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Well thats what i get
Well thats what i get this is a live blog. (no edit) well where do i start. after 20 + years I have had an going affair with a married woman. and over that period of time. became best friends. but recently I was abandoned and served with no contact papers. I guess someone finally caught on. Now I knew it was not right. I remember thinking " i know better." But I went and did it anyway. ( I am not a horrible person) I was helping a friend out. not being satisfied at home.( she told me of his premature ejaculation and small equipment) .....Now I am not trying to justify my actions, I guess just confession of my<b> sins </font></b>so to speak. Anyway, Over time we got closer. she would lie to him more often to spend more time with me. It seemed on a daily basis .Somewhere along the line I fell in love. how could I not? we had so much in common, the sex was great, we enjoyed each others company, we worked well together. I believed she was my ideal. we shared things no one else knew about us. there was nothing that stood between us (or so I thought) I had never considered or entertained the idea she would not be in my future for the rest of my life. But I guess she had been lying to him for all those years why wouldn't she lie to me too? The whole thing has sent me to my knees. Abandoned and unable to do anything about it. because of the no contact order. (made of lies) She knows the truth. But I guess i have be made out be the bad guy. Maybe the whole thing did not mean as much her as it did ? I guess I get what I deserve. Fell free leave comments. Remeber I feel bad enough as it is. |
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