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Life Decisions................
Posted:Apr 30, 2006 8:36 pm
Last Updated:Jun 2, 2006 4:37 pm

I've been putting things off for too long. Been that way all my life, afraid to take that first step..to go on with what I need to do.
So, to end that I've made some decisions in changing my life. Tomorrow I go for the loan..to get my finances strightened out, get some work done on my van so I can clean and rid the junk from the home that I once shared with my ex wife and three in order to sell it. To begin earnestly looking for a job managing people in my chosen field as I once did before I took an early retirement. And the bigest change is to move cross country. To up root myself from the norm that I've come to know all my life.
It's been a long time coming, these changes. I really can't say why it's been thus, just part of my make up I guess. But, I've realized something, my are growing older and no longer need dad around to hold their hands too much anymore. In a year my youngest will turn eighteen...and she's already chomping at the bit to move out and be on her own, the middle has been gone now for a couple of years, and the oldest whom I also share an apartment with..well lets just say getting into the bathroom in the mornings is sometimes awkward when he and his girlfriend are in there showering.
Now don't let me lead you on..I'm not leaving tomorrow..all this will take some more time, time to figure out logistics and such, time to ween the youngest and teach her the world isn't going to open up for her and give her the free ride she thinks it will. But in a year, things should be aligned and all the ducks should fall quacking into place.
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It's gotta be the drug..................
Posted:Apr 23, 2006 8:30 am
Last Updated:Apr 23, 2006 2:05 pm

Don't know why but for the past couple of days I've been very...well lets just say I've been standing for the queen quite a lot. Now, getting aroused is nothing new for me..hell, it started way back when..think it was after the discovery of the wheel. But for the past couple of days, it's been popping up a lot and when I say a lot I mean a lot! Now being the single guy that I am, I often have to take matters into my own hands too curtail the beast. This accomplished I'm good to proceed with my daily mundane life. But,like I've said that hasn't been possible. No sooner than I've finished taking care of the problem, it's right back up again.
Yesterday it was a total of six times, in the span of say four hours, I fell into an exhausted sleep afterwords... normally I'm a guy that manages to go twice on a good day.
Now I know what your thinking....Viagra..nope never touch the stuff..hell I've never needed too. But as you all know I recently visited the dentist, and got a scrip for some antibiotics, penicillin, to be exact. So, I must assume the drug is affecting the old fellow, as he's never performed as well on his own. So, to the makers of this great product I say Kudos! I may have just found a new market for you!!
Answers to questions....................
Posted:Apr 22, 2006 8:19 am
Last Updated:Oct 20, 2021 12:15 am

Wow, seems some people do read my blog. Most of the time I figure I'm just talking to myself.
As for old flames, yeah I really did love the woman, we drifted apart because of distance really. That and she started chemo again, she didn't feel it was right to continue a long di stance relationship not knowing what the future held in store.
As for the Dental Profession...yeah I went....whole time in office was twenty minutes..most of that time in the waiting room. End result..well Mr. Outlaw, you have and infection, and before we can do anything we have to clear that up for you..so, here's a script for antibiotics and have the receptionist make an appointment for you in two weeks..that'll be 70.00, thank you.
So, hope I answered everything?
If not well drop me a line....It gets boring sitting here just writing in my blog all the time.
Does your bubble gum...........
Posted:Apr 21, 2006 4:48 pm
Last Updated:Apr 22, 2006 7:46 am

Lose it's flavor on the bedpost overnight?
Silly question I know...but then not as silly as some of the advise questions that have been asked in the magazine lately. Not to mention some of the pointed barbs that people have written in reply.
Yes stupid questions frustrate us all, but we have a choice people, don't have to answer them do we? Or to mock and ridicule someone on their looks or personality well, it just demeans us.
So, if it's something that puts a bur under your saddle, or you can't say anything nice..just don't say anything at all.
Old flames...............
Posted:Apr 21, 2006 5:55 am
Last Updated:Apr 22, 2006 7:45 am

Burn brightest when your alone.
Sent an easter greeting out to an old flame, never expected a reply, or that it would even be picked up. To my surprise not only did she pick it up and send one in return, she IM'ed when we were both on line at the same time.
Wanted to thank me for the E-card, and wanted to know how everyone was...how the were doing and if I was seeing anyone? Asked about my job..was I still working at... and did I have a nice easter? Could I send her a copy of my pic, (the one that graces my profile) She lost the old one, and she really liked that pic. (big ego boost) I found myself transported back in time, It was like we never parted, the distance of time and miles never counted. We talked about many things...one of which was when was I coming for a visit? And you know I really should move down there as job opportunities we better then in Erie.
I've never been one to just pick up and go, but I'm tempted to chuck it all and see where this takes me.
The dental profession
Posted:Apr 20, 2006 3:04 pm
Last Updated:Apr 22, 2006 7:44 am

Ok, yours truly is sick...infection in a tooth...simple antibiotics should clear it up right? To be sure, but in order to get the necessary medication, you have to visit the dentist.. the cost 70.00...where he'll tell me I've got an infection in one of my teeth and I'll need some antibiotics, uh duh really Now don't get me wrong...the doctor knows his job, but I also know my own body, and what's wrong.. it would be simpler, not to mention less of a cost to me to just call in a script to the local drug store so the infection can start getting healed? But no, I'm a layman and I'm dumb, so it's an office visit for me where he'll tell me what I already know and charge me for the service. Priceless!
Posted:Apr 16, 2006 7:49 am
Last Updated:Apr 21, 2006 3:16 pm

The one holiday that hasn't gone really commercial. That's not to say that the corporations don't use it to sell goods, they do, but not as much as say; christmas.

