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All My Friends Are Dread  

Ultraviolet_Sol 43M
156 posts
3/16/2021 2:33 am
All My Friends Are Dread

The monastery was located high in the clouds, precipitous heights, far away from the world, illuminated only by internally generated ionic productions.

Barbarians at the gates were a constant, having a singular intent to rip down the canvas of your landscape. WTF.

After a strangely symmetrical number of 7 years, the immense carved doors opened.

I am a strange ghost. A remote universe in a dark hood.

I saw a vision of the lake shore.

Whatever tangible reality is constructed of, sub atoms and such, I wondered if such things turned off and turned on, to the presence of my perception: that is, I looked into the abyss of things. WTF.

I notice that a certain blend of toxicity permeates the world in a different way.

This observation is in no way political.

People believe people are NPC's. Oddly enough, this does not stand for non politically correct, or ironically. Amongst other things. People placing inordinate attention as to whether they are alpha or beta or... whatever. Sigma.

Well...

There was one person who wrote to me in the monastery.

We lost touch the last 2 years. My thinking was just... Live your life beautifully. I know you are my friend for the duration.

When I attempted to contact her cell phone. Nothing.

I discovered she passed at the same time we lost touch.

Gone. Not forgotten.

In a late night vision, I saw my gift to her of lapis and gold around her neck, in the depths of distance and darkness.

A sympathetic connection, resonating.
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HAMONMAN 64M
13128 posts
3/16/2021 3:43 am


Ultraviolet_Sol 43M
622 posts
3/18/2021 2:28 pm

 Thank you for reading and commenting.
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secret_lade 49F
9227 posts
3/19/2021 2:30 am

 In a sea of porn pics and masturbation material.... It's good to see some creative thought. Thank you.


Ultraviolet_Sol 43M
622 posts
3/22/2021 11:46 pm

 Thank you for reading and commenting. That means a lot to me.
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senfully 55F  
443 posts
5/9/2021 1:15 pm

 I am sorry for your loss. We've all experienced losses of different sorts. Monasteries are also very interesting to me. Brings up too many thoughts to write. Thank you for sharing this.


Ultraviolet_Sol 43M
622 posts
5/9/2021 9:40 pm
    Quoting senfully:
    I am sorry for your loss. We've all experienced losses of different sorts. Monasteries are also very interesting to me. Brings up too many thoughts to write. Thank you for sharing this.
I was actually thinking of posting a blog about this... Thinking perhaps it would be therapeutic... The obituary said she died peacefully at her home... I went on a real estate site and downloaded pictures of the house... It kind of haunts me, to be honest... There is so much to this story...

I would certainly love to hear your thoughts on monasteries, no matter the form they would take...

Thank you so much for reading and commenting...

On a side note... I've decided to publish an ebook of a manuscript of poetry I wrote from 2005-2008... It will be the first production of my publishing company! It's pretty fucking wild...

You are definitely someone who is a part of whatever it is that is going on in my life... And I thank you for that.

((()))
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Ultraviolet_Sol 43M
622 posts
5/31/2021 1:02 am
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It is very much surreal, S0N.
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