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ApacheChaos
 
WEll BABY
THERE YOU STAND
WITH YOUR LITTLE HEAD
DOWN IN YOUR HANDS
OH MY GOD
I CAN'T BELIEVE
IT'S HAPPENING AGAIN
YOUR BABY'S GONE
AND YOUR ALL ALONE
AND IT LOOKS LIKE THE END

YOUR BACK OUT ON THE STREETS
AND YOUR TRYING TO REMEMBER
HOW DO YOU START IT OVER
YOU DON'T KNOW IF YOU CAN
YOU DON'T CARE MUCH
FOR A STRANGER'S TOUCH
BUT YOU CAN'T HOLD YOUR MAN

YOU NEVER THOUGHT YOU'D BE ALONE
THIS FAR DOWN THE LINE
I KNOW WHAT'S BEEN ON YOUR MIND
YOU'RE AFRAID IT'S ALL BEEN WASTED TIME

AND ALL THEM YEARS
THEY GOTCHA THINKING
ABOUT THE FIRST TIME THAT YOU FELL
YOU DIDN'T LOVE THE BOY TOO MUCH
NO, NO, YOU JUST
LOVED THE BOY TOO WELL

SO YOU LIVE FROM DAY TO DAY
AND YOU DREAM ABOUT TOMORROW
AND THE HOURS GO BY LIKE MINUTES
AND THE SHADOWS COME TO STAY
SO YOU TAKE A LITTLE SOMETHING
TO MAKE THEM GO AWAY

I COULD HAVE DONE SO MANY THINGS BABY
IF I COULD ONLY STOP MY MIND
FROM WONDERING WHAT I LEFT BEHIND
AND FOR WORRYING ABOUT THIS WASTED TIME

ANOTHER LOVE HAS COME AND GONE
AND THE YEARS KEEP RUSHING ON
I REMEMBER WHAT YOU TOLD HIM
BEFORE YOU WENT OUT ON YOUR OWN
SOMETIMES TO KEEP IT TOGETHER
YOU'VE GOT TO LEAVE IT ALONE

SO YOU CAN GET ON WITH YOUR SEARCH BABY
AND I CAN'T GET ON WITH MINE
AND MAYBE SOMEDAY WE WILL FIND
THAT IT WASN'T REALLY WASTED TIME.

Eagles/Hotel California
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Profile
Posted:Jan 24, 2008 1:42 pm
Last Updated:Sep 18, 2013 6:56 pm
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40 year old Woman in Union City, Michigan
Looking For: Men for Discreet Relationship




Profile for ApachePaintPony:
Hell, I don't know what it is that I might find here, but it's worth a try. I am just looking to be looking. Do you know what it is that you're looking for? How about : we figure it out as we go?

My Ideal Person:
Because I appreciate integrity, extramarital affairs are off limits. While I still contend that I don't know what it is that I am looking for, if I find it, I would rather have a chance of having it! Sorry, none of that!
I'm not the least bit interested in younger men; while you're fun to look at, I'm not looking to teach any "tricks!" Younger guys are for younger women. I have : I don't want them in my bed either. ~WINK


Favorite Quote:

"Knowledge is, indeed, that which, next to virtue, truly and essentially raises one man above another."
- Joseph Addison


Life has taught me that firmness and constancy are the keys to success. The willingness to struggle for as long as necessary and do everything required to achieve my goals are the pillars of triumph...

What location do you fantasize about for a sexual encounter?
The beach, All of the above....~WINK

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~


ApachePaintPony's Information:

Gender: Woman
Birth date: May 1, 1967
(40 years old)
Sexual Orientation: Straight
Lives in: Union City, Michigan
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Marital Status: Separated
Height: 5 ft 7 in / 170-171 cm
Body Type: Average
Smoking: I'm a light/social smoker
Drinking: I'm a light/social drinker
Drugs: I don't use Drugs
Education: Some college
Occupation: Self employed
Race: Caucasian
Religion: Spiritual
Speaks: English
Hair Color: Brownish/reddish
Hair Length : Long
Eye Color : Hazel
14 Comments
Alone in the Night
Posted:Jan 9, 2008 4:36 am
Last Updated:Oct 17, 2010 3:12 pm
14439 Views

My loneliness, for you, grips my heart.
My want is over powered by my reality.
I'm alone in the night without you.

