Happy times in the sex clubs.LOL  

MisstressAmber 53F  
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11/21/2021 7:40 pm

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11/23/2021 9:24 am

Happy times in the sex clubs.LOL

Now I know I gone the extra mile accept the bull shit I deal with in this marriage. As a woman and I try think with compassion but when the other<b> party </font></b>has taken for granite the tone of the fluidity of the marriage is comprised.
One thing I know for sure is that its unhealthy to love someone isn't on the wave length.
Some people that dress as a woman a serious compulsion try with just anybody and that isn't my my way of living.
Its not like I'm not trying cut anyone down for their personal perveance but should be at the expense of hurting the one your married ?
starts with lies that turn into ugly nightmare FAST!
Ill tell you a story a couple weeks back me and my husband where at SFO and we went to the power exchange. The power exchange is a open swinger club but I feel most comfortable as a voyeur in such extreme setting.
now we where and their are several different floors but the most place is down stairs.
We where downstairs and a nice couple came over me and asked me go into the chained off area and for some reason I took them up on the offer.
This couple came with a extra man so that made 5 with my husband.
Yea that Bitch was dressed as a and I like to think of him as TAG A LONG TRACI.
The couple grabbed and started to pull into the vortex of the Atcitty as the 3rd man got involved.
I was nervous but that wasn't apparent but I wanted see where this would take .
I A SERIOUS FEAR OF GETTING A STD and I know this is the place get a nice RIPE STD so I kind stepped back. One weakness I do is my love for another woman and this woman was pretty and pulling into the mosh.
took no time at for both men grab and bend over and I pulled back.
was very tuff for because I was at odds with myself weighting the RISK vs the Reward so the people asked step back because I wasn't willing take the risk.
NOW get this and I want hear some responses from of you when I tell you how this ended.
Here it comes now from out of the blue Traci steps around me get into the mosh that I just pulled back from and got down his knees and started giving a guy head.
I'm thinking like wtf Now I've made this far with out getting some bumps or STD ON MY PUSSY.
Now I was placed in a dilemma and I was just watching this out. How was I gonna react in this setting and be married someone with out any kind of self control was embarrassing at best.
I chose not while he was his knee's and the best thing this bitch could say was HE WAS WEARING A CONDOM!
People need know their place when dealing with ME especially because if your wrong ..that's not that place you want be!
Is this the point where I draw the line? or was I gonna some how reason this shit out into something kinky or fun.
Really we had 3 some's in the past where he's been dressed from nice clean cut men.
Really over all I felt disrespect when my husband did that because he was opening me harm.
Now how can I move forward respecting and loving myself when the Bitch next is willing risk his life with no regard for at .
This shit gave me the vibe of disrespect and he lost the spark that drives my love and he's just stupid too figure it out.
I am completely good with open as a married couple WHEN SAFE!
Yes I talk a few friends I've met here and they get the impression that is I'm trapped in a fucked up married.
Sure their probably right and I am in NOW WAY held for finical reasons.
I'm very close in making a choice for my own good. I love myself and I Value and when that is challenged its a cocktail of
serious finical deconstruction that I'm sure he won't recover from.
is a fun and beautiful thing if relationship the ability respect each other while having safe fun.
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