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SirH, Thanks for letting me go play.
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SirH, Thanks for letting me go play. Hey Sexy, So ...you want to hear about my date? Well, I'll describe it and you'll probably get more details than you want. Let me know, okay?  Well, we met in Darmstadt and went for dinner at a Chinese place. MasterJ's a polyamorous military guy whose wife is in Garmish at the moment. Which really made me a bit wary. I'm not looking for a relationship, I have no problem with open relationships - even fantasize about participating with a couple (ideally, I'm part of that couple and the third is somebody else - I digress), but I seem to be more comfortable or mentally expect single guys - go figure. Anyway, we had a good conversation and I liked talking with him. At the end of dinner I felt like about five minutes had gone by, didn't want the date to end, but wasn't sure about going to a swinger club as he suggested in our chatting. However, from my reading of the websites and his reassurances that I didn't have to do anything, I could just watch if that's all I wanted to do, I decided to go see what it was about. So we went to Maihof. This wasn't easy. I had a tension headache from the moment I agreed to go. I get these headaches when I'm heading into new emotional growth territory. That, and I cry - it's a release for me. I didn't cry until a couple hours later. We got there, got undressed, dressed into skimpy underwear things - I wore my Victoria Secrets bodysuit - I'll wear it for you sometime , and he took me for a tour. It's very respectable and comfortable. They have a nice bar, dining and buffet area. Apparently the food is very good - I didn't eat last night, so I can't attest to it. Hmm, I was going to describe the place some more, but this is already long enough. I can do that in person or chat later. So we wandered around the rooms a bit. I thought maybe we could sit in a corner un-observed and observe ourselves, but it's not so simple. The place is designed for watching and being watched. I'm not so comfortable with watching. Okay, I like to watch pornos, and this was like a huge in-your-face porno. I think the phrase is be careful what you wish for? Eventually we found a corner upstairs and he started fondling me. I wasn't so much in the mood, but it didn't feel bad, so I didn't object. It's interesting how aroused you can get and not feel so much part of what's going on or even particularly enjoy what's happening. Don't worry, it wasn't bad, I just kept thinking that it would be a lot nicer if I was there with somebody I really cared about instead of a new guy who, while I didn't dislike him and wasn't _not_ attracted to him, I wasn't particularly attracted to or "in lust" with. This is when I started crying. I'm shaking remembering it. He was nice and stopped and we found an even more remote corner to just sit down and talk. He put me at ease, we talked about various things and my feelings and went to the bar to have a drink. He really was being sweet and I told him while I didn't particularly want to fuck him, I didn't mind going back upstairs and cuddling and watching. I could tell he was a little disappointed but he said that was ok, in fact, we could leave right then if I wanted to. I didn't, so we went back upstairs. Telling him I didn't want to fuck him was like flipping a switch in my head - all of a sudden a lot of my tension was gone and I wasn't so emotional. Sex involves emotions for me and I was feeling particularly odd engaging in sex acts with somebody I wasn't emotionally involved with and really, have no hope or desire to be emotionally involved with. Telling him this kind of released me from this feeling. Cause almost the minute we got upstairs, I was giving him a really good blowjob. (I didn't think of this at the time, but it HAD to be really confusing for him, but he went with the flow - what guy WOULDN'T???) So, on to the really interesting pornographic part. We got into a corner behind a bench (I was a bit shy about being in the open) and he went down on me. While he was doing this, a guy and gal sat on the bench and watched. The guy started touching my breasts while MasterJ was going down on me. Eventually, MasterJ was fucking me - condoms are everywhere! - and the other couple engaged in her giving him (not MasterJ) a blowjob. After MasterJ and I were done (he sounds like a when he comes! ), I touched the other guys back and side while his girl was going down on him - THAT really got him off! I said thanks to the couple and we went off to a different room. The next room we went into is called the dark room. It's really dark (amazing, huh?), you have to crawl through a hole to get into it, and the walls have slits so that others can watch the activities inside. I really just wanted to cuddle or relax, so I got on my front and laid down. MasterJ was touching my back (btw, the back of my neck is EXTREMELY sensitive) and works his way down to my butt. He slaps my ass and pussy and he starts fucking me with his fingers. Meanwhile, another couple sits down next to us, and she plays with my pussy while the guy gets in front of me. I was really turned on and didn't mind, so I sucked on this guys cock while MasterJ and this woman played with my pussy. I had a couple of really good orgasms from the two of them. At this point, MasterJ starts fucking the other woman, and I really don't feel like doing much, but the other guy starts going down on me. Ok....nothing's happening, but he seems to be having fun. Then he starts to fuck me....again, nothing's happening for me. MasterJ had given me a signal before we went in that if I wanted to get out of a situation I just had to tug on his thumb and he would make sure we left. So I tugged on his thumb and a few secs later we left the room. This time I really wanted to just lay down and relax, so we went into this TV room. There are couches and a porno going all the time. The moans from the other rooms sounded more like a porno than the porno! Laid there on the couch for a few, relaxing. There is a room where the walls are a one-way mirror. Inside this room is a leather gynecologists table with restraints. MasterJ had me get up on the table (there was a couple in the corner happily engaging in an extended eating at the Y session), and restrained my hands. There was a leather tipped crop. Well, it had a handle, long flexible bit and a bit of stiff leather on the end - whatever that is called. He used that on my nipples and pussy for a little bit. It was nice b/c the ceiling was mirrored and I could watch. He didn't like the restraints so much and wanted to use his own plus some clamps he brought in, so we went downstairs to get them. Back upstairs in the dark room, we laid down and he started playing with the clamps. Wicked little things - very small surface