Just one last one post....lol
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Posted:Jul 11, 2008 12:14 pm
Last Updated:Jan 29, 2009 1:23 pm
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PERSONALITY
I always put others before myself. I will never intentionally hurt others. If somehow I do hurt them, I will do everything in my power to fix and correct the situation. My considerate soul helps me make way into social groups.
I can often be too sensitive so tend to avoid confrontations tho not always am I a wimp.
I love to travel and visit far away lands. I have come from a time in my life governed by strict rules and now is my chance to have fun. My beliefs run strongly but are open to the fact that others believe different than I.
I believe that the best things in life are free. Maybe I was born a dreamer. I try to be careful that this doesn't hinder me from making important decisions or cause me to miss opportunities.
LOVE
I am very emotional in my relationships. Easily hurt and brought to tears. Most times I'm shy and the prospect of meeting new people often fill me with dread. My ideal partner is somebody who can protect my vulnerability without stifling my creativity.
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Taking Time Out to Reflect from blogging...
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Posted:Jul 10, 2008 9:05 pm
Last Updated:Jan 14, 2009 10:50 pm
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I'm So Sorry
The chance at meeting someone I've been hoping to get to know slipped through my fingers in an infuriating manner. A last minute request and a change of plans meant missing out yet again on something which could have been good for me.
At some point on my journey to reaching my goal, I'll need to take some time to reflect in order to determine where I am, where I'm going, and how this is affecting where I want to be.
One of the first signs to me that I might need a day or many more off from blogging is when I run out of things to write about - it’s probably best to say nothing.
It intrudes on my family life and almost came close to breaking down as a result.
The thing I liked about blogging is that when I’d had a rough day, I could use my blog as therapy. This doesn't mean I won't be reading all my favourite blogs and maybe commenting on some.
Be good and don't do what I wouldn't do though you must know by now that I'm quite a mischievous person
Love Bev 
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Loves harder than what is shown in reality..
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Posted:Jul 9, 2008 8:09 am
Last Updated:Jul 22, 2008 8:09 am
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RELATIONSHIPS!
Don't expect how important you are in someones life, though you are just an option in their life but how important they are in your life is important. To remember a person is a need to have balanced relationship.
You can carry around a sack of potatoes for many days but you’ll still miss it when you put it down.
Love is a beautiful thing if u got it but it can turn on you and bite you in the backside if you not careful…
Love takes time all you need to do is have faith and trust.
I LOVE MANY PEOPLE, but just so it is clear to Everyone, MY HEART BELONGS TO ONLY ONE!!!!!
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Real Love and difference in Lust!!!!!!!!!!!
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Posted:Jul 8, 2008 4:56 pm
Last Updated:Jan 28, 2009 5:55 pm
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REAL LOVE
True love, is that which anyone can give the most without asking or demanding anything in return. Pure love wont expect any recognition, it lives to its own existence. The only reward for love is the experience of loving and not the feelings of lust.
Reality of Lust and Love
Love is a four letter word controlling the five letter world. The inability of having an extra sense to differentiate between love and lust causing it to induce in oneself heartless if not, grave decisions.
Love depicts patience,
The otherwise is enmity, anger, distress. I will never give up on real love regardless of what I've been told that there are many men who want me but I'm not interested except in the one who holds my heart.
I LOVE MANY PEOPLE, but just so it is clear to Everyone, MY HEART BELONGS TO ONLY ONE!!!!!
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Scrupulous and meticulous
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Posted:Jul 7, 2008 3:40 pm
Last Updated:Jul 14, 2008 7:11 pm
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Be careful
"Conscience is the inner voice which warns us someone may be looking." A person who is conscientious makes sure that if others are watching, they like what they see." I hope all those who like watching everything I do like what they see....
"Conscience" and "conscientious" both are words that means "to be conscious" or "to be conscious of guilt" and that traces back "to I know why you seem interested and it doesn't bother me at all."
Hope you like what you looking at!
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Personality Differences....
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Posted:Jul 6, 2008 11:45 am
Last Updated:Jul 7, 2008 6:41 pm
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Friends
Personality can control every aspect of a person's life. The personalities of two characters impact the aspect of their life that has to do with relationships.
Appearance and Reality
The fact that every character no matter how important, is involved in some form of gull, deception or misinterpretation clearly shows the depth of appearance and reality. Gaps of appearance and reality through the flaws of the patriarchal society, a subject of perception, obscure truth as well as the humorous and destructive nature of such misconceptions. What is disturbing about society is that the appearance and obscure truth from a far greater value than what is in fact.
By creating a flawed society in which appearance is valued over reality,not only shows how these flaws can undermine a society, but also mocks societies where many were judged on how they were perceived to be, and not how they really were.
Even the pun of appearance and reality touches on the subject of that causes gulls or misconceptions, whether intentional or not, are that of the spoken word, or obscure truth.
I LOVE MANY PEOPLE, but just so it is clear to ALL, MY HEART BELONGS TO ONLY ONE!!!!!
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Using a lot of words to say nothing at all.....
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Posted:Jul 4, 2008 5:29 am
Last Updated:Jul 8, 2008 6:44 pm
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BELIEVE in YOURSELF!!!
Someday you will cry for me like I cry for you!
Someday you will miss me like I'm missing you always, even now!
Someday you will need me like I need you now!
Someday you will Love me but by then I might have stopped loving you or just tried to erase the memory of you!
Just as plants need earth to grow, so do I need you!
Just like the moon is needed at night to light up the night sky, I need you in my dreams!
