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Fateful Calling Faith
Posted:Aug 2, 2021 7:32 pm
Last Updated:Sep 11, 2021 10:13 pm
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Like a gentle soothing breeze
I heard you calling my name
In sync with the leaves waving
And the birds in chorus cheerfully

Drawn to you like a beckoning home
Into a love like I have never known
Feeling as if you are my breath
Igniting my soul to awaken after a long hibernation

Brillant opaque rays of pure sunlight
Christening the love in your eyes
Never a second though to what we are
Fate brought us, faith will keep us going

Come to me, my sweet love
Let me encapsulate you into my fold
Nurturing your heart and soul
Welcoming you to where you have always belonged.
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E-Stim Kegel Exerciser for the Win!
Posted:Aug 1, 2021 4:49 pm
Last Updated:Aug 3, 2021 3:31 am
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Excuse me,

Was that a glitch last night with the blogs. They were strange, perhaps the site was trying something out. I wrote a blog last night that apparently in me being half asleep or the site was eaten by aliens. Good thing it wasn't a long involved story.

I am glad to see the blogs back to normal though. Quiet weekend. Did alot of housework yesterday and worked out. Feeling better and my infection is starting to clear. Just part of life but I get tired of it.

Oh let me tell you guys something though, e-Stim toys, lord almighty, now that is something very different and fun. I was cuming like a banshee the other night. I bouth the Calextics Impulse. it have the e-stimulator and remote. I thought at first that it didn't work, no you just have to figure out what buttons to push and in what sequence you like. Trust me, not only is it a kegel exerciser , it had me orgasming almost right from the start. Start out slow and use plenty of conductor gel, not your typical lube. It is the same gel that a standard TENS unit takes. For the money, this toy is spot on. Fun to use alone or if you are lucky, you special someone.

Now I do get asked why I love toys so much. Well most of my sexual play has been alone. A girl has to do what she must do. So they are my battery operated lovers sadly. But I would rather get myself off then be with some asshat who is only after busting his nut and then forgetting you ever existed. Y'all know exactly what I mean. So yes I have a variety of toys. Some only used once, some very well used.

Lazy Sunday here, was redoing my weight lifting program to be better round hitting each body part. I think I will have a pretty good setup, and I did order a step up and three charts of exercises. I used to weight lift and do cardio for years. then I stopped. So it has been about 15 years since I was serious about it. For me there is something about moving those weights. You get in that zone, which is a natural high and it feels so good. I feel like a machine when doing reps sometimes.

I hope everyone had a nice weekend.

Be good or at least good at it.
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The Essence of Our Love Making n Wild SEx Part 2
Posted:Jul 31, 2021 12:40 am
Last Updated:Aug 3, 2021 3:31 am
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Okay my fellow Pervs, here is Part 2:

I start to protest, but I know it will do no good and I know that you're definitely in charge. As much as I dont want too, I let my hands drop and wait, breathing slowing down. You start to kiss my stomach, and I think to myself, he wasn't kidding about loving all of me. Your hands have been investigating all the folds, peaks and valleys of my pussy. You notice that Miss Kitty is apparently very well hydrated by the misty dew collecting on her petal.

You slide down and spread my legs with both of your hands. I want to be shy and you will have non of that. You keep telling me how beautiful I am to you and that I should never be ashamed of my body. Over time you will convince me to be proud of what I own.

Will swift skills you start running your tongue down each petal of Miss Kitty. Finally when I cant take it anymore, you start licking and sucking on my clit. I can feel you slipping a finger at first deep within me. I ask you to put another one in me, and you start curling your fingers upwards hitting my g spot. My hips are gyrating, because you have me orgasming so hard. All over the sheets, not that we care. Each orgasm gets more intense and I beg you to stop for a bit so I can catch my breath.

I also need to suck your cock badly. Been thinking about this all day long, longing to wrap my lips around your swollen hard shaft. Let you watch as my mouth goes up and down, taking you in deeper and deeper. You are getitng close to cuming and I tell you No. Not yet, and I slow everything down, still making you feel great. You have your fingers entwined in my red hair, using the strands to control my head. I am licking the undershaft of your penis and also swirling around the head. The heat coming off the head is incredible plus your pre-cum taste so divine. I keep edgin you, letting the need to cum builg. Never enough to cause you pain, but enough to let you know for right now I am the one in control. This is part of the reason I enjoy giving you head so much.

