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She was a wild one
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She was a wild one about five years ago, things were bad at home. So I put out a post craigslist looking for an online girlfriend with. I never really wanted meet this person. I just wanted have that "dating" experience again. I posted in Pensacola because that felt close enough have similar experiences, but far enough likely never meet. That's when "CB" sent me an email. She was 66 years old but open chatting about everything. I was interested so we chatted and things developed into affection and we started doing some cybersex type stuff. She was very experienced in her sexuality and was very open to discuss everything with me. Then she revealed "how" experienced. She was married for 30 years, until she started having an affair with a co worker. so she divorced her husband to be with him. except she never stopped sleeping with her husband. Strange to me, but whatevs. I'm just now starting to open my eyes to the world and we weren't actually dating. We continued chatting throughout all the orgies her new bf brought her to. she'd tell me stories of the gang bangs, sitting on phone meetings with him eating her out, fucking the young guy who came to pick a package. I was fine with of it.. i really was. But then she wanted meet. Fantasy meets reality... I wasn't prepared for that. I'm pretty confident about myself, but after two years of stories listening to her talk about getting pounded in holes with 9,10, and " cocks, I had zero confidence... I kept putting it off. but then she got cancer and her life turned around and she went back her husband. we talked occasionally, but nothing like before. She confessed that she wanted leave that life behind. she wanted commit her husband only and maybe an occasional visit . Apparently she had really developed feelings for . I still put her off. last year around june, we started talking heavy again. she was only with her husband and her old bf was out of the picture with his new gf. her husband was leaving for a<b> trip </font></b>in early july and if I could find an excuse go see her. I committed. two weeks 1 weeks 6 days 5 days... i get a message the bf is back in the picture... and the gf... and the room mates... and co workers... and other people. She can live her live, and I wouldn't judge her for it. But I didn't want be another person in a crowd. so we talked and dedcided part ways. She didn't owe anything and I didn't want her wast her time coming around. but damn she had big boobs and I just couldn't get her out my system. I'd email her a few times and we'd a little. especially with her cancer recovery and covid I wanted check in. but in September, I realized I had a problem. I couldn't get her out of my system, even now I think about her. I sent off a final email telling her that I was done with this email... I deleted the email and officially lost her contact info... i both regret and am happy that I was so impulsive. I couldn't get past her and I had never met her. Hell, I'm still not 100% it was even a woman. I mean, she sent pics and all. but who really knows. my last email did have my new email address in there. so maybe I was a bit of a chickenshit.... probably a lot. Anyone else have a person they just became addicted ? and if anyone thinks I judged her on any of her exploits, you couldn't be more wrong. It was a period where I really learned about sexuality and started putting thoughts together about what I liked and didn't like. She helped through that and I'll be enternally grateful (and she knows it). |
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