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Music enhancement....
Posted:Feb 21, 2017 7:28 pm
Last Updated:Aug 28, 2018 12:52 am
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It's amazing how much the right music can enhance an experience. It can't be just any music though, everyone likes something different.

Me personally, I enjoy Enigma when it comes to sex. It builds, flows, and enhances the experience all around. Sometimes I like it loud, sometimes just playing gently in the background. The latest album that just came out in November of 2016 is a great one. Some really sensual tracks on that one. The album is titled "The Fall of a Rebel Angel". I'm in love with track #2.

I encourage people to experiment with music and try stuff that they don't listen to on a normal basis. Don't just throw on some random Barry, because you saw it in a movie. is also not great because it can change the mood too rapidly in my opinion. Hard rock can be right for some situations. But slow and sensual can get almost anyone in the mood.
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Coffee, drawings and dinner
Posted:Feb 18, 2014 11:51 pm
Last Updated:Aug 19, 2016 7:17 pm
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Had a great first meeting over coffee with a friend. Hope to see more of them in the near future and see where things take us. ^_^ We chatted easily about anything and everything. So nice to be able to have a real conversation. It's always so awkward and sad when you have no clue what to say to a person, just can't seem to connect with them. Once you have a connection, connecting in other ways is so much more fun.

While there, my best friend and her mom came in the shop, much to my surprise. It was nice to see them, and I had plans to visit them after coffee. My friend was happy to hear I was coming to visit her, and immediately asked if I wanted to stay for dinner. She also asked me for a pen, and then went to sit with her mom to enjoy their coffee. She came back a while later, handed me my pen and her coffee cup with a paper attached to it and then left to finish her errands. Upon opening the paper (and seeing the cup underneath it) I found she had drawn me a couple of quick sketches of her favorite characters from the Hobbit movie series. She's always been talented. I shall share her sketches here for you to enjoy too!

Shortly later, I parted ways with my friend and headed to my other friend's house for the promised dinner. Fabulous, she made chicken, mushrooms, wild rice and carrots. Yum! We braved a quick walk with her puppy dog, but it didn't last long because the wind was too cold. All in all, it was a great day.

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Anti-social
Posted:Jan 22, 2014 11:08 pm
Last Updated:May 6, 2014 8:07 pm
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been feeling a bit anti-social last couple of days. too many negative things happening. hiding out for just a bit. sad though because i really wanted to meet a couple people this week, but just not up to it and don't want to give a bad first impression. you know who you are! i am looking forward to meeting, but it may be a couple more days.

hopefully friday will be a positive day, its a good friend of mine's birthday, and i have made her some gifts i hope she likes over the last week. most of my close friends appreciate homemade things. ^_^

off to drown in music again, it helps me in more ways than most can imagine. and my taste in music is so eclectic, it's insane! i cannot pick a favorite band or album, its impossible. i can MAYBE narrow it down to top 10 LOL hope you all have a fantastic night!
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So amusing....
Posted:Jan 8, 2014 3:02 am
Last Updated:Mar 3, 2019 7:30 am
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digging through some old stuff buried in a closet, i found some interesting old paperwork. it included some things i wrote when i was 18. so keep in mind, this was long before twilight and other stuff existed. Interview with a Vampire was huge during this time, having just come out when i was supposed to graduate. i had a boyfriend at the time who was into vampires and other things as much as i was then. let me add that said bf modeled his looks after Louis from the movie.

so this story that i wrote almost 20 years ago is so amusing and nostalgic. ^_^ i apparently never finished it, but it was a decent enough start.

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I miss the strange yet sweet fantasies you shared with me in the early hours of the morning. They lulled me to sleep as I layed in your arms and imagined it was your lair that I had entered.

Vases of black roses filled the air with a faint, sweet fragrance. Curling tendrils of smoke from the many black and white candles lingered here and there in the air. Yet some other scent hovered just beyond my grasp as I descended into this underground labyrinth. A scent that was barely dectectable, but yet it was a scent that seemed very old compared to the rest of the lingering smells. Something so old that is is nearly impossible to put any words to it.

As I explored the lower chambers, I noticed a presence, but I could not see a soul. Something seemed to compell me to go into a room at the end of one of the long hallways. As I walked towards that chamber, that strange scent seemed to grow stronger. When I walked into your chamber, a strange feeling of calm came over me. I felt strangely at ease in this room.

This chamber was entirely shrouded in black cloth, which appeared to be silk. There were a few black candles placed sparsely throughout the room, giving it a faint eery glow. There were several mirrors positioned here and there along the walls. I glanced up when a strange movement caught my eye, and I realized the entire ceiling was mirrored as well.