In your heart, you have held her.
You have made love to her all along,
but she is not with you.

Too troubled to fall asleep,
I have searched for you alone.
But, you have not come.

To the wind, you've whispered your desire to be here with me.
In my heart, I know you will find your way.


ApachePaintPony
6 Comments
Him or Not?
Posted:Oct 19, 2010 3:07 pm
Last Updated:Dec 10, 2013 9:10 pm
12375 Views

Could it be that you finally found you way?
Is it wishful thinking or are you really him?
I'm just me and thats who I will always be
I don't need you to be more than you are right now
You are perfect to me.

to you from me...
written this day 10-19-10

* Alone in the Night
Part two

Stay tuned for further details
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hmmmmm
Posted:Apr 30, 2010 7:14 am
Last Updated:Oct 15, 2011 3:55 pm
12077 Views

If I could make my words move you,
they'd move you closer to my heart;
If my words could reach you,
You'd be here with me now.
If I could feel your love,
You'd never long for another.
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Did I mention?
Posted:Apr 30, 2010 7:02 am
Last Updated:Feb 17, 2012 10:26 pm
12293 Views

I've returned from where I've been!
Back to the Well of Disappointment...
faceless, nameless, countless...
1 comment
I
Posted:Dec 31, 2008 3:17 pm
Last Updated:Oct 15, 2011 3:56 pm
12814 Views

I've said it before, and I'll say it again: It takes about two solid weeks of getting to know someone before the circus comes to town and sets up shop on your computer screen!

I find it an odd thing: talking, on the internet, with the hope of finding ______. Hey, fill in your own blank! ~Wink
But for me, it's someone, with whom, I can spend quality/adult time.

The internet is loaded with people that are searching for something. Some are searching for something they've had before and have somehow lost. Some are searching for something they just can't get enough of, you know who you are... smile, and some are looking for someone to make them feel something they've never had before.

Through out my quest, I've found people are not what they seem.
People, (single, married or otherwise) they all have their war stories. Some wounds go so deep within their psyche's that no miracle of nature will begin to heal the scars left behind.

There are those out there that think they can mend you...
fix you... breath new life into what has previously been deemed as, "broken."

My message here, as nebulous as it may seem, it is very simple:

Don't try to fix me I'm not broken!


Are you frustrated with those you've met from the internet?
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Don't Make Me Laugh...
Posted:Nov 21, 2008 2:16 pm
Last Updated:Apr 30, 2010 7:02 am
12546 Views
I took my Pony Dawg for a ride in my truck today.
It's been awhile since she's been in my truck due to her recent rendezvous with the spunky skunk that kicked her ass.

While on a curvaceous road, my cell phone rings; I answered the phone. The mindless chatter, from the calling party, had me totally distracted and taking a curve a little faster than I should have; the Pony Dawg jumps up, from her otherwise comfortable position, to stabilize herself...

It wasn't long there after that I realize that I must have scared the shit out of my Pony Dawg as she let out a stink bomb... I mean the kind of fart that makes your eyes water. Because it's cold out, and I had just washed the truck, the windows were frozen shut... so, the damn truck fogs up, my eyes are watering, and in short order, my truck is permeated.

Moral of the story: If you're going to feed your dawg left over Chicken & Broccoli Alfredo, don't answer your cell phone.

Lesson Learned~


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Snow White Queen
Posted:Sep 11, 2008 8:01 am
Last Updated:Oct 15, 2011 3:57 pm
13660 Views

I so love to learn a song...
play this one with me; I've listed the chords in blue.
Enjoy




A
Stoplight, light the door
A
Don't look back
A
Undress in the dark
A
And hide from you
A
All of you

F Am
You'll never know the way your words have haunted me
F Am
I can't believe you'd ask these things of me
F Am
You don't know me
F Am/Eb
No one ever...

