I asked her let me take a faceless picture of her so i could put online for anyone see. She was totally ok with it. I said i am putting it on a site where hopefully guys jerk off to it! She just called me a sicko and strutted off. So i think its a step in the right direction for a real cock to take her to pound town.
So this is like the 3 time I have gotten on FriendFinder-x. Each time has been more comfortable really and I am actually talking to people this time who say they are real and ready to fuck my wife. But are they? Really? My desire is for me and him to meet and go over details like how drunk she will be and how annoying it can get. And then come up with a way to 'meet' while she is drinking. Im thinking at an airbnb where I have my motorcycle out for sale while we are there. The lucky guy will stop to check out the bike when my wife is halfway to happy time, about 7pm, then we will make some small talk with her and the guy can compliment her then be on his way. 2 hours later he will call and say he didnt make it far and wants to come check the bike out again. At this point my wife will be loaded and we can sit and talk and smoke some and make sure has a drink in her hand and the lucky guy can offer to pay to stay on the couch. When the time is right i will make a move and it would all fall into place and we will fuck her all night.
So I told her tonight I was going to search for a guy friend or 2 but I havent shown her this account. She knows and is ready for something. Now I am a little freaked out. The first guy asked to go for a bike ride and i froze up. Isnt that what I am saying I want to do? Somehow I am ashamed and I dont want to be. I guess I should tell her instead of deceive her? But the deception is such a huge part of the turn on for me and her drinking to blackout and having sex has been a thing for 20 years on her own before she met me. She likes it. One of the reasons I love her was the thought of her being fucked while drunk before I ever met her and how many times it must have happened. Its how we met.
I am literally obsessed with the thought of my wife being taken advantage of and used. Sometimes its that her and a girlfriend are at a bar and get very drunk when a party bus shows up. my wife goes to smoke and ends up on the bachelor party party bus in the parking lot. As drunk as she is she somewhat resists but in my fantasy she ends up being dp'ed with a creampie in her ass and pussy, squirting all over and then getting kicked out of the bus and walking to fin her fiend with their cum oozing out of her. When she tells me she thinks something happened when she gets home I fuck her too and she squirts even harder. In the morning she has no regrets.
So one, why do I obsess about this or something like it. Her getting filled with cum and loving it. I masturbate daily thinking about this.
2. we have been married for 13 years and she binge drinks like I have never seen. We always have multiple orgasm sex and we make quite a few home videos but she doesn't always remember it but it is sSOOOOO hot. I am lucky. So I cant figure out why the thought of me sliding out of the way when I am fucking her from behind and having a friend from here slide in take my place and make her squirt and cum in her. She is usually drunk enough she isnt looking so we wouldnt even tell her. Just for the next 10 years when she is loaded I can text a friend to come share in my good fortune. If she ever figures it out she would be soooooo wet.