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feeling old school
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Posted:Apr 20, 2015 5:16 am
Last Updated:Apr 20, 2015 12:45 pm
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Views Wanna know what makes me feel old school is, my taste in music !!!
But do I really care, naw.
Don't get me wrong I love alot of the new stuff out there too it's very creative and interesting, but you know what I miss the music that just makes you wanna dance, music that isn't talking politics or pain !!!!
A blog I read awhile back has come to mind as I write this, this is for you Dasher, I miss your stories dude. I'm coming out ta the closet.
I love Star Wars too!!! Hans makes me hot
I LOVE DISCO TOO !!!!!!!!
Yes I said disco, it was uncool back then and still is but I can't help myself I just love it.
I can remember dancing and roller skating to it !! no not roller blading but skating with four wheels on each foot , I can believe how they do it these days it just amazes me.
Hum maybe I should start roller skating again I was in great shape back then. Could you imagine that seeing an old fart using old roller skates listening and singing out old disco on her ipod Id laugh myself !!!!
Anyways.....
I can be so down in the dumps and then I hear it and I end up wanting to dance and sing along. It seems to always cheer me up.
I was reunited with my old love this past christmas.
My got a free membership to what is actually a sucky music download site well, it is to him, but I'm enjoying the heck out ta myself, its loaded with all kinds of old people music specially disco !!!
Tons of KC and the Sunshine band my favorite from back then. They have some good old rock n roll too Like Styxs and CCR.
How can you not smile when you hear the lyrics and feel the beat of it. Songs like "Keep it coming love", "Get Down Tonight" or Please Don't go !!!
If you haven't given it a try or haven't heard any in years like me, I say go give it a second try or reunite yourself with it, I am sure it will put a smile on your face for at least a few
Do you like disco??
Do you have the balls to admit it??
Are you gonna think less of me cause I do ??
Whats your favorite group/song if you do like it??
Did you ever going roller skating back then??
What makes you feelold school??
Big Hugs
from Loves
oxoxoxoxoxo
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speak to my soul
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Posted:Apr 20, 2015 5:13 am
Last Updated:Apr 20, 2015 5:36 am
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Reaching,
searching,
within myself
then,
outside myself
to a power greater than myself.
Times of silence,
a time for accepting
a time of grief.
Waiting
For the moments
of silence within to end.
For the moment
of acceptance.
For the moment
that the grieving ends.
For the moment
when I hear you
speak to my soul......
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we think caged birds sing ,, when indeed they cry
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ONEday
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Posted:Apr 20, 2015 5:08 am
Last Updated:Apr 20, 2015 5:26 am
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I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel."
-- Maya Angelou
I wanna runway,
pack my bags
walk away and never look back....
I wanna go where know one knows me,
my past, my weaknesses.
Where no one can push my buttons
hurt me
disappointment me
suffocate my dreams
frustrate me
till i just wanna scream.
Oneday the time will come I will fight back !!!!!
I wanna hide from myself,
my life,
all the pain I have inside.
I just wanna forget my life
close my eyes
and breath
love and be loved
respect
and be respected.
Where compromise exists..
Oneday all my fears will be put aside !!!!
I wanna make a better life
for me, my
and even him cause
this has costed his self esteem..
I wanna a new back
that is free from disease
free from pain everyday,
strong enough to build a new life.
so I can dance and run
do anything I want.
Oneday I will be free to truly dream !!!!!
I want a new heart
in no need of repair
from loving in vain,
Broken from believing to long.
I wanna a heart that can
believe in love and let it in.
I wanna a heart
Not so damaged it can never be whole again.
Empty from giving to much
and not receiving even an ounce back.
I just wanna feel what a whole happy heart
feels like just once in my life.....
Oneday I know in my broken confused messed up heart that my day will come !!!!!!
Oneday.....
But this does not seem to be possible right now, I just gotta hold onto my faith and believe one day my time will come. A day will come when I can look in the mirror and feel no guilt for my decisions, be ready, be strong in body mind and spirit. One day the time will come that I alone can provide and care for my boys, myself. Yes one day it will come.
