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Natural Look I am
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Natural Look I am Well, here is another note about me, I don’t wear makeup, because, when I was a , I did it to get notice, and when I did it, I was notice alright, and I was called a . And also, I was breaking on my face, something in the stuff, I was breaking . So I’m all natural, I’m healthy, I don’t have no medical problems, and I have a kind heart, but my curse in life has been too kind. I have natural hair blonde, but I’m turning white on top of my head and under my hair also. So I havent dye my hair for over 20 yrs now, but I just dye last yr. I Dont smoke, or drink. Im a spiritual person, I have gone to church. As I know I should. But my support groups are at the church. I wish I can find Friends around me in my area, as I have 3 best friends I grew up with in PA. All My family died, as I have no one anymore, I’m a lonely person. I went to school with my nephew that I never knew I had. Now he is married and have a great family of his own. We dont speak much either, as he doesnt remember me. Also, I was FAT, my weight after my was born, over 200 lbs, yes, and I saw it, when we moved from FL, up to Ohio here yrs ago, my Ex husband said I didnt have to work, as I need to be home with the . Well, ok, I did that, I weigh in, 195 lbs then. So I notice my self wear clothes like 22 waist, and 2 xl clothes just to be comfortable. And then I notice I wasnt getting the attention from my Ex husband, so I got onto groups, that I can be notice, and secret groups too, Well, thats how I found my Ex Boyfriend. Then When I got the divorce and moved in with my Ex boyfriend, I found my first job, I started working in a camp ground like, it had 8 cabins to clean. But that didnt work very well, as the season was slow. Then I had to find another job, as I need to my bills, so I found a Sub job at the School there, then it was paying ok, but not enough to pay the bills, so I found another part time job, it was at the College of Clarion University, serving the<b> college </font></b>, but that was min wage, but it was a job. So I notice I was losing weight more, so I went from a size 22 down to a size . So I said WOW, Im doing great. But no one notice me. So I cut my long hair, to shoulder length, WOW, people notice me. So its bad that people dont notice your weigh lose, but notice your hair. I thought by losing weight, I was starting to Love Myself, but I guess you have to do more for your Mind, and Spirit also the soul and heart. So that is why I’m a natural person, I’m not Fake, I’m a Real Person, with Real Feelings. Thanks for reading my notes about ME. Hugs.  |
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