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Everytime
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Everytime I hate this feeling of being all alone. Its one that�s what I see will always. I sit on my front porch in the evenings. I hate this feeling of being alone. No one to share this evening with me. To sit while listening to the birds in the trees. I know that there is a new life I must find. When I am alone I pray for this new life to be kind. I moved away and left my friends, my work, and my home. The only consolation the time I spend with my . It�s ok the help is the time. Until I meet some one to share my time. They have gone for the summer, it makes it hard. These nights when I am completely alone. But no matter at least I�m sure they�ll at least phone. Every time I try to meet some one I worry. Do I seem to needy, will I scare them away. I try so hard not to be pushy, easy, or hard. I hope soon I�ll find some one. And shake this feeling of being alone. Some time soon I hope the time, I<b> meet a woman. </font></b>And we will go out. But for right know I can�t shake this feeling of being alone. I�m getting tired of searching, and soon no I will need a rest. I promised my that all I can promise is to do my best. But each day that goes by I remember this feeling of pain and alone deep in my chests. Lord, I thank you.  |
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6/17/2005 12:18 pm |
It is hard being alone, but you don't actually have to be alone to feel alone. I too look forward to the time spent with my kids...although they do have their own lives and I just wait for them to have the time to spend with me! I'd love to just talk with you.
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