A second later I noticed the coffin sitting along the far wall. It was positioned carefully on top of a massive stone altar. It was rather large, with very intricate carvings on the sides and top. As I took a closer look at it, I realized this coffin was large enough for two bodies.

Suddenly I felt that presence again, only this time it was directly behind me. Very slowly I turned around, and stood facing you. We were eye to eye, and as I stood there observing you, a slow sly smirk spread over your red lips. Just looking at you almost took my breath away. Your long, golden brown hair flowed over your shoulders like a mane. Your twin hazel eyes glimmered like two deep pools that you would find in a cave. If I were to look into those eyes for too long, I would fall into them and never be able to pull myself back out.
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FWB (part one) a real experience
Posted:Dec 22, 2013 6:43 am
Last Updated:Sep 18, 2021 8:59 am
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Author's note: This is a little long. yes its a real experience. i'm working on my writing skills. its kinda hard to actually capture the feelings and put them in words. i admit i didn't hit alot of the feelings in this telling of the story. its so much easier to act this out in real life than put it in black and white. but i hope people enjoy it a little. please any thoughts or comments, feel free to share them. i appreciate all critiques, good and bad! ^_^

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Nervously, she parked the Jeep under a street lamp. Her eyes searching the parking lot for the car he said he drives, but not seeing it yet. She reached to turn the music down, and headlights sweeping across the lot caught her attention. Looking up, a sleek black Volkswagon drove slowly past the front of the Jeep. All she could see at first was a shadowed figure, unable to see the man clearly through his tinted windows. The Jetta parked next to her, facing the opposite way so the driver could roll down his window and talk to her.

"Hi" he said, smiling nervously back at her. She grinned like an idiot, completely caught off guard by how good looking he was. His pictures did him no justice. "Do you want to sit in your car?" he asked. Unable to say anything just yet, she just nods. He rolled up his windows and got out of his car, locking it and walking around to get in the Jeep.
"Hi" he says again, smiling. "Hi" she responds, laughing nervously. "Where you want to go, what you want to do?" he asks. She giggles a little at his thick accent, it was just as she imagined. "I don't know, we can drive somewhere I guess" she responds. "Ok" he says.

She puts the Jeep in gear and drives slowly out of the parking lot. Driving in the general direction of her house, she wonders what to say. They had already asked all the normal questions while texting back and forth, so she was at a loss for words. She decided to drive past her house and pointed it out to him. He smiled and said "Oh you live here? Nice."

After turning onto a few random streets, he says "Go this way, I know a place". He gave her directions, and finally they ended up in a huge parking lot. It was cold outside, and had recently rained so there was dense fog covering the area. It was around 11:00 pm, so no other cars where there. With the thick fog, no one could see in the windows of the Jeep even if they walked by.

They chatted about random things for a little while, sharing pictures and games on their cell phones. He was slowly but surely leaning closer to her as he talked. She was so nervous, not sure what to do. He completely intimidated her, she'd never imagined such an attractive asian man would be so interested in someone like her. Gathering her courage she leaned her seat back a little, shifting and getting a little more comfortable.

He leaned over again to show her something else, and then smiled, reaching across to put his hand on her arm. Gently brushing his fingers across her skin, he smiled and said "I can't believe I'm here with you, doing this right now". Then he leaned in and kissed her. Soft gentle caressing lips moved against hers, and she responded eagerly.

Their kissing grew heated, tongues dancing and tasting each other. Moving closer together so they could touch and explore each others bodies. She was unsure of herself, wanting to touch him everywhere but not sure if she wanted to cross that line yet. He seemed to feel her hesitate, and moved closer so he could slide his hand up and down her thighs. Moving to her breasts, exploring what he could through her shirt at first.

Gently he slid his hand under her shirt, seeking to find her hardened nipples that he felt through the cloth earlier. She moaned into his mouth as his fingers found purchase, teasing and pulling on the sensitive flesh. Growing bolder, she reached down to feel his cock through the front of his jeans. He gasped and kissed her more passionately.

"Let's go back there" he said, motioning to the back seat. "What?" she whispered, still caught up in his kissing and the feel of him under her hand. He pulled back and said "Let's get in back seat, easier". She tried to catch her breath, and then realized what he wanted. "I didn't think it would get this far, do you have any condoms?" she asked. He looked confused for a moment, then said "Oh...no." Leaning in to catch her lips again, he distracted her train of thought.

