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Valentine's
Posted:Feb 13, 2022 9:45 pm
Last Updated:Apr 25, 2024 8:39 am
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It was show-hole day again today....
The day before Valentine’s Day. A new season of Love is Blind. Great choice, let's see just how much I can depress myself by watching other people fall in love. Maybe I’m just in it to watch other people make horrible mistakes. Hours and hours go by and even though a bit teary I see the inevitable doom headed the way of most of the couples. Life is tough. Blending individuals lives... fuck, why or how does it ever work? My cat curls on top of me and I tell him he is my guy and I’m grateful to not have to deal with the shit of any being that doesn’t just leave it in a box for me.
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Fuck No - A Tale of a Colossal Waste of Time
Posted:Sep 19, 2021 9:03 pm
Last Updated:Feb 13, 2022 9:45 pm
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I gave it a try, put myself out there, met a man that wasn’t my type...aka not an asshole. He was smart, funny, kind and easy to talk too. We did talk, for hours at a time, honest, intimate...fun, funny.

The date went well, innocent, a walk more talk, hand holding and a few kisses. I hoped maybe physical attraction would grow from the mental one.

A small red flag whipping in the wind... then another... and another...but I just brushed them aside trying to get to “the real him”. More time, more communication, more smiles but still not the spark I was hoping for... he pushed, wanted more - Physical? Commitment? I don’t know, didn’t know... wtf, I’m trying to like this guy and he’s not making it easy.

He kept pushing and pushing on how did I feel or how did I think I could feel.

FUCK, slow it down I thought. I don’t know how I feel. Or maybe I did. Physically everyone isn’t my type, so why do I have to feel bad if he wasn’t.

He pushed more, wanted a reply so I gave him one. At this time friend’s only. It wasn’t what he wanted to hear. He quickly responded that I had been a colossal waste of time.

Now I’ve spent plenty of time wasting time, also occasionally wasted other’s time, but this is the first time I’ve been “colossal”. I didn’t text him back - I mean, after all I’d hate to just waste more of his time.

The next day I got a rant of vicious texts: You fuck all kinds of guys, why wouldn’t you fuck me? (That’s right all the crying about a relationship possibility came without a sexual encounter) Hmm, seems like he maybe was an asshole after all.

