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Self Improvement Is Risky Business  

1niceTgirl2try 42T
141 posts
10/28/2007 4:15 pm
Self Improvement Is Risky Business

I have recently been trying to do some stuff to improve myself. taking classes on businessy stuff, and like I find myself feeling that ache inside that I have been denying for almost a couple of years now.

I want to be me again. and it kinda feels like a cramped up muscle in my lungs... kinda just to the right of my heart... it's weird... but that's where I think of the feeling coming from... not quite my heart but from my body...

which is crazy because typically I would be anxious about whatever and it wouldnt feel so yeah... it wouldnt be so focused or whatever...

I know I'll be able to make it through... but it does have me simi-inspired to get in shape... it's been a lil over a year and a half since I quit tweaking. so maybe it's time to get rid of some of this recovery-fat...

who knows... I guess I will figure it out eventually. it's kinda hard for me to prioritize the idea of being me and and being sucessful in a job that means so much to me.

btw... my last blog entry was an experiment but really was for reals... if yall wanna be able to find me try it out


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