You Are so close when I stop. I sit down and pour warm oil on my breasts. You grin because you know what this means. It means that I want you to titty fuck me. You slide your shaft in between my breasts and I hold the tight to make that warm inviting slick tunnel. Each time your cock comes out the top it is met with my warm wet mouth and tongue. This drives you insane , and you tell me to stop of I am going to have a mess to clean up.

I stop and you girn at me, asking me if I am ready for this. Since this is a special time for us, I want you on top of me, at least to start. I want to watch your face and look into your eyes as you take me. Claiming as forever yours, this woman needs to feel he man deep inside of her. Knowing it has been years since I have had intercourse you go slow. And to accommodate you. My legs are entwined with yours and my hands are on your chest. You feel so good, I cant help but to move in time with you. It is like two dancers in sync, knowing what the other one needs and wants.

Deep within my sacred walls, you are buries. I hear you moaning and it turns me on even more. You are hitting my g spot with your cock, and I cant believe how good it feels . We stop and you tell me to get on all fours. I oblige and you enter me from behind. Wrapping your hands in my long red hair, you used it like reins. I am pushing back into you and cuming hard, one right after the other. You are feeling my vaginal muscle contract onto your cock over and over again. You tell me how incredible it feels . Finally you can hold off no longer and spew your hot seed all inside of me. I can feel the copious amount of cum you are depositing.

You finish and we stay in that position for a few minutes. I'm greedy and I want every drop of you inside of me. You roll off and I curl up nest to you. I am holding you and you are holding me. WE tell each other how much we love each other, and how fantastic our love making is. Finally we both drift off to take a nap in each others arms feeling at home at last.

Ann
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Covid Is Very REal
Posted:Jul 29, 2021 11:02 pm
Last Updated:Jul 30, 2021 4:15 pm
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Another successful day of working out. The cardio part is already getting easier breathing wise. That is always a huge plus sign for . The arms are feeling better too, maybe there is hope for rehabing these shoulders still.

Also is really helping my mental health, and even sleeping a bit better. Still very tired from the anemia but step by step. Next tuesday I have to go see my new Nephrologist to discuss my kidneys, their overall health and what the plan forthcoming will be. Probably more tests but hoping they can add the already standing CT scan that is scheduled.

I did take a rather long nap this afternoon, and probably could have kept sleeping. But I needed do some caretaking duties, which I gladly still do.

Other then that I am keeping myself at home unless it is a doctors appointment. The Covid numbers are increasing again, and we are not out of the woods yet folks. I think we are becoming too lask about being proactive. WEar your masks, wash your hands, keep 6 ft distance, and stay home. I know you are tired of this, I am too. But I am tired of hearing about people I know dying from Covid too.

Haven't started my new painting yet, some days there just doesn't seem to be enough time. Crazy isnt it.

Keep fighting the good fight my friends.

Ann
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Valuable Lesson Learned
Posted:Jul 28, 2021 9:16 pm
Last Updated:Jul 29, 2021 10:21 pm
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Today I learned a valuable lesson about life and how you allow others to treat you.

A person who really cares about you, and is actually a true friend will never say cruel cold things to you. Such as basically you do not matter, you are not worth the trouble. That they are too busy to even have common courtesy.

I found myself very upset, actually sobbing when told this today. Then I thought, wait a minute. I have friends who love the way I am, who love that I care about them. That I ask if they are okay, and yes I worry. Because we all know how fragile life is, and it can be gone in a instant. A real man does not make you feel like you are beneath them, or you are just a toy.

So I let go, I rid myself of that person, and all others who are equally as damaging to me. I am a emotional woman, alway shave been. I do not pretend to not be. You can tell on how I touch you, react to you, care about you. Friend or more. I am the nurturer, always have been all of my life. Always will be. My friends, and my love - all love the way I am. They make time for me, they do not make me feel like I am not worth their time.

Be wary of those who wish to play head games with you. They are not your friends at all, they are just out here trying to make themselves feel powerful - when they are not. Do not waste your time, breath, or caring on them.

I still had a good day. It was my off day from working out, but kind of crazy. I did get to talk with my love for over an hour on his crazy work day. I didn't ask him too, he just makes that time because he misses me too. I love that feeling he gives me and the way he talks to me.

