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Anxiety, fighting back and addiction...  

Urges72 51M
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6/6/2019 11:25 pm
Anxiety, fighting back and addiction...
So, my second post in a blog, seems like on. a roll.

As someone who has been through depression and fought their way back I can tell you one thing, you come stronger, almost weirdly faster with your defences it's like lightning when you click an act that seems to be trying to degrade you and you put a stop to it, I personally came much more confident and a whole lot more open minded, it's almost as if the positive things in life 'glow' and attract your attention whilst the negatives seem powerless and you think ' let them get on with it'.

Weird subject for this site? ...no,not really, believe it or not.

My mind opened up to all kinds of possibilities, don't get wrong my sex life has always been slightly adventurous, I guess sexually I've been lucky.

I've done the BDSM,anal,public places, the things talking about now are things like parties,groups,the swinging scene, fetish, I realised that no matter what size,colour,shape or gender we are, we really all have needs, I guess before I fell a little into the 'conformity of perfect expectations' slim,slender, flawless, beautiful and then it occured to that more often intimacy is a shared act, rather than 'banging away at perfect, and they know it so lie like a dead fish'.

not earring everyone with the same brush, I guess I just learned that life's too short experience everything you can.

I want to be a sub, I want to be a Dom, I want to a switch, I want to try bisexual, I want to party, I want to share. Those experiences with you all, regardless of those that swarm towards the 'trophy'.

The morale?....be yourself and be open to brand new and exciting experiences, after my own experience that led me to join FriendFinder-x after a long empty period suffering at the hands of a narcissist, I now know let's laugh,let's do it, I won't let anything pass me by.

What triggered this post? An act of kindness I witnessed a few days ago, I was buying milk in a supermarket, my was declined , then the security guard by his own for my shopping, when I returned to him back, he took the and gave it to two and told them to a treat.

That's paying it forward, that's showing positivity, that restoring someone faith in the world and the people in it!

Love to you all, each and every single one of you x

So... Breakfast?

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