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Small Steps
Posted:Nov 28, 2021 6:15 pm
Last Updated:Nov 29, 2021 2:38 am
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It has been a couple of years since I really took that plunge into cross dressing albeit part-time. At this point in my life.... not entirely an opportune time for me to indulge any more than that. Circumstances really kind of dictate my absolute need for discretion...but hey.... knows what the future holds?

Perhaps a large part of that fear is being outed. The fear of driving along and getting pulled over by a cop while in drag. The fear that I will run into someone who knows me...I dunno. Those that know me well, know that I could care less what anyone thinks of me. It really is more of the fact that my friends and family have no clue. I am just trying to be aware of how my lifestyle may have a rather earth-shattering impact if they were to find out from other means..then having to explain. I am just not ready for that conversation with my . "So , just thought you would like to know, dad loves dressing like a chick and getting it on with men"...lol. At 17 years old, he has enough shit on his plate right now.

Last night was a bit of a breakthrough for me. That old saying...you gotta walk before you can run. Yeah....I was feeling a bit daring last night and horny as all hell. Of course, 5 or 6 shots of Jack Daniels kinda fuels the libido and provides some of that liquid courage to the point you just say..."ehhh, fuck it". Jack and I have this relationship....he tells me "yeah girl, you got this" and even better, he will not talk back.

I was dressed to the nines. Denim black mini skirt, Jack Daniels shirt with a plunging v that kinda showed off those titties rather nicely, black thigh high boots with stiletto heels, red hair, stiletto nails and made up like a china doll looking pretty hot and I was feeling pretty fucking hot.

I had a friend of mine who was in need of my mouth. As I said before, Jack has a tendency tofuel that inner slut in me so I was raring to go. He let me know he was on the way, and that he would text me when I got to the apartment complex. I threw back another shot and looked out the window... was dark. The sidewalks barely silhouetted by the night time lighting. I kinda looked back at the bottle and in my mind, I could hear myself asking the question....."Well, whaddya think Jack"? Ehhhh,,, fuck it.

My friend had suddenly texted, letting me know that he had arrived. I looked out and could see the headlights of his car in the parking lot... a couple of hundred feet away. I texted him back to give me just a couple of minutes. I pulled that leather jacket out of the closet, put it on and made flipped my long red hair over the collar. When I pushed the door open and took that first step outside, I could feel the chill of the night air on my face and legs and was completely exhilarated. I felt like a liberated chick on a mission and to his surprise, strutted my shit across the parking lot while he sat in the car. When he stepped out, he said, "damn,,,,you took that shit with confidence"...lol. I couldn't help but laugh at that remark. He was right though; I felt a surge of confidence as I rubbed my hand on the crotch of his pants and turned away to strut my shit so he could watch as he followed me back to the door. He was hard before he even got to the door.

Ahhhh....confidence..... steps. I am looking forward to taking advantage of that new found confidence and going out for a drive, a walk....anywhere feel that sense of exhilaration and liberation again.
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Cross Dressing and Cock Sucking
Posted:Nov 17, 2021 6:16 am
Last Updated:Jan 17, 2022 3:22 pm
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Ok....I'll confess...

When it comes right down to it, I am absolutely obsessed with sucking cock. It wasn't always that way but the more I have delved into cross dressing, the bigger the monster (or cock monster) I've become.

Hey....I'm not complaining at all...lol. I really do enjoy how much I've become very aware of my sexuality and the desires that I had suppressed for such a long time. It just seems as if it's coming back tenfold. It does make me wonder about the kind of oral queen I'd be had I started cross dressing a long time ago but alas, that is probably best explored in another blog.

It seems whenever I'm putting on those final touches with makeup, outfit and stiletto heels, I become acutely aware of that increased desire to have my mouth wrapped around a cock, or two, or three....

I'm not into any kind of reciprocation whatsoever which some people find as a bit odd. Fuck it...I've always been the odd sort anyway; I can live with that...lol

I love dressing. It makes me feel incredibly sexy, sensual and sexual and it creates an overwhelming desire for me. I can honestly say that any of my partners who just need that "fantasy chick" that will suck them off just for the sake of doing it have been satisfied with that as much as I have. Of course, I get to swallow that satisfaction...yay me! My reward for being a good girl...that hot, sweet load that I worked for and that "holy fuck" moment as my partner gives it to me.

What's not to love about it? It's incredibly tantalizing to even fantasize about my next foray into that oral adventure. For me, it's one of the most erotic and pleasurable acts that I can give a guy and I get off on it. Getting on my knees, licking, sucking, taking as much of his cock as I can to drive him absolutely fucking crazy. That whole hands on the head and looking up so he can see my eyes and how much I'm enjoying it and how much I enjoy giving him that pleasure....mmmm...that look of "yeah, I love this and I want your fucking load in my throat". It's an absolute turn on for me when a guy is telling me how it feels to be in my mouth, how he wants me to suck him, how he wants to cum in my mouth and have me swallow him. I love feeling that throbbing on my tongue and the stiffening of his body as he's about to give me that reward and that whole..."fuck, I'm gonna cum", that groan as he unloads and his inability to move as he gives it to me.

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