Stand up for yourself, you are worth it. WE all are my friends.

Ann
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The Essence of Our Love Making n Wild SEx
Posted:Jul 27, 2021 10:30 pm
Last Updated:Jul 30, 2021 10:56 am
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So been a bit since I have written a new story for you guys. So today I was laying on my bed, mediating and this came to mind.

I am laying here on our bed, fresh from the shower. No longer shy around you, I am laying on my stomach, naked. I am very aware that you are looking at me. So I decide to see if you will notice me shaking my ample ass at you. In time with the music we are listening to.

Doesn't take long, and I feel you climbing on the bed, sliding next to me. You are laying on your side facing me. Swat! I jump, wasn't expecting that. I laugh. Whack! Oh I know how this is to go now. Shall I be naughty, or a very very good girl.

You lean down and give me a very passionate kiss with your nice full lips that I love so much. I can already feel myself getting wet, excited because I know we are going to be making love and having wild sex. All wrapped up into one perhaps. I feel your very skilled long fingers tracing the crack of my ass.

I let out a big sigh, and kind of hold my breath. Waiting to see what you will do next. You trace again, a little further in this time. One more time, brushing my rose bud, teasing me once again. Knowing you are driving me crazy, I let my hand wander to your boxers. MMmm, the silky ones I love on you, love how they outline your wonderful package. It is a gift that just keeps giving after all. I can feel the heat coming off your semi-erect cock, and betting that there is a bit of pre-cum already collecting on the head.

Licking my lips, I ask you if I may suck your cock. "In time", in a tone that I know who is the boss and that is you my love. I feel you letting your fingers brush against my swollen pussy lips, and I want to beg you to stop teasing you. But again, I know who is the boss right now.
I try to push myself towards your fingers, but you don't let me. "Stay still, I want to take my time, and fully make love to you>" I tell you that I want to make love to you also, I want to show you how good I can make you feel. You firmly tell me to follow.

With that you put a skilled finger against my lips, and then kiss me again. Even more passionate then before. You tell me to turn over, and I do as I am instructed. I give a shiver laying there, because I love you touching me. You lean over the top of me, kissing me again, letting your tongue trail down my neck. You chuckle as you see that even my freckles have goosebumps now. You notice that my breathing has increased in pace, and my eyes that you love are full of love and want of you. You take a hand and gently cup my humongous breasts marveling at how full and white they are. You trace your tongue around my nipple, watching as it reacts. You proceed with the other breast doing the same, so lovingly and gently. Then a little harder as you and I both have our kinks. I give you a grin, and bit my lower lip, closing my eyes as you start to suck harder on each nipple. I hear you moaning and I am dying to touch you. I reach out and slide my hands across your broad well defined chest. I love how you are bult, muscles and a bit of meat to you. Just the way I love men to be.

I start to slide my hands down your sides and you look up at me. "Not yet", you tell me. I keep my hands right at your waist line reluctantly. ........

Part 2 cumming soon

Ann
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It's All In That Kiss
Posted:Jul 27, 2021 3:00 am
Last Updated:Jul 30, 2021 12:40 am
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I'm sitting here because yes once again I cant sleep. I have fought this all of my life, my grandmother was the same way. I was gazing to the latest painting that I finished and loving how it turned out. Now I never usually like what I have painted, and I am keeping this one. Part of the process for me is mixing a lot of mediums. The painting is catching the sparkle I add to it. Now one would ever know.

I did write a blog earlier but then accidently erased it. What I am wanting to talk about is that first kiss. So important because it really sets the tone for the rest of the evening. Taking your time to savor that first kiss, let the emotions come and experience the wonder of a connection.

I love it when a man stroked my cheek, or uses his hand to touch and tilt my head. Of if they are coming from behind to lightly kiss the nape of my neck, a light playful bite doesn't hurt either .

