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So It Goes…
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So It Goes… Dear V, There’s no moment lonelier in someone’s life then when they’re watching their world fall apart and all they can do is stare blankly. I’ve had this moment. I<b> watched </font></b>the framework of my life collapse to the ground. Nothing to be mad at I suppose. That’s simply how the moment was structured. Earthlings I think are the great explainers of the universe. They need an explanation or a why for things that happen. The Universe does not understand this because to the Universe there is no why. It didn’t need a reason to happen. It was just there waiting in your path. No sense trying to dissect it because there is no reason. Somewhere outside my room the air conditioner clicks over. I’m surrounded by bits of ancient history that are foreign and confusing now. The person in the mirror stares blankly back at me and asks questions like, “Did your ambition fly out the window, through the stratosphere toward the LV-426 Nebula?” Once upon a time a silly girl called me and asked, “Do you have any Clonazepam? I think I need another hundred if I’m going to kill myself.” I had no Clonazepam to give and shortly there after her silly little body did cartwheels through the sky till it splattered against the pavement outside Northbay Recovery Center. She didn’t need any Clonazepam then. Sometimes in the dark, alone, I wonder if she can see how scared I am from the afterlife. Poo-to-tweet. Love, Now, And Always, Bridget Miranda Case   Love, Now, And Always, Bridget Miranda Case |
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