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Lighters  

Hvschickforfun 42F
51 posts
12/30/2020 1:24 pm
Lighters


If you’ve been reading my blog you already know how I feel about Eminem. So when he teamed up with Bruno Mars on the Bad meets Evil album I thought it was the perfect song to close out my blogs for 2020.

What a fucking year! It’s been filled with twist and turns that I wasn’t expecting or ready for. I think it’s been a rough year for a lot of people. I mean a global pandemic, on the verge of a civil war and our 1st woman as Vice President was elected. This year will most definitely be in the history books somewhere between the Holocaust and The Great Depression. Speaking of depression, learning how to deal with my own hasn’t been easy.

I’ve struggled with becoming a teacher to my with distance learning. I read something the other day that said in 20 years the worlds gonna be ran by homeschooled taught by day drinkers. And watching my nephews say goodbye to their dad was extremely sad. Addiction sucks!

This year wasn’t all bad though. I was very blessed that I was able to work from home. I mean who doesn’t like wearing their pjs while drinking mimosas and getting shit done? As much as I was ready to throw in the towel, working for some amazing people makes all worthwhile! I even got a raise in the middle of all this craziness.

My relationships with my friends has really struggled this year. Learning how to share my best friend hasn’t been easy. We’ve spent the last 10 years inseparable and now I get a lunch date here and there, I just don’t see or talk to her as much. She made a career change at the beginning of this year and we don’t have the same schedules anymore. And her are grown while mine are still very young. So I can’t hang out at the bars like they can. And then the whole FWB..... imma leave that one alone in this blog. I’ve said enough about that in my previous blogs.

I’ve had a little fun with my clothes off not near as much as I would have liked but that’s hard to do at six feet apart and with a mask on. Bahahahaha. And of course L, he came along at the right time and although I was just trying to replace a void with him, he will forever be a friend. Thanks for dealing with my crazy ass. We’ve decided not to fuck anymore and just keep things in the friend zone.

I’m nervous to see what 2021 holds. I start a new decade in life #40 and starting on the 4th of January I take on a new position with my company. So tomorrow night at 11:59, raise them lighters up and let’s bring a bright positive light into the new year. Cheers y’all!

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