I can imagine it right now, not a word has to be said . we are so into each other, Like perfect dancers in sync, we would be there,

ANN
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Courage
Posted:Jul 26, 2021 2:29 pm
Last Updated:Jul 30, 2021 12:40 am
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https://youtu.be/NbGOfep7Mgc

Courage by P!nk
Lyrics
I'm walking uphill, both ways it hurts
I bury my heart here in this dirt
I hope it's a seed, I hope it works
I need to grow, here I could be
Closer to light, closer to me
Don't have to do this perfectly, yeah
Rain it pours, rain it pours
It's pouring on me
The rain it falls, rain it falls
Sowing the seeds of love and hope, love and hope
We don't have to stay, stuck in the weeds
Have I the courage to change?
Have I the courage to change?
Have I the courage to change today?
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Have I the courage to change?
Have I the courage to change?
Have I the courage to change today?
Oh, oh, oh, oh
I'm walking uphill, both ways it hurts
I bury my heart here in this dirt
I hope it's a seed, I hope it works
I need to grow, here I could be
Closer to light, closer to me
Don't have to do this perfectly
See I let the light in the darkest place
Let the sunshine, pain goes away
Nothing is permanent for me, yeah
Flowers they bloom and fade away
The beauty it happened inside me
Even if it's a memory, yeah
Rain it pours, rain it pours
It's pouring on me
The rain it falls, rain it falls
Sowing the seeds of love and hope, love and hope
We don't have to stay, stuck in the weeds
Have I the courage to change?
Have I the courage to change?
Have I the courage to change today?
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Have I the courage to change?
Have I the courage to change?
Have I the courage to change today?
Oh, oh, oh, oh
I'm walking uphill, both ways it hurts
I bury my heart here in this dirt
I hope it's a seed, I hope it works
I need to grow, here I could be
Closer to light, closer to me
Don't have to do this perfectly
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Have I the courage to change?
Have I the courage to change?
Have I the courage to change today?
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Have I the courage to change?
Have I the courage to change?
Have I the courage to change today?
Oh, oh, oh, oh
I'm walking uphill, both ways it hurts
I bury my heart here in this dirt
I hope it's a seed, I hope it works
I need to grow, here I could be
Closer to light, closer to me
Don't have to do this perfectly
Today
Today
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Sentiments Heartfelt
Posted:Jul 25, 2021 10:59 pm
Last Updated:Jul 28, 2021 5:51 am
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Bare with me for a bit tonight. I am having a high pain night with my shoulders, arms and necks. I really need a good massage. You know in all my life I have never gone and gotten a massage.

Anyway, I have the music going through my headphones and thought I would write a bit before I turn in. I was thinking about how much I would love the feel of human touch. I long for that so much. To be held, kissed, caressed. Yes I could easily answer any number of emails and have just anyone touch me. But I want it to be with a certain man that I love. Feels like I haven't been touched in years. But I know it will happen, until then..... Y'all have to put up with me.

Do you ever sit and think about how much hurt is here on this site alone, along with the loneliness. We all carry a certain amount of baggage, and if you say you have none- I will call bullshit. Only if you have lived in a cave by yourself and never dared to love, care, and even just be a friend. It is a part of life and when you get to about your 50's , you for sure have loved and lost to some degree.

I wish I could heal everyone that is hurting tonight. Make you all know that in due time everything will be as it is all ready destined. We just aren't privy to the master plan. Wish I could make everyone realize that you are worthwhile, and to never listen to anyone who cuts you down.

Anyway, feeling sentimental tonight I guess. In a good way.

Ann
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My Fellow Pervs
Posted:Jul 24, 2021 11:02 pm
Last Updated:Jul 27, 2021 9:33 pm
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I come to you tonight, realizing that I have been neglecting y'all as of late. Please accept my most humble of apologies. I know you are wondering if I am ever getting back to the stories, and naughtiness. The answer is: Hell Yes!

I do ponder one thing though. Why is it so widely accepted if a woman is bi-sexual, even encouraged. But if a man is, he has to worry about what he enjoys? Doesnt seem right to me. I say, be whoever you are, and enjoy what you really want to do. You get one trip around the sun in this lifetime, make it count.

So today I have been fighting a bit of the flu, or perhaps a medication change. REcently my insulin amount has had to be dropped because my blood glucose is dropping too much in the morning. Happened again today, into the 50's which was kind of scary. All the sudden I knew I was crashing, but we are used to it. Got some high sugar fruit into me, and then a meal.

And that gave me pause to think about my current life. I find myself sitting in the house way too much. I have social anxiety which I am fighitng, and I need to make myself go out more. To see things, do things, even if I am alone which I usually am. I have never really done much of that, social skills are very rusty to say the least. But I as a artist need to see, experience, take pictures, absorb the scene in order to create. It also is not good for my depression when I have nothing to look forward to other then doctor appointments.

