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My First M2M Experiences
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My First M2M Experiences My first M2M experience was when I was about 8 years old. I was attending a boarding schooling. I never had been away from my family before but I was getting along okay. The school was teaching me how to study, which I never learned how to at home even though my father was a college professor and my mother had been a teacher before she married. I was very intelligent but was very immature and undisciplined. I was also being taught manners and how to be a little gentleman. The school was a british-style boarding school which I had attended the first half of the year as a day student. It had been suggested by the headmaster that I might do better if I became a "boarder". I was the oldest in my family and had no older sibling to clue me in about "facts of life" or sexuality. I had been curious about sex ever since about the age of four, as I remember. I knew certain things would excite me sexually but I didn't understand why. I had been assigned to a suite of rooms where the senior boy was a bully. My roommate was an okay guy, in the same grade as I was. But later on, I was to give up my good roommate and bunk with the bully. I feared him and I guess he could sense that which made it easy for him to order me around. One night, he ordered me to climb in his bunk with him. He wanted me to play with his "dick and nuts" which I was scared not to do because he might beat me up. At the time, I was so scared that I didn't get excited about what I was doing. After several nights of doing this, he wanted me to take his dick in my mouth. I did so but not willingly but only out of fear. After some time of just holding his dick in my mouth, I thought he peed in it. I never sucked or licked it. I don't even remember if he ever got hard or no but after that night of him "peeing" in my mouth, he never had me get in his bunk again. What I know now about predators, he must of been a victim at some point earlier in his life. I, myself, never forced myself on to another guy, littler or younger than me. I broke the "chain" and never became a predator myself. To this day , I still can't remember if he ever got hard when I masturbated him or had him in my mouth. Later on when I was 11, my best buddy was cluing me it on "jerkin off" and cumming. I wasn't able to orgasm and he started to jerk me off but he had no success either. Later, I tried several times on my own but nothing ever happened but I got hard. The first time I ejaculated was from a "wet dream" and after that I was able to get relief when I masturbated. Just to show how ignorant we (males and females, I think) were about fucking, I (along with a lot of other males) could get hard and thought that "fucking" was putting your hard dick into a hole and the only hole that we knew that girls had was - "the Ass" and guys had them as well as girls. So we thought having "anal sex" with a girl was "fucking her" and guys could be fucked also. On a camping trip, a bunch of us guys were all in one tent and started talking about Sex. I don't remember who started it but we started showing the "boner" we had. I do remember saying "If you let me fuck your ass, I let you fuck mine." I had one "taker". We both dropped our pants in front of everybody and I got behind him "doggie style" on my knees. I was so excited about getting to fuck for the first time that I lost my erection. I did everything that I knew, trying to get it back. I finally gave-up and said it was his turn to fuck. I had been so excited about getting to fuck that my ass was so tight that he was unable to penetrate me. We both gave-up on trying to make it happen. You know from that camping trip, I always been obsessed with anal sex. Later I learned that girls had another place to fuck in and guys that got fucked in the ass were "Gay" and you're not suppose to be gay. I've introduced many females to the "joys of anal sex" but only thought they did it to please me until one came out and told that she enjoyed it. That started me thinking, if females enjoy it and guys got asses also, why can't they (guys) enjoy being fucked in the ass also? Now, I look forward to getting up the ass whether its by a strap-on or the "real thing". I still will only suck or lick a dick if I'm sharing it with a female. Think whole makes me think because I had a "bad experience" with oral sex with a guy the first time that I'm reluctant to "suck cock" unless it's in the presences of a female were as anal, even though I wasn't successful the first time, I've opened myself (no pun intended) to "receive it up the ass".  |
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