Anywho...I have a question, one that is surely easy enough to answer for anyone. "If you had the chance, and the means to go back in time 2000+ years and stop Christ from being crucified would you do it?"

Seems an easy answer huh? You being the kind hearted person you are would say yes! To save him from the cross would be my greatest joy.
But let's think for a moment....Without his sacrifice the souls of mortal man would be doomed.
The church of today as we know it would not exist, the bible would have never been written.

Now would you stop the crucifiction? Jesus knew the answer, he knew what his fate would be, and therefore mankinds. So with a heavy heart he went to his doom..told Judas to turn him in for trial, waited in the Garden for the romans to arrest him and place him on trial. The only thing he really asked for of his followers during this time was to wait with him, to be..well I can only guess the shoulder he would need to lean on. And in this they failed, Now all he asks of us is to believe in him, and for most of us we still fail at our task like his followers of old.

Seems odd, a man love us all so much he'd lay down his own life to save ours. All he asks is for your belief.
Believe...For he has risen!
wondering if It's just me???????????????????
Posted:Apr 15, 2006 7:37 am
Last Updated:Apr 15, 2006 7:39 am

Just got out of bed a few ago. It's saturday peoples I sleep in. Feel like I've been out all night drinking, but haven't touched a drop in weeks. Also haven't been laid in weeks, my bad I'm sure. Sex and the single guy...now don't get me wrong, I like being single. No one to bother you when your walking around nude in the apartment (sometimes the ain't home I get a little nutz with the freedom)but you miss waking up next to something warm and soft on a daily basis. Trouble with starting/building a relationship is twofold, now you can go out and get the local flavor and have a great night bumping uglies and say adios in the am, or you can go the relationship route and build up to the sex thing..that takes time and may not work out in the end as well. I've had many G/f and lovers in my life, some long term some well lets just say we both benefited from our association. Usually more to their benefit then mine, but I digress. Thing is all those women/lovers have left me for reasons that sometimes weren't quite to my understanding..never any closure. Not sure if that's me or if i'm just a patsy they used?
Its not often we recieve visitors here............................
Posted:Apr 13, 2006 10:22 pm
Last Updated:Apr 13, 2006 10:24 pm

Let alone offer them brutality. Never beat a dead , but always choke your chicken.

What's this? Farming tips? No, just me being silly. I get that way sometimes. My way of blowing off steam..purging the system. Been so bottled up these past few weeks. No private transportation, so it's the bus for me. Gotta luv the mass transit system. If it's raining they are late..if it's a nice day out, well you know your gonna miss that bus by at least 10 minutes. Ya meet strange people on the bus, the other day I had a guy sitting across from me rolling some smokes and trying to sell me a cheep pair of sunglasses. It was raining of course. Mostly It's people just like myself..stuck riding the bus cause they can't afford to operate the auto anymore. They way I see it, we should all go back to using horses for our transport..hell it would open up a new service industry, cut down on pollution, not to mention break the backs of big oil. Just think, no more auto insurance to deal with, no checking the oil every 3000 miles, or getting gouged at the pump every two or three days. Plus I think we'd all look cool on horseback..sorta western sexy, ya know?
But progress has passed the days of yore. Sad to think that maybe we've gone so far ahead, that we are in danger of setting ourselves back.
Just a thought.................
What's in store.............
Posted:Apr 13, 2006 3:24 pm
Last Updated:Apr 20, 2006 2:49 pm

I was watching a PBS program last night, and it dealt with the rise of old diseases and new ones in the third world and how they may kill off humanity. Now this got me thinking, what if Mother Nature were culling the heard as it were? Seems to me that humanity has had a good long run...maybe she has something, or someone else in mind for the top of the food chain? I mean who knows what killed off the Dinos? Heck it could have been nothing more then the common head cold, which we as humans, can tolerate. Abet with some discomfort I'll grant you.
So, who or what is next....????? Perhaps something from the rodent family? Could be... they are resilient to most things that would kill a human... there have also been studies that show that they can withstand more radiation then humans can....And we all know they can live off our garbage..hell they can feast for a million years and still have leftovers.
So, as you pay homage to that BUNNY hopping down the trail in a few days, just remember...Mother Nature could be outsourcing your job to him and his kind. Happy Easter!
An enigma
Posted:Apr 9, 2006 10:22 am
Last Updated:Oct 20, 2021 12:15 am

An IM from her today...been awhile. How are you? She'll ask. I'm fine and you? Hows work been? The same. I'll reply. Have you gone out lately? I'll inquire? No, she'll say. Silly small talk goes on like this. Her IM's make me crazy...I think of nothing else after we've chatted but her.
A strawberry blonde, two years my senior, recently divorced. She works in the nursing field. Ok, I'm hooked..she's my ideal woman. One whom I could spend my life with. But we've never met. just words on a screen is all we've been to each other up till now.
Is she timid..no...I don't think that is the case, not for all her bravado, her coy flirting.
So what is it.. why can't we be more then just words on a screen. Open your heart my lady love, you have nothing to fear...my soul is yours for the asking.
Money..or the lack there of.....................
Posted:Mar 28, 2006 5:52 pm
Last Updated:Apr 9, 2006 8:41 pm

Bills, bills, bills....God! How I hate the end of the month! Seems like I just get a little ahead and someone kicks the slats out from under me. Always something new to pay, something more to do.
If I could change the monitary system over to barter I'd be a happy man.
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Feels like a Sundae..........
Posted:Mar 18, 2006 10:38 am
Last Updated:Mar 28, 2006 5:46 pm

Felt like a hot fudge sunday last night...trouble was it was too late to get one.
Next time I stop for smokes before getting together with friends I'll pick up the supplies to make them..who knows, might make the night more interesting?

Oh..... and I told you lad that be a penguin you were dating.......
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