area on the clamp bit. Not so nice on my nipples (at that moment) or my inner labia, but nicer on my outer labia. The guys on each side of me caressed my arms and sides of my breasts while MasterJ played with my pussy and eventually fucked me. While MasterJ was fucking me, the guy on the left offered me his cock. That really got MasterJ going - watching me suck that guys cock while fucking me. I have to say this was all very erotic - I was having a good time. It was nice to see MasterJ's reaction, esp when I shared the guys cock with him. Wow - what a reaction! Not so sure the guy enjoyed it so much, but he was enjoying being part of us. After MasterJ came, I sucked on the guy's cock some more and then he did me dogging style while MasterJ and I kissed & I sucked MasterJ's cock. Oh, that was good! I would have been happy to curl into a ball and fall asleep right then, but a stray female inserted herself between MasterJ and myself then and started caressing my nipple. She really seemed to want me to play with her, so I caressed her nipples (innies - interesting) and played with her pussy a little. Both her and MasterJ would have loved for me to go down on her, but I wasn't comfortable with that, so I just played with her a little and then laid there and watched while MasterJ fucked her. After a while, I got up and started playing with his balls and ass while he was fucking her. His ass is very responsive to caressing - just opens right up. So I experimented a little and started playing with his asshole and inserting my finger a little. That was a really nice reaction to - he really enjoyed that! About this time, the place started to empty out. MasterJ and I were alone in the dark room after this, so we just laid there and relaxed a bit. Just as we were about to leave, another girl came in (MasterJ thinks it might have been the innie girl, but I have no idea - I think not). She starts caressing my breasts and discussing politics of the war with us. How we must love Bush (I asked if she loved Schroeder - that took her aback and she avoided answering) and the war is just for oil, there are no WMD, etc. I tugged MasterJ's thumb and we left. This is the only part of the evening that really really annoys me. The entire evening was full of people doing their own thing, looking on at others, in general being accepting and, not loving, but something in that direction, and here she is trying to caress me while insulting me and being condescending. It pissed me off and I'm still a bit mad about it. There is a dungeon in the basement. MasterJ and I tried to go in a couple times during the evening, but the doors only open after a certain time and we must have always been to early. However, after leaving the dark room, the door was open, so we headed in. The cross, chair and hard-core rooms were all empty although about five couples were doing various activities in the main open room. MasterJ used his hospital restraints to attach my hands to the top of the cross (in a fashion where the<b> ties </font></b>were above my head and I just needed to pull one end to release myself). Then he had fun with the clamps. We had agreed on the safe words yellow (stay at this level) and red (stop now) before we came in. He attached one of those evil small surface area clamps to my left nipple. It HURT. It felt good, but OW! The pain took a different edge when he aroused me by playing with my pussy. When he was pounding in my pussy with his fingers, I could almost forget the pain, but then he would stop - the tease! He repeated this a couple of times and then finally kept going until I came. Oh, that was GOOD. A couple wearing kilts came through and watched for a bit then left. Then MasterJ took the clamp off the nipple. OW. That FUCKing HURT. Played with my pussy some more, and put the clamps on my pussy lips. He had fun jiggling them around, the sadist. More playing with the pussy and pounding in with his fingers. I loved it. The pain was, well, pain, but it added to the experience. While he was doing this, another couple came in the room and the guy had one of those leather crop things (from the mirror room earlier) and he used the tip to caress my arms and breasts and lightly flick my nipples. Very sensual. Argh - got to this point, saved, wrote bunches more and the laptop overheated and shut down. Now I'm saving every third word and hoping I remembered what I wrote. Hmm...Okay, MasterJ played with the flogger, leather paddle, and leather tipped crop thing. Flogger didn't really hurt so much, but great imagery, sound and felt good. My ass handled the pain of the leather paddle better than my front. There was enough slack in the restraints that I could turn around. I was laughing and in a playful mood, so I did. I can honestly say I found the pain from the paddle pleasurable. I'm sure and extended session just on my ass and thighs would hurt, but the few strokes we did was pleasurable. That crop thing is WICKED, esp. when flicked fast back and forth over sensitive nipples. That is the end of the adventure at Maihof. We left there around 2:30am and came back to my place. Once here, we played a little bit more. MasterJ has an egg vibe shaped like a bowling pin that is AWESOME. I need to find one. Also, I used my normal vibe on his ass while he masturbated. That was very erotic for me. I like to play with guys assed and to see him come so hard from me playing with his ass was, not necessarily a turn on, but very satisfactory. Because _I_ did that. Understandable? This morning woke up to a very pleasurable eating out. Eventually turned over and let MasterJ play with my ass. He had the bowling pin vibe in my pussy, my normal vibe in my ass (I hardly felt it go in - he's good), and large surface area clamps on my pussy lips. Oh - my - god. That was good. He played me so good. Very fulfilling night, in more ways that one. I certainly don't think I'll forget it ever. I can tell that you want to shed the sweet, good little LadyJ demeanor. Exactly. I don't think it will be easy, but I plan to enjoy pursuing it. And I'm glad to have you with me experiencing it too. I hope that you don't find something so restrictive that your not allowed to just get together and fuck me, use me, suck me and abuse me. Is that just plain out right honest or what? Oh baby. I sooo cannot wait to see you again. As for restrictive - I'm not looking for that right now. Who knows, I may not want it once this adventure gains momentum. I'll always be honest and I hope I will always be your friend. I will always want to fuck you, use you, suck and abuse you (in a good way  ).Okay, I'm drained. I'm going to go lay down for a bit. I'll be back online this evening. Hope I haven't just completely dumped to much info on you with this. (Are you familiar with a core dump? This feels like it). Kisses & Love, LadyJ |
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