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Blogs > JMay26 > My Lonely Journal

Vacation sex Thoughts and failures  

JMay26 31M
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1/2/2021 7:14 am
Vacation sex Thoughts and failures

As i sit here watching the snow fall, I wonder where i have gone wrong in my sex life. have been some women i have talked and would have loved be with them sexually. Is it my appearance? My comfort level with bringing up sex? I am fairly heavy for my height and i need lost weight. Additionally, i enjoy talking about sex. I love finding all of the little details of a woman and her sex life... likes...dislikes....fantasies...fetishes....everything. I feel like i bring up sex too quickly and then lose all focus of knowing what to say besides sex. It is a big fault of mine i need to work on.

On the other hand i have failed miserably during sex...The last time I tried... lets her “M”. M is the one that got away.... she was older but she was perfect in every way. While i wanted have sex with her, i did want be closer her relationship wise. So we hung out multiple times and I didn’t pull any moves. I talked a big game on but will never do anything unless is consent in person. So one day before she leaves she asks see my toy collection. Of course i get excited and bring her into my room so she can see them. She pulled my Quickshot fleshlight and was interested.... So i tell her it is alright if she wanted to try it on me and she has permission to control me... she is hesitant but pulls my pants down and beings to lube up my throbbing cock and balls... while playing with my balls she then slides the fleshlight over my shaft, slowly strokes and plays with my balls. After stroking for a few minutes she slides the toy off and slides her warm tongue over my throbbing lubed cock. She got me extremely excited and i tell her to stop so I don’t cum too soon. She stops and goes back to the toy and right when she slides the toy on.... I orgasm in her hands... Needless to say i was absolutely embarrassed and wanted to continue but she said she needed to go home because she had work in the morning....At that point i blew it...Literally.

We never saw each other again even though we still talk on (barely) ; she won’t add me on anything else besides and won’t tell me her mailing address so i can send her gifts..... She tells me she has moved off from the Island and over California working on a Marine Base...

I just wish things went differently where she stayed and controlled me the rest of the night like she wanted ... one day i can see M again and apologize for the embarrassing time....

........ I need have sex

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