Am F Am F Am
You belong to me, my snow white queen
F Am
There's nowhere to run
Am/Eb
So let's just get it over
Am F Am F Am
Soon I know you'll see you're just like me
F Am
Don't scream anymore, my love
Am/Eb Am
'Cause all I want is you

A
Wake up in a dream
A
Frozen fear
A
All your hands on me
A
I can't scream
A
I can't scream

F Am
I can't escape the twisted way you think of me
F Am
I feel you in my dreams and I don't sleep
(no chord)
I don't sleep

Am F Am F Am

You belong to me, my snow white queen
F Am
There's nowhere to run
Am/Eb
So let's just get it over
Am F Am F Am
Soon I know you'll see you're just like me
F Am
Don't scream anymore, my love
Am/Eb E
'Cause all I want is you

F G Am
...I can't save your life
F E Am
Though nothing I bleed for is more tormenting
E F G Am
I'm..........losing my mind
F Dm E5 E
And you just stand there and stare as my world divides

Am F Am F Am
You belong to me, my snow white queen
F Am
There's nowhere to run
Am/Eb
So let's just get it over
Am F Am F Am
Soon I know you'll see you're just like me
F Am
Don't scream anymore, my love
Am/Eb Am
'Cause all I want is you
F Am
All I want is you
F Am
All I want is you
F Am F Am F
All I want is you.................

A
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Summer Fever....
Posted:Jun 10, 2008 5:00 pm
Last Updated:Jun 18, 2008 10:23 am
13342 Views
It was a wonderful day for laying in the sun.
Caught some color on this ole body.

I've been thinking about this summer and what kind of trouble I can get in ... *fluttering of the eyes here... Wink

So, how many of you would like to get together for a weekend Meet and Greet here in the Michigan area? Maybe a weekend of camping, sunning our bodies, and whatever else comes to mind?

Get back to me now...
Paint

6 Comments
Free To A Good Home
Posted:Jun 3, 2008 7:48 am
Last Updated:Jun 11, 2008 9:48 am
13037 Views
"Life's like a box of chocolates: you never know what you're gonna get!" Forrest Gump


Who hasn't read the same profile with a different pic about 200 times while on FriendFinder-x?
Today while cruising my flirt box, I ran across this one. It's not your everyday profile, so I thought I would share it with you good people.


Information for TheFreePenis

Free to loving home: One well cared for penis. He is very loyal and doesn't wander the neighborhood like a lot of penis' do. He is trustworthy and always cums when you call him. He has all of his shots, so you don't need to worry about diseases. Stroke and pet this penis and he will give you lots of love. You know what they say, Penis' are a girls best friend.
My Ideal Person:
This penis is looking for a compatible vagina. If you already have a penis, he might not be the right match for you. He doesn't get along very well with other penis'. He's kind of territorial. He is looking for someone with a sense of humor(obviously). And yes, he is a pretty good sized penis and he is real.

*So I answered him:

I find myself fitting the description you've listed as your ideal person.
Moreover, you seem to fit my criteria also: a penis that doesn't roam is the kind of penis I want at home.
However, I am also looking for an intelligent, caring, honest, man with wholesome values. Are you him?

Nice profile; good work.

~Paint

~Have you seen anything like this?
~Do you suppose this works on just me? lol...

