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Cumming back?!?  

cre8NRG 53M
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6/27/2020 9:42 am
Cumming back?!?

Yes purposely misspelled but what do you expect on a site geared at sexual expression/gratification. Speaking of EXPECTATIONS I have none this time around. Been here before, came and left and came and left and...So mote it be.

First time was when I lived in LA. Chatted with lots of people from all over in Bloggyland but didn't meet anyone face face at that time. Did meet someone much later that I had been chatting with back then but that was after of internet friendship long after leaving the site.No regrets and made connections I didn't think were possible online.

Next time I came back was after I moved back Nor Cal after leaving LA (2009) I didn't blog much and met up and had many positive experiences. Had one married woman who got a bit possessive so it created more conflict/drama than it needed but she was a good person and didn't like losing . I left for a long term relationship with someone I met IRL.

Came back a couple ago because that relationship gave permission. Unfortunately having permission and acting on it were very different. I'd had<b> open relationships </font></b>in the past but this was different as she didn't want others but knew I had a sexual appetite that wanted things that we didn't do together. Chatted with quite a few and had dates set up but I usually cancelled or wasn't really ready to ACT on the permission I had. She moved away over a year and a half ago and we remain friends. Even hooked up for 6 weeks during all of this shelter in place stuff but it wasn't the same and that's good to know moving forward.

So in this CV19 world I can feel the pressures, stresses, ups, downs and the outlets to relieve this are not as available. My home gym is not the same as sweating it out at the gym interacting with the other members and looking at the results from all that wor If I really just wanted a roll in the sack you could go a bar and just flirt/be friendly and a lot of times that would/could lead something. At almost 50 that doesn't seem be the same but who knows as I haven't done that in over a decade. I've dated much older and much younger as it's a person and how they act/behave more than their age. I remember feeling like I was much older when I was injured and couldn't get around as well . It's why I'll exercise til the wheels fall off or the motor stops running. I try to feel young and my personality reflects that. Hence why I call myself 'goofy' think prime Jim Carrey without the politics. LOL Robin Williams is one of my favorite people because he could entertain and make people laff not just at him but also at ourselves... In 2020 I think that is worth more than gold.

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