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journey day 2
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journey day 2 1st of all today is another beautiful day! beautiful to me is its sunny, there are few or no outside stressors, im feeling good about myself today and my future. that said, let's go back in time to the journey. when I 1st found out I had prostate cancer I had the result checked by john hopkins and then got advised by 2 different doctors. they both said you need to get rid of it, one suggested I could wait a while. in hind sight I wish i had waited some years. the price you pay of loss of erection ability and loss of fluids and desire is huge. then to not do anything, it could have spread into my blood and i could die from it. it was localized. but it could go viral. i thought i had lived a full sexual life. today i feel i was robbed of sex will into my later years. but i know this is on my wife too. she was shocked a couple of times i did not get 'immediately' erect when she was naked and beginning to be intimate with me. i said baby, just give me some time, go slow with me. she did not even try giving me oral. just looked at me and said, its o we can try again. we did and a couple of time i was so needing to come or from my mind's desire for pussy, I was hard and ready. she was fooled to think i was healed and life could go on as usual. then i could not get an erection. she eventually turned cold to me. i accepted it. now I get erect by myself and dream of being inside a woman again. she is faithful to me i believe, i hope she gives herself orgasms now. she does even let me do her as I use to do. she never touched herself you see. anyway i have to stop for today. if you want to do a deep dive into this subject with me, im at harrisonbenegar at g male (you know what it really is). here is today's nude photo. yes just me, all soft and not erect. just me. join me in my nakedness please and lets just be at peace in a tender quiet loving place. |
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