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Desire for cock
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Desire for cock Besides being talked into trying to suck a cock as a by a older guy than me I did not have any desires to suck cock for many years. That first time did not go very far, it just did not feel right at the time. Later in life and after getting into crossdressing I had one fantasy where several girls got me dressed up and we went shopping at a Sears. They picked out some lingerie for me to try on. While in the changing booth they opened the door and allowed a guy passing by to see me and they invited him to come closer. With them surrounding us they had me suck his cock. With verbal encouragement they led me on to suck him. I did not think of this often but it was the first time I thought of sucking a guy. About this time I saw a story about a guy that sucked his own cock, this started me wanting to be able to do the same thing. With a cock just over 6 inches and not being very flexible I could only think about it. Even today I often think about this and have even had dreams of sucking my own cock. With a wet dream or two when younger I still enjoy these dreams very much. It is only with these thoughts that I take my own cum. I rarely think of taking another guys cum. With encouragement from a woman I think I would try it. My first real cock sucking was after I retired from the Army and was driving a truck. Using the CB radio I made myself available. I finally got a reply from a driver heading my way. We met at a rest area where I went to his truck and sucked and stroked him till he started cumming in my mouth. Before he finished I took him out of my mouth and finished stroking him into a towel while I spit his cum into the towel. The taste was not too bad and I am not sure why I still don’t take the cum and swallow. Having the hard warm cock in my mouth was a wonderful feeling. Having given a blowjob till the guy came was great thing for me, I finally fulfilled that desire. I walked away from his truck very satisfied. He did not give me anything in return and I was not looking for anything. Since then I have had several cocks and one that I shared with my wife. With her and I taking turns on that cock was a great thing. It was even better sucking his cock after he fucked her for a few minutes. I really enjoy sucking cocks at a gloryhole when I can find one. It allows me to enjoy the cock without getting too close to the guy. Like I always say, I am not attracted to guys. I am happy with a guy cumming and going. I would be nice to find a guy that would allow me to suck him on a regular basis, another crossdresser would be fantastic. A couple (woman and man) would be the ultimate. Lately I have been enjoying porn where the guy is fucking a woman while sucking a cock. To do this while wearing lingerie and the woman is playing with my nipples and is verbally encouraging me and calling me a cock , panty boy cock sucker, slutty cock sucker…UPDATE——. There is a part that I forgot to mention. During most of my life up to the latter half of my first marriage I did not have much desire to suck cock. During that marriage we talked about having another woman join us for us both to enjoy. It never happened and I began to think of ways to get her more excited. Having a good feeling that she was “cheating on me” I decided that if I wanted a bi woman maybe she would be turned on by bi guys. As crossdressing was already a part of our marriage I thought it might be a thing to try. The more I thought about it the more I got turned on. Well that also never happened and it may have started the end of that marriage that already had problems. With the thought firmly planted my desires only grew. I have no idea why that important part slipped my mind but had to update and share with anyone that cares. |
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" shopping at a Sears " that's kinky AF
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