1 comment
Addicted...
Posted:Jun 2, 2008 11:33 am
Last Updated:Apr 19, 2024 1:30 am
12513 Views
I'm so addicted to
All the things you do
When you're going down on me
In between the sheets
All the sounds you make
With every breath you take
It's unlike anything
When you're loving me

Hey boy lets take it slow
So as for you well you know where to go
I want to take my love
and hate you till the end

It's not like you to turn away
From all the bullshit I can't take
It's not like me to walk away

I'm so addicted too all the things
You do when you're going down on me
In between the sheets
All the sounds you make
With every breathe you take
It's unlike anything
When you're loving me

Yeah

I know when it's getting rough
All the times we spend
When we try to make
This love something better than
Just making up again

It's not like you to turn away
All the bullshit I can't take
Just when I think I can walk away,

I'm so addicted to all the things
You do when you're going on me
In between the sheets
All the sounds you make
With every breathe
It's unlike anything

I'm so addicted to the things you do
When you're going down on me
All the sounds you make
With every breath you take
It's unlike anything when you're loving me
When you're loving me

How can I make it through
All the things you do
There's just got to be more to you and me

I'm so addicted to all the things you do
When you're going down on me
In between the sheets
All the sounds you make
With every breath you take
It's unlike anything
It's unlike anything

I'm so addicted to
All the things you do
When you're going down on me

All the sounds you make
With every breath You take
It's unlike anything
I'm so addicted to you
Addicted to you


~Link it to my May 28th blog entry and you will understand this song choice.

Saving Abel/Addicted
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Walk Away...
Posted:May 30, 2008 4:11 pm
Last Updated:Jun 4, 2008 11:35 am
12680 Views
You've got your mother and your brother
Every other undercover telling you what to say
You think I'm stupid but the truth is that it's cupid baby loving you has made me this way
So before you point your finger
Get your hand off of my trigger
You need to know the situations getting old
And now the more you talk the less I can take

I'm looking for attention
Not another question
Should you stay or should you go
Well if you don't have the answer
Why you still standing here
Hey, hey, hey, hey
Just walk away

I waited here for you like a waiting after school
So tell me, how come you never showed
I gave you everything and never asked for anything
And look at me,I'm all alone
So before you start defending Baby
Stop all your pretending

I know you know I know so what's the point of being slow
Let's get this show on the road today


I'm looking for attention
Not another question
Should you stay or should you go
Well if you don't have the answer
Why you still standing here
Hey, hey, hey, hey
Just walk away

I want a love
I want a fire
To feel the burn, my desires
I want a man by my side
Not a boy who runs and hides
Are you gonna fight for me, die for me
Live and breathe for me
Do you care for me
Cause if you don't then just leave


I'm looking for attention
Not another question
Should you stay or should you go
Well if you don't have the answer
Why you still standing here
Hey, hey, hey, hey
Just walk away

Well if you don't have the answer
Why you still standing here
Hey, hey, hey, hey
Just walk away

walk away
walk away


Kelly Clarkson/Walk Away

*Seemed to fit the situation...
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A Moment of Weakness...
Posted:May 28, 2008 12:11 pm
Last Updated:Oct 27, 2011 3:00 pm
13274 Views
I called him today...
I've been feeling empty.

I know he's not the one that will fill me up emotionally anymore, but he used to.

The one thing we always had was incredible sex.

I met him for breakfast in Indiana today. Wasn't long before we were driving in the country looking for a secluded spot.

He fell right into my plan; the poor bastard.
It all still feels the same, and by the way he was pulling on me, I know it's been just as long for him as it had been for me.

We melted together; we never did have a problem there. It always amused me that we didn't have to practice at it to become wonderful together.

He barely needed to touch my bare skin...
I was there... all the way there. He always had that affect on me: touch me and my body just responds to him.
His breath on my skin, rocking me slowly and sweetly... I felt my insides melt around him, he shuttered and groaned, he pushed himself deep within me and whispered the words that always pushed me over the edge: "I love you..."

We laid there wrapped in each other's arms and as we were trying to catch our breaths, we convulsed and quivered in unison; he spoke of missing me and what we once had. I was silent.

It scares me that he still feels that way for me.
I don't think I can do more with him than we did in those moments of weakness. Yeah, it's pretty freaking hot, but I don't trust him anymore.
He's controlling, hot headed and goes for broke when he's pissed. My heart can't take that shit... he should have, at least, learned that about me by now.

For now, it was nice to be loved... even if it was a lie.

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