Slowly he reached down and started to undo her pants, seeking the sweet warmth hidden inside. She leaned back a little more to make it easier, her lips moving against his at a frenzied pace. His fingers finally found what they were looking for, sliding right over her clitoris. She gasped and moaned loudly, tearing her lips away from his. Head thrown back, she writhed against her seat. His fingers danced and probed her wet pussy, as he leaned in and took her lips once more.

Her head spinning from the feel of his fingers flicking against her clit, she reached over to him and started to undo his jeans. He moved a little to help her, and to her surprise she found he went commando. Wrapping her hand around the warm, hard length of his cock, she started stroking him in time to his movements on her. He began moving faster, probing deeper into her. Moans and breath becoming ragged, she arched her back while winding her fingers in his hair with her free hand. He could tell she was close to cumming, as she cried "Yes, right there!".

Catching hold of her lips again, he fiercely explored her mouth with his tongue. She started to shudder as the orgasm hit her, clinging to him as he kissed down her neck. Leaning back, little shudders coming and going still, she smiled and lightly laughed. "Oh my god, that was good" she breathed. Turning towards him and smiling, she said "Thank you....now it's my turn".

She leaned into him, slowly pushing him back against his seat this time. Grabbing a hold of his cock again, she started stroking it slowly. Moving closer so she could gently nibble and lick his ear, she started stroking faster. He gasped, moving into a better position to push himself into her hand as she stroked his warm cock. His breath caught, and he stopped her for a moment. "I'm going to cum! I don't want to mess up your car..." he gasped.

"Don't worry, I've got you covered" she breathed as she kissed him again, moving his hands away and finding that fast rhythm again. She smiled as he started to moan louder, moving involuntarily against her hands. Leaning in to kiss him, gently licking along his lower lip. He started to gasp louder, arching his back against the seat. "I'm going to cum!" he said. She used her free hand to cover him, feeling the hot cum squirt onto her palm. "Mmmm that was fun" she laughed, watching him smile weakly while trying to catch his breath.

He moved up and leaned forward to catch her lips again, gently tasting them. "Thank you" he whispered into her ear. They started to straighten their clothes, laughing lightly. Starting the Jeep, she drove out of the lot towards where they had left his car.

Pulling in next to his Jetta, she turned off the engine and turned to look at him. He smiled shyly, then leaned in and kissed her softly. "Next time I want you" he whispered, pulling back. He gathered his phone and keys, then opened his door. "Text me when you get home, so I know you made it" he said. She nodded and said "Ok". He shut the door and walked around to get in his car. Rolling down his window, he leaned his head out to say "Thank you, I liked that". Smiling, she nodded and said "Me too."
As she pulled away, she thought to herself "This is going to be fun! I'm glad I was brave enough to meet him..."
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Glitter...
Posted:Dec 21, 2013 4:46 pm
Last Updated:Jan 8, 2014 3:06 am
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The fairies are sprinkling glitter all over the ground outside...if you listen closely....you will hear their magical laughter. The glitter they sprinkle is not cold, as it appears to be, but rather warm to the touch and fluffy like clouds. The glitter sparkles and shines, and reminds you that there is always magic in the air...

AND THEN......................

I wake up and realize FUCK i have to shovel this annoying cold shit! it would be much more fun to roll in it with someone warm. who wants to join me for a romp in the snow?
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Sleep, it eludes me
Posted:Dec 20, 2013 4:02 am
Last Updated:Sep 16, 2016 10:09 pm
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as per usual, unable to sleep. so this time i will embrace it and just stay up. why torture myself, tossing and turning? pot of coffee, lovely Parisian Almond creamer. this will be my companion for the night. also, an old anime that i have not seen in a few years. that will do the trick.

not really in the mood for company tonight, however my mind keeps going back to time spent with a good friend. maybe sometime soon i will relive those great memories, and share them. it's a possibility.
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it's a NIN kind of night....
Posted:Dec 15, 2013 8:52 pm
Last Updated:Sep 16, 2016 10:10 pm
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i'm feeling kinda vulnerable tonight, even as i sit here and listen to Nine Inch Nails. not the music you would think someone would listen to when all they want is someone to hold them close and have sweet and tender sex.
i admit, sometimes i feel like having crazy fast, dirty and fun sex. and then out the door til next time. it's simple. but there are times where a person just wants to take their time and make it last. once in a while, a girl needs that.
tonight seems to be my night. just want to be treated gently, and do the same in return for someone. but it seems to not be in the cards for me tonight.
maybe if i go lose myself in my favorite online fantasy world, my outlook will change a bit. i may try it. or i might just pick up my long-neglected camera and get creative. not really sure...choices choices. what do you think?
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