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Drunk Girl
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Drunk Girl Fall has finally arrived here in Bama. It’s my favorite time of year for many reason. The Crimson Tide is back on top and hopefully looking for another Championship, time will tell. Falls festivals are going on and of course my want to go. Wrangling that are wanting to do different things in a very crowded place isn’t my idea of fun. It’s just been one of those long weeks. So I want get in and out of this festival as quick as I can. I had called a friend of mine to see if he was taking his and to call me when he got there. Him and his wife has been having problems for awhile now and he thinks she’s strung out of drugs leaving him take care of the and take care of all the chores and bills. They get there and we head up to the madness to get tickets for the games. I saw another friend that had her 5 by herself and was bitching about how her husband conveniently had to work late. I thought two was bad enough. My wanted wanted go find her teacher so we headed that way losing my friend that I had met up there. I’d catch up with him later. The played a few games and everyone was handing out candy and of course my was eating it as fast as they were getting it. This is gonna be a long night. One wanted go ride the train and the other wanted go see her teacher from last year. So we walked down the hall to the<b> library </font></b>where she was last year and found her out in the middle of the hall at a station. As she was asking my how the school year was going and wrangling her own and manning the station while my was trying to talk her.... it was a hot fucking mess! Too many people. I gathered my and was about to head down the hall outside were the train ride was, that’s when I saw him walking straight towards me. Deer in the headlights. Thankfully there was a beam I quickly stood behind hoping he didn’t see me. He didn’t and turned and went on. After a couple other games the wanted cotton candy and so we stood in that ridiculous line for 30 minutes. My buddy that had met us up there found me and stood in line and was catching me up on his hot mess of a life. He wants a divorce and to sell his house and move away. I can’t say that I blame him. I mean sometimes I feel like I’m raising my alone. Hunting season just started so I won’t see my husband till February. I’m not gonna beg him to choose doing things with , they’ll remember. They eat their cotton candy and we have about 15 tickets left so we go the bouncy house to let them jump all that sugar off or at least some of it. They play a couple more games and we are down 2 tickets. My oldest wants go the dunk booth which is out side and on the way the car. As we are standing in yet another long ass line, I’m handed candy wrappers so I leave the in line and go look for a garbage can. That’s when I walked right into him. FUCK! “Hey, how are you?” I just stood there staring at him. “I’m good, thanks. How are you?” Before I saw him in the hall earlier I didn’t even think about running into him. And I thought I was about to escape without seeing him again. WHY? I found the garbage can and he was trying to make small talk. I didn’t want to be rude but I didn’t really want to talk to him. I was tired and getting home was all that was on my mind. I was headed back to find my to see they were headed my way. The little one freaked out and thought I left so they got out of line to find . I hadn’t walk 20 feet from them. He had his with him and they wanted pizza and of coarse so did mine. “I’m not paying $20 for a small pizza. Let’s go and grab something on the way home!” Oh but they were starving and threw a fit. He looked at me and said, “I’m going make your mom mad but let’s go get y’all some pizza.” Why.... He’s so fucking sexy and he just does it for me. From his boots to that thick southern accent, goddamn it man! He gets the pizza and there was a picnic table over by the playground that he told the to go sit down and he’d pass the pizza out. I’ll go find something to drink. All I could find was MtDew. So I got his their own and made mine share one. Payback, huh? I grabbed my phone out of my purse and found a swing to sit in while the ate. I was scrolling FB and I heard him say, “I know you hate .” I asked him why he thought that. He told that every since he had told that he didn’t want fuck anymore that I’ve been avoiding him like the plague. “Whatcha mean?” He told me I didn’t call him anymore, not even a hey, how ya doing? I didn’t know what to say. He wasn’t completely wrong but I wasn’t going outta my way to avoid him. It’s one of those “outta sight, outta mind” kinda things. He reminded me that I was the one who turned him down the last time so he’s the one that should be upset. He was joking of course but I just sat there. He said if he’d known this was going to happen he wouldn’t have fucked me to begin with. It’s not like we were great friends before and I didn’t really know where he got this. Talk to me, please! He said, “can I be honest with you?” The first time we hooked up, after I dropped you off and went home, I sat in my truck and thought about what had happened. I thought I was just drunk and went on and went to bed. I couldn’t sleep. All weekend I thought about you. So when you texted me a few days later I thought, let’s do it sober. When I went back to work, I was a complete mess. I couldn’t get you off my mind. It scared the living shit outta me. I couldn’t sleep and I was so distracted that I couldn’t pay attention to anything. So I did what I had to do. I didn’t mean to run you off though. WOW, Thanks for telling that now and I get it. Hell it threw for a whirlwind too. Nobody likes to be turned down and yeah my ego was a little burned but I understood from the family part of it. As I looked at the and reminded him that he made I smart decision. He told all the things he said to me at that time was true and he really felt that way he just left out those feelings about the he felt about me. It was just a drunk hookup after all. It was my fault. I mean I basically encouraged that he take me home that night from the bar. What drunk guy is gonna turn down pussy that’s being thrown at him? Yes, it takes two to tango but I led that dance that night. I’m also the one that texted him that following Monday. I think we dodged a bullet with his decision to end it when he did. Living and working in a small town where everyone knows everyone things could’ve gotten out and that would be very bad for us both. I assured him that I didn’t hate him and that I wouldn’t treat him any differently than I did before we hooked up. Sometimes you have to look at the bigger picture and that’s exactly what he did. I’m a “live it the moment” kinda person and sometimes I need to look at things from other perspectives. I’m kinda glad he didn’t tell me that I was part of the reason he decided not to continue because he assured me it wasn’t me at all and I guess it kinda wasn’t but rather his emotions he needed to get in check. I would’ve tried to play on those emotions for selfish reasons. He was a boy that night but in the end he was a man. |
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Good read.
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