Please do not think this is an attempt at a poem, I do not claim to be one it is simply a form of self expression.
You know I went to choose my mood for today I couldn't, its not on that list. I am feeling so many things today, a mix of courageous, scared , sad and happy and of curse horny all rolled in one. I don't think this is my last post of the day either just way to much I need to express
can any of you relate????
Big Hugs from Loves
xoxoxoxox
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maybe i want to look......
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Posted:Apr 19, 2015 5:16 am
Last Updated:Apr 20, 2015 4:39 am
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Do you ever get in a mood where you just wanna dress all sleazy and go out watch the look on people faces ?
I suppose it's my rebellious side kicking in when the mood strikes me, but it is so funny to see how they react to it
Some stop and stare , while others immediately look the other way and start whispering.
Do you have a rebellious streak in you ?
Do you ever do anything that might be considered anti social ?
Would you be the type to stop and stare at a sleazy dressed woman
or the the type that immediately turns away ?
If you've got a funny story please share away
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You called me what !!!
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Posted:Apr 19, 2015 5:13 am
Last Updated:Apr 20, 2015 4:43 am
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You called me what !!!
It has always intrigued me that I loved to be called bad names while doing the nasty.
( but not during an intimate evening, where calling me beautiful and telling how much you love me has almost the same effect)
Look me in the eye and call me a, nasty bitch
Call me a, nasty slut
Whisper in my ear how much of a filthy , I am
Slap my bottom and tell me how much of a fucking cunt,
I am even.
and I almost always turn it up a notch or two.
Call me those names any other time well let's just say your face might sting alittle bit after wards.
The first time it happened,
I was about 20 and it was with a guy I was dating, we were in the back of the car, and things were well not going to well for me but now for him it was.. when he entered me he leaned forward, looked me in the eyes and told me what a wonderful nasty cunt I was.. needless to say it helped me get there
I was so surprised afterward and felt bad that it had this kind of effect on me. I sat there and cried.. I would think ,what you have no self respect or what ?? now over the years I've gotten use to it, desire it even, but the why still nags me. In the past I would think it had to do with my self worth like I said, but I am a very secure and confident woman these days but it still has a profound effect on me.
Anyone out there who has this answer?? studied behavioral science Probably not.
I know this has been asked and asked
, but it was on my mind today.
Do you ever wonder why you like to be called it?
or do you like it even..
Now I know why I like or dislike other things but this one I'm still not seeing...
I gotta ask guys/gals do you ever feel uncomfortable calling your partner names like this ??
Tell me your story about the first time someone called you a bad name , talked dirty to ya,during sex , did you like it ?? react like me
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pent up
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Posted:Apr 18, 2015 9:06 am
Last Updated:Apr 19, 2015 5:31 am
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I am sitting here with all this pent up sexual energy and trying to decide what I am gonna do with it.
Actually this is when I write, I think some of my best erotica, but not today.
You see I have been a very, very naughty girl.
I have been neglecting my household duties to blog and well just being lazy for once..
So, since I am not in the mood for a spanking,
I have decided to be a good girl and take this energy and put it to use to catch it all up
Well actually,
my boys will be doing the brunt of it, but have you ever tried to get two boys to do quality housework.......
much love
please enjoy your weekend
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drreams of a young girl
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Posted:Apr 17, 2015 8:39 am
Last Updated:Apr 19, 2015 5:31 am
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I can remember closing my eyes and daydreaming about my handsome knight in shining armour rushing in on his grand to rescue me from the palace of the wicked queen.. My soul felt so free, so loved when I dreamed this one.
I even use to imagine how wonderful it would be to live in a world where everyone only loved each other. Where there was no violence no hurting.. Peace and serenity filled my being when I dreamed this one.
I had so many hopes and wishes back then. The most remarkable thing was I never doubted for even a second that all of them were possible.
If only we could remain young and naive.
these days I truly do not need a knight in shining amour but the thought is still very romantic These days I am more a realist than a romantic how about you or are yu a pessimist
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