Tomorrow unless I am not feeling well, I am going to go do something. I might go to the whirlygig park the next town over. It looks very interesting, and it would be fun. Unless it is super hot out, then I will find something else to do. Anything, even if I go for a long drive, pick a road and see where it takes me.

Oh how I long to be make love to by a certain special man. It is driving me insane, wanting his touch, kiss, licks, and frolics. I need to feel him cumming deep inside me, been so many years since I have felt that. Well over 7, isnt that sad. But I know it will be wonderful, when it does happen.

Brings me to another point, men - why do you say you love to eat pussy? Then spend so little time doing just that? I have always wondered that. Now if I tell you that I love to suck cock, that is exactly what I mean and do. No if ands or butts. Don't claim to love doing something and then not do so, or very little of it. Take your time, be tender, our pussies arent a rough and tumble grit. Especially the clit, gently, we will tell you when to do something harder and faster, trust us.

Well okay my fellow pervs, hang in there with me. Just because I have gone and fallen all in love, doesnt mean the naughty vixen in me isnt still there. She is stronger then ever.

Meow

Ann
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Make You Feel My Love _ Adele
Posted:Jul 24, 2021 1:29 am
Last Updated:Oct 19, 2021 11:40 pm
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https://youtu.be/kh1uZzVoSi8

Make You Feel My Love
Song by Adele

Lyrics

When the rain is blowing in your face
And the whole world is on your case
I could offer you a warm embrace
To make you feel my love
When the evening shadows and the stars appear
And there is no one there to dry your tears
I could hold you for a million years
To make you feel my love
I know you haven't made your mind up yet
But I would never do you wrong
I've known it from the moment that we met
No doubt in my mind where you belong
I'd go hungry, I'd go black and blue
I'd go crawling down the avenue
No, there's nothing that I wouldn't do
To make you feel my love
The storms are raging on the rolling sea
And on the highway of regret
Though winds of change are throwing wild and free
You ain't seen nothing like me yet
I could make you happy, make your dreams come true
Nothing that I wouldn't do
Go to the ends of the Earth for you
To make you feel my love
To make you feel my love
Source: Musixmatch
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How Will I Know
Posted:Jul 20, 2021 12:14 am
Last Updated:Oct 19, 2021 11:40 pm
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How Will I Know
Song by Sam Smith

Oh it's you I know, you're the one I dream of
Look into my eyes, take me to the clouds above
Oh I lose control, can't seem to get enough
When I wake from dream, tell me, is it really love?

How will I know if you really love me
I say a prayer with every heart beat
I fall in love whenever we meet
I'm asking you what you know about these things

How will I know if you're thinking of me
I try to phone but I'm too shy, can't speak
Falling in love is so bitter sweet
This love is strong why do I feel weak

Oh wake me, I'm shaking
Wish I had you near me now
Said there's no mistaking
What I feel is really love

How will I know
How will I know
How will I know
How will I know

How will I know if you really love me
I say a prayer with every heart beat
I fall in love whenever we meet
I'm asking you what you know about these things

How will I know if you're thinking of me
I try to phone but I'm too shy, can't speak
Falling in love is all bitter sweet
This love is strong why do I feel weak

If you love me
If you love me now
If you love me
If you love me now
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In The Essence Of You
Posted:Jul 18, 2021 11:20 pm
Last Updated:Oct 19, 2021 11:40 pm
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Oh baby, I could come on here and tell you many of things.
But I won't do that.
I will tell you that I want to be taken in your arms.
I want you to look into my blue eyes.

I want you to cup my face,
Let me breath in the pure essence of you,
Such a strong viral man
A man who keeps his word

Who knows just what he has before him,
And how to lay me down easy
Watching me reaching for you,
Take my hand and lets make love until the dawns early light.

Falling for you wasn't planned at all,
Just two lost souls among a sea of others
You noticed something that drew you to me
Pursuing me until at last I answered you

Undeniably I want to dance with you
Celebrate the joys of life, hold you when sorrow bends your head so low.
Clasping you to my bosom, holding you to me
Kiss me gently, kiss me like you never want to stop.
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