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Whatever Scares me  

HungryTulips 43F
6 posts
10/7/2021 8:13 am
Whatever Scares me


Since It is the Month of october , and the spooky season is well underway, I thought Id post a something about myself and share with you a list of some of my fears. these are some of the scariest things my mind has conjured and have held onto for the majority of my life. I would like to share them with you. Happy Halloween

1) Being trapped underground * I went on the tour of the Hoover Dam when i was around or years old. About 20 minutes in I freaked. I imagined the tons of water just behind the leaky concrete wall I was standing next to was forming a rapidly growing hairline crack that would compromise the entire dam. Had to be escorted out by security. The tour guide never even stopped talking.

2)Meeting new people * It sucks. i hate being introduced to someone, especially by a friend or family member. I get nervous , never know what to say and its always super awkward. Social convention almost requires you to give the person a chance to be liked and for you to try to be likable to this person. I love the friends I have but i hate how they all of their friends to be friends with each other. No I don't to meet or hang out with your buddy. This isn't a fear but somewhat related I don't to see pictures of your , no one does . when people say yes to that question, they're being polite. unless they already love you or your , no one cares. if they know your , they know what they look like, if not , who wants to look at pics of tiny strangers. no, thank you but no, please stop asking.

3)Dying alone * Its not the dying or the alone part that bothers me, rather, that no one will notice that I died for a few days and trapped inside my place with my corpse my dogs will end up eating my carcass. i love them and i am pretty sure they love me, but for two tiny animals the amount they can eat is astounding. Also I them to to be taken care of since i would be unable and my family might not to keep them if they feasted on my edible bits. I'm just guessing here, but I bet its super hard to re-home animals that ate their former human companion.

4) Werewolves * Just about the scariest things ever to exist .Are you thinking of telling me that there are no such creatures outside of fiction and imagination? Why thank you, I've heard that fascinating piece of trivia before. I realize they aren't real. Your point.......?

5)British people * I don't know....The accent you know? It gets to me. It's soothing and a creepy at the same time. Its gives you the impression that they know what's going on and you to attention to what they're saying bur that accent makes me feel like they're just a swivel chair and a fluffy cat away from being a super villain. I'm just waiting for my neighbor to shed that middle school math<b> teacher </font></b>persona that he's cleverly affected and arrogantly details his convoluted plan for world domination as i an slowly being lowered into a pool of lava filled with hungry sharks.

6) * Not exactly as much as their tiny creepy hands covered with childhood detritus and germs and somehow, are always , despite any efforts to counter, sticky. petri dishes that ask endless questions that i cant tell to cram it.

Anyone else get the shivers? I know, but don't worry I have been assured that there is no such thing as anything on this list and that I should "seek professional help" that seems like nice advice but what the heck would I need with an personal assistant? you folks have a safe october.

DocG40 68M

1/10/2022 1:52 am

Very insightful. Never thought of doing this until I saw your posting.


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