couldn't be talking to me . He came over to me, and I'm thinking there's going to be a fight. I let him talk, he seemed to be a nice guy.
He asked me for my phone number. I thought why not.
He eventually asked me on a date. We had talked about him being gay. I was either naive or being foolish, but I agreed to meet him at a motel. He let me in the room. This is stupid, really stupid, he asked me to stay. He started to taking his clothes off. I actually wanted to stay. I saw his cock, it was huge. I took my clothes off.
I'm thinking I'm not gay, but why am I looking at a man's cock. We laid on the bed, and I started feeling his cock. It was huge, and I loved it. I wasn't going to put a man's cock in my mouth, but I did it.. I actually loved it. He asked me if he could fuck me, I agreed.The penetration "HURT". He got inside of me, it felt so good, and so right. I had an orgasm. My body was quivering. I had an orgasm. How is this even possible. I wanted more, but I'm not gay. He rocked my world. It changed my life. I thought I wasnt gay. I met a woman. I wanted to prove to myself that I wasn't I gay. I moved to Michigan. I'm gay. It didnt work out. I moved to Fredericksburg for a new life.
I am a gay man. I'm not ashamed of it.
I'm still a gay man. I'm still a good piece of ass. I'm still looking for another man. I don't have sex with every man I meet. I'm not a slut. I'm here to meet a man who I could be a friend with. I really enjoy skin on skin. If there's no<b> physical </font></b>connection, or attraction, it can't happen.
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