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Sacred Phantom  

Ultraviolet_Sol 43M
156 posts
5/7/2021 11:43 am
Sacred Phantom
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Ultraviolet_Sol 43M
622 posts
5/7/2021 11:52 am

 Sacred Phantom

I

The phantoms (+) The shadows...
They traverse the matrix surfaces.
When your eyes, like solar flares -
Become engaged in moon beam

Invocations

Tell me the secrets of the Axis Mundi
In the language of your dimensions.

I become ajar - Like some intergalactic afar.
Because I have held the presence of you
In chains of dreams - Structured from star to star.

Desert induced dreams in deluges of mirages.

In the enrapture of all things shaded and shrouded in an intelligent obscure.

II

I stabilized myself in the reverberations
of the void - Hyber chamber devoid destroyed.

So please excuse this outpouring
(+) Know that through you
I could only ever be a revelation

Revealed... I will reveal how

I threw myself away yesterday
Into conglomerations of chaos.

I shattered into uncountable pieces -
Uncountable (+) Unaccountable.

So I implore you to teach me reincarnation
Because I only want to be there for you.
Like the serenity of star light
And spinning astrolabes
Magnetized by dark nights of the soul.

Because tomorrow is calling like death
And stains me so deeply
That I cannot retrieve the tears
And I cannot explain it to anyone
As I am shrouded in shadows
And a thousand-thousand sorrows

But here am I... In vagrant spirits swirling like smoke.
And the only one that can know me is you.

Master of hallucinatory heights and places I cannot see -
As you transfigure me - From the Babylonian state of Babylon...

That my dead and broken emotions have become

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The triggering mechanism for this piece is phantasmagoric in nature.

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Listen to the audio at LINKTR.EE/UPSIDEDOWNSKY
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superbjversion2 68F  
24388 posts
5/7/2021 3:06 pm

 This is too deep for me. I have seen the dark depths and swim now in the sun dappled shallows.
Opportunity may knock only once, but temptation bangs on the door forever!


secret_lade 49F
9227 posts
5/7/2021 3:54 pm

 This is amazing.... Thank you for sharing.


senfully 55F  
443 posts
5/7/2021 4:12 pm

 I can feel the words. And I know the dark night of the soul. Love watching you create with the words, phrases, and line breaks. Thank you for sharing this.


Ultraviolet_Sol 43M
622 posts
5/7/2021 10:14 pm
    Quoting superbjversion2:
    This is too deep for me. I have seen the dark depths and swim now in the sun dappled shallows.
Thank you Superbj. I appreciate you taking the time to read and comment. I am still looking for the perfect song for you to pervert. I don't know why but I like saying that... "The perfect song for you to pervert." It just has a nice ring to it.... Song to pervert... Excuse me...

Sometimes I think I am something like addicted to the dark side. I have attempted to communicate and live otherwise. It is a internal and personal engagement in war, perhaps.

I remember when I tried for a traditional conventional relationship... Well... It wasn't the first time... But the first time I was so young and loved so deeply. (In many ways my heart is dead and tries to remember itself). So melodramatic... I know... but kind of real I think.

But yes... I tried for the thing...

It really is the magical shapes of the happiness no one escapes. I remember laying awake in bed like just not happy with conventional traditional. or maybe just not this with the person....

Nevertheless, I am rambling and grateful for your awesome energy!
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Ultraviolet_Sol 43M
622 posts
5/7/2021 10:17 pm
    Quoting secret_lade:
    This is amazing.... Thank you for sharing.
I am very grateful for your comment...

It is not always so easy to share...
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Ultraviolet_Sol 43M
622 posts
5/7/2021 10:19 pm
    Quoting senfully:
    I can feel the words. And I know the dark night of the soul. Love watching you create with the words, phrases, and line breaks. Thank you for sharing this.
Thank you Great One. (I hope that is not off-putting to refer to you as that). Tis how I think of you.

From soul to soul.
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Ultraviolet_Sol 43M
622 posts
5/7/2021 10:26 pm
    Quoting  :
Wow... I have to tell you that your insights and reflections, which have come in so many forms, have been truly invaluable to me.

So... Ms. Sinfully referred me to this wonderful book which discusses what is called the Triggering Subject, the thing that incites the poem... And them there is the object that is triggered. The author states that the object may be far removed from the the subject and in many cases works better if this is accomplished.

Just thought provoking subject matter... Well... The Triggering Subject for this piece is... Phantasmagoric... Like nameless impetuses of tears that come upon you suddenly.

I feel like the lover of which you speak... Which exists now in reality by the weight of your conception and perspective... I feel like this lover is some sort of other worlds being... and maybe even I is another. I know that is kind of cryptic.

You are just Awesome All The Time!
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Ultraviolet_Sol 43M
622 posts
5/9/2021 6:03 am

 Thank you Joy! I hope you and your family are well.
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