So my questions dear reader are these: When you meet someone on FriendFinder-x do you honestly think it will always end in sex? If you meet someone you have an entertaining chat with can that ever be enough? If you have the chance to make a new flirty friend would you take that or prefer she just tells you to fuck off right away? I’ve had hundreds probably thousands of chats here with interesting sexy people and enjoyed “knowing” some of those people for years without fucking them. Should I completely give up possibility because of probability?
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Ben
Posted:May 19, 2021 12:55 pm
Last Updated:Sep 25, 2021 9:20 pm
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A smile, a guitar reference and just like that you had my interest.
A laugh, a smartass remark and I wanted to know more.
A kiss.
Another kiss.
More kisses and a moan of enjoyment and my mind raced with possibilities.
More kisses, more intimacy, more smiles...it was so easy, so comfortable.
Bodies entwined, relaxed at ease in the moment.
The moment.
A smile, a kiss goodbye and later a good night .
Anxious and curious thoughts wondering if we’d have more moments.
Then...
Another , more desire for more...
A drive, a meeting a welcoming hug and kiss.
More smiles, laughter, intimacy.
Pain, comfort, worry...
Distance.
Quiet.
Anxiety.
A game? Communication blackout.
Just...
What? Why?
No excuses, no heart?
An illusion, a ghost...
You are like the video you shared with me...a UFO
Unidentified Fucking Object.
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Bad Kisser
Posted:Sep 17, 2018 5:45 pm
Last Updated:Jul 3, 2021 10:50 am
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Why does a bad kisser not realize they are a bad kisser? I really don’t get it. I mean if I were to kiss someone and their hands were instantly placed on my chest to keep me from getting closer… well ok, in my case the hands are usually placed on my chest as soon as they have a chance… but back to the kissing thing – if you’re kissing someone and they push you away from them STOP whatever you were doing because obviously the recipient of your undesired affections has issues with your methods. Come on guys, its not that difficult!
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Hot Stuff!
Posted:Sep 17, 2018 5:39 pm
Last Updated:Jul 3, 2021 10:49 am
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It started with a wink and then a message on FriendFinder-x. Will had a great playful profile that got my attention, and something about my profile had him wanting to impress me. After a few conversations he invited me over for dinner and maybe some dessert
I dressed up for him and by the time I got to his house he already had his grill going. He gave me a drink and had me sit down to visit him while he prepared the rest of our meal. A man that can cook definitely has my attention. He fussed about chopping all kinds of things for his famous home-made salsa and the pork chops had been marinating for hours, it all smelled wonderful. We ate and watched a movie together, or maybe just part of a movie, LOL, it didn’t take us long to get naked and in bed together. He was a great kisser and I was really warming up to him, but wait- I was getting warmer, and warmer and all of a sudden burning, ooowww, ouchieeee, omg, “What are you doing with your fingers??” Okay, my pussy is now aching and not in the pleasant way! I push him off me and let him know something is not right. He takes his fingers out of me. “What the hell, did you not wash your hands after cutting those peppers?”
Will stands up by the side of the bed bewildered. He watches me squirm for a bit and then gets a case of the giggles, he than goes to wipe a tear from his eye and manages to put some of the hot pepper residue into his eye. Now he starts jumping around saying it burns and I get the giggles between my own burning spasms! He runs to the bathroom and starts to try and flush his eye out with water. Than he comes back and asks me what he can do to help. I suggest, err demand, that he plant his face between my thighs and keeps on licking until I feel better. Eventually things cooled down and we could laugh about it together, but lets just say I’m not a big fan of handmade salsa anymore!
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You look like a dick...
Posted:Sep 17, 2018 5:28 pm
Last Updated:Sep 20, 2021 9:23 am
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...is what I think every time I log on to check for mail from friends and get an unsolicited cock pic.

I know this is a sex site, but cant you bother to keep a little of the sexY in it??

Being a woman on this site means we are inundated with options every time we stop here so men you have to do something to make us think you are more than a dick! Okay, okay some of you have pretty amazing members but so does Adam & Eve and we dont have to worry about catching anything or being the only one that doesnt reach orgasm. You know who you are you worthless fks.

So, send a message that shows off some of your personality - hello - truly isnt enough, and dont be ashamed to show your face!
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Too Late For Sanity
Posted:Dec 1, 2013 11:48 pm
Last Updated:Sep 20, 2021 9:25 am
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One should probably never blog after a busy almost sleepless weekend after 1am but then again I'm not one to do what one should.. anyway

The Gods of this site had granted me gold for the last year which allowed me a terrible snooping habit of watching far too many live shows, often of men proud of such little or boasters and braggers that are apparently still not busy screwing real people. However, there is at times a good show (to me) and a hot couple really enjoying each other or possibly enjoying each other and another couple, lol.

Which brings me to another frequent late night pass time - watching odd porn clips. A young friend I met through here hooks me up with links he likes - which saves me time in my busy day (he's so thoughtful and yet distracting). This practice has I'm afraid made me far to good at pleasing myself...

Sorry forgot my point and was wandering off into the land of mental masturbation but I'm back. Okay, gold vs no gold, my year is up and once again a message from me is being spammed to every Harry Dick Tom out there, they are usually a new member and not aware that I may actually not want to meet and fuck them ASAP. My porn viewing has also made me aware that flashing ads saying "you must be willing to fuck ugly women" sends people directly to this site. Must be why I get those great emails with just the words, "wanna fuck" ????

Damn I'm tired and I didn't bring a big enough towel to keep me out of my own wet spot. Yup, porn and the wand again, one of these days I'd like a lil skin on skin again. He'll probably be someone that actually takes the time to read this post LOL. Night night.
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