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Fantasy Wish List #3; Ahhhh,,,,, ummm ... "cock curiosity"??  

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6/2/2020 7:24 am
Fantasy Wish List #3; Ahhhh,,,,, ummm ... "cock curiosity"??


(See my wish list #1 blog for a brief description of my blog series and my journey of taking some fantasies into reality)

Soooo, this one is a little touchy and shall we say waaaaaay out of my regular box but if you are going to pursue fantasies, go big or go home.

So a bit of<b> background </font></b>for reference on why this is a touchy subject - I have lived my entire life as an average, heterosexual male with no interests and no attraction and no desire for any kind of M/M contact at all. None. ………...until a handful of months ago.

I'll try to explain this the best I can but it is still just as much of a mystery for me but here it goes - I love Sasha Foxxx's edging handjob and blowjob videos. If you haven't seen them, check them out and maybe you'll understand better.

Anyway, she is smoke'n hot and the vids are very sexy. I used to have a FWB (female) that turned me on to edging and she gave the most amazing edging HJs and BJs and they were awesome and that is what got me turned on to Sasha's videos.

Well I have been on the receiving end of edging HJ/BJs and loved it. But for some reason it didn't stop there and I became curious as to what it would be like to GIVE one.

I have never laid a finger on a man in my life. Didn't even experiment with circle jerks or whatever in puberty. But now as a middle aged man, I have become curious as to what a hard cock would feel like firsthand.

I call it "Cock Curious" because I'm not really bi and I'm definitely not a gay man. I still love and desire women just as much as ever. But now I have this added curiosity of what it would be like to touch another man's penis and give him a nice, sensuous HJ and possibly even BJ to completion.

And there is a little bit of curiosity in me that kinda wants to compare what a man's HJ/BJ would be like in comparison to a woman's.

Now I have to be quite upfront that I am not into dudes in the classic sense and I am not attracted to them in the way that a real bi or gay man would be. No interest in any anal penetration in any way, shape or form. I don't want to kiss, make out, cuddle or any of that stuff. I am curious about what giving a HJ/BJ would be like and that is about it.

I would want it to be very comfortable and sensuous and sexy and enjoyable of course. I mean I'm not talking about a quick BJ in a park bathroom for God's sake.

But it's not like I am an actual bisexual or homosexual man.

Now the dichotomy here is that for me to actually do this and actually have it be an enjoyable and sensual experience for all, I would want it to be with an actual smooth, lean, handsome homosexual or bisexual guy who is fully comfortable and confident in his sexuality and is actually attracted to and desirous of other men.

The thought of two straight but curious guys trying to fumble around with each other's dicks sends chills my spine LOL

So what are your thoughts? Do many men experience this kind of shift in their sexualities at middle age? Is there something in the water?

And how does one even go about doing this after a full lifetime of garden variety heterosexuality?

Please share your thoughts and advice!!!

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