Becca's Story
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Posted:Nov 4, 2017 6:03 am
Last Updated:Sep 25, 2020 12:45 pm
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I’ve never blogged before so I’m winging this. Please don’t be cruel in your comments. I guess most people would start at the beginning but since I’m not most people I’ll start from now.
I am a transsexual woman. I am not a CD/TV. I have been on HRT for 8 years now. I have nice B cups breasts. I will not discuss what or how much I’m taking for two reasons. First, it’s none of anyone’s business, secondly, I want to discourage any one who is thinking about HRT and then attempting to self-medicate. Hormone Replacement Therapy is something that needs to be done under a doctor’s supervision! If you don’t have the guts to see a doctor then you shouldn’t be doing this!
Becca’s values
I have a set of values that I have developed over my long years of personal growth. I call them my five foundation blocks. Here’s the short version. One, I believe in the Socratic Method, meaning that thru argument (discussion) the truth, or lack of, in a person’s point of view will become self-evident. Two, I believe in some of the teachings of Jesus as it pertains to how we treat our fellow man. I don’t believe that he is god but that he was a man who possessed great wisdom. Three, I believe in some of the Buddhist teaching pertaining to one’s self growth via self-introspection, being one with nature and living in the moment. Four, Gandhi’s belief in non-violence’s to effect change. Five, Death is final.
If you haven’t figured it out yet I am an atheist. I don’t believe in the afterlife, ghost, zombies and whatever nonsense you may come up with. I have a great distaste for religion and for people like these “ancient aliens” theorist. They all denigrate the human experience. Two hundred and fifty thousand years of surviving, learning, understanding and humans wouldn’t be anything if not for some god or alien? That’s just plain weak. Religion is ingrained in the human experience because early man needed a way to explain what they could not understand. I picture an early man and his sitting at the cave entrance one evening and the asks why. Why did the storms come, why is there no rain, why this, why that. With no bases for understanding of the how the world around him worked, the easy answer was “the spirts did it”.
Back to Becca today
I would have been married for 32 years this year. I’m done with marriage. Once was enough. She is a good/great person and we’re still friends. We have dinner at least once a week. We have a lot of things we share and need to work on together.
I have a “male friend”, and he takes care of my needs. So I’m NOT cock crazy! I’m not running around looking to drop my panties for any dick that comes along.
I have only a small group of friends. In my early life I kept the secret of the true me. I wouldn’t share “Me” for fear of ridicule and much worse. This made letting people into my life long term impossible for me. It is something I still have a problem with today.
My biggest insecurity right now is my body. Not just because I am a tall woman but what HRT has done to my bottom pluming. I am definitely NOT a chick with a dick! I try to explain to people that it’s more like an elongated clitoris. Similar to that of a Female to Male transsexual or a female bodybuilder who has taken testosterone. So I just have to laugh when a man say’s he want to suck my big cock.
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