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Blogs > littlevixen6929 > Diary of a Spoiled Princess..

Curse of the attention  

littlevixen6929 42F
91 posts
11/14/2021 9:17 am
Curse of the attention

Yesterday I commented a poll that I blog as an extension of my exhibitionism. Later on last night, as I set my tablet for bathtime, I realized I cam for that reason. While mutual masterbation is a kink of mine. I prefer that with select individuals I share a connection with. Here on FriendFinder-x, I am really digging into the idea of random people peeping in on my private time. In large numbers with no say from me. It pushes both my exhibitionist and<b> humiliation </font></b>kinks (I'll blog about what this really means another day). I'm also just go through attention phases. Time is one of my top 3 love languages and as such can be....demanding for one person. This is also a large contributor to my poly nature. Even when I first started exploring my sexuality I did it with a group and had 2 special men that were my consistent go to. I would often leave one and go straight to the other. If they knew they never said or complained. We were not committed to eachother.

Now, I can a several eyes on me at once. The first time I broadcast I wasn't sure, but as the number next to the eye grew, my kitty got wetter and wetter. I didn't really know what I was doing, couldn't navigate the list. Didn't know about tipping. I just had a profound desire be seen.

Yesterday, I craved the fantasy of the peeping Tom. Secretly watching without my knowing. And many of you lovely perverts helped with that. So well in fact I was a bit cold by the time I got out of the tub. My water having already lost it's heat before my bubbles were gone.

I love the encouragement, the pictures shared with me. It feeds my fantasy of being shared in a room full of people, without the inherent risks associated with the reality of that fantasy. Each ding sets a jolt of excitement through my core. Whether my viewers are interactive or a fly on the wall.

HAMONMAN 64M
13128 posts
11/14/2021 10:37 am

 OK !


Apollo602021 63M

11/14/2021 2:03 pm

 I love to watch let me know when you are on cam!
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littlevixen6929 replies on 11/14/2021 3:46 pm:
I tend to update my status or give a heads up status if it is planned. I would never get to the camming part if I messaged everyone that asked. Lol.

YandTandA 48M
637 posts
11/14/2021 4:12 pm

 U ROCKED that tub cam show princess! I will wash your back...SIDE.


littlevixen6929 replies on 11/15/2021 2:07 pm:
YandT dahhhhhling, I am not sure my back....um side is ready for you. Lol

Leegs2012 51M
96137 posts
11/21/2021 10:10 am

 Great post!! Words well written! I love watching and being watched!


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