Just as I look up at the clear night sky and see a Star, I picture it to be you...
Just like music needs words to form a tune, I hear you....
I MISS U LIKE CRAZY!!!
"YOU TAKE THE GOOD, YOU TAKE THE BAD, YOU TAKE THEM BOTH AND THEN YOU HAVE THE FACTS OF LIFE"
GOD BLESS YOU ALL AND HAVE FUN! |
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Promises I sometimes never keep.....
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Posted:Jul 1, 2008 1:35 am
Last Updated:Jul 12, 2008 6:18 pm
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I'm deeply sorry when I promise to chat in private to some and end up falling asleep at my desk because I'm so tired. Actually, I'm afraid to go to bed so fall asleep at the wrong times in places where I shouldn't.
I show a happy and brave face in chat and on the blogs though my heart feels heavy and the reason is because I'm trying to forget how my sister(mama) died in my arms. The memory just won't leave me. I loved her so much and feel terrible that it took me nearly twenty years before I could spend the last nine months of her life with her. I'm glad I made the sudden decision to go be with her not knowing the circumstances but when I got there I just couldn't see myself leaving her. She needed me like I needed her. I felt that my friends would understand my absences without me having to explain the reason I left but it seems not the case. I still and will always love you all, no matter what.
I will try my best to keep the promise of chatting in private to those I told I would but please excuse me if I don't.
Love Always.......
XxX Bev XxX
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Not Leaving just going for awhile...
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Posted:Jun 30, 2008 7:14 am
Last Updated:Jul 4, 2008 6:35 pm
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Just to let you know that I am leaving for Cape Town from Frankfurt on the 27/07/2008 so as there is no confusion about me being gone unless I can get internet access in Port Elizabeth I will still visit the site then. I need to go to sort out Legal family matters and when I'm done hopefully at the end of Sept I will be visiting my Handsome Yank in the USA for a mth before returning again to SA to meet my there who want to meet their extended family. I will be spending a week showing them the sites in Cape Town then drive along the Garden Route to PE so they can meet our family that are still living there. They will stay with me for 3weeks at Seaview Holiday Resort and do some site seeing in the Eastern Cape. After their visit I will be returning with them to the UK for a mth and after that I'm not sure but I want to do as much as I can now while I have the chance instead of putting things off for a later time since my sisters death proved that life is unpredictable.
I am looking forward to seeing My Handsome Yank even tho we have had many ups and downs but we always understood each other and never held grudges. I hurt him and he hurt me but like I say, thats all water under the bridge, I just hope it all pans out well for us. Btw, my handsome yank, there won't be a halfway meet, just pick me up at the airport please.
We will keep in touch by other means if I can't get access to the internet and internet cafe's in South Africa are not safe because they access sites you visit without your permission once you sign out.
If people see me on-line after the date I leave Holland it will be because I have internet access so don't be surprised.
God Bless you all and stay safe and Happy.
Love, Bev xxx
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Unbreak my Heart
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Posted:Jun 26, 2008 2:03 am
Last Updated:Jul 8, 2008 6:50 pm
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I am tired, and discouraged, and I have had enough.
I can't get any answers to why I have been dumped and betrayed by the only man I ever loved and trusted. It wasn't my fault or intention to leave suddenly. It was a matter of life and death that I had to leave and the latter proved that the reason was plausible.Nothing make any sense and I feel like I am going through the motions of feeling empty. I'm trying not to feel wasted and hopefully with time I will get over this even tho it Hurts real bad.
I will Always Love You no matter what!!!!! |
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One to Remember....
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Posted:Jun 25, 2008 6:06 am
Last Updated:Jun 30, 2008 6:52 am
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I Love YouAt sometime in my life you have gotten me through, you may not have know I was in need of a kind word but through God's grace and mercy you sent me an email, you had no idea of what an impact it had on me or how it enabled me to get through what I was going through. I want to take this time to say thank you so very much for being there. I feel so rich to have people like you in my life.
God Bless
Beverley
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My belated Fathers Day Wish to all DADS....
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Posted:Jun 24, 2008 9:26 am
Last Updated:Jun 24, 2008 3:24 pm
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I Love You Daddy
You know how much I love you
I need you forever
I 'll stay by your side
Daddy oh Daddy
I want always bliss you
But I never stop trying
to be your number one
You understand me....
You teach me how to pray..
And you play the game I love to play
I have no fear here when you are near
You guide me through the dark is night
I love you Daddy...
You are my hero (and you always in my dream)
I love you daddy oh daddy
You are my superstar
I want you to help me
Please show me the way
Sometimes I might do wrong
But I never stop trying
To be your number one
I wanna show you
I'll be as strong as you
When I grow up I still look up to you
So have no fear here I believe here
I will be my daddy's ...
You are my hero
You are my superstar
The one in a million and a million in one
Forever I want to be by your side
You're in a million
Show me the way
Guide me through my night
 
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I need you to Believe that I love you........
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Posted:Jun 23, 2008 9:47 am
Last Updated:Jun 24, 2008 9:45 am
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They said
I wouldn't make is so far
And ever since they said it, it's been hard
But never mind the nights I cried
Cause I have never let it go inside
I worked real hard
And I know exactly what I want and need
Just speak to my soul and say…
I believe I know my dreams are real
That is what I do believe
You keep creating pictures in your mind
So just believe they will come true in time
It will be fine
Leave all of your cares and stress behind
Just let it go
Let the music flow inside
Forget all your pain
And just start to believe
Never mind what people say
Hold your head high and turn away
With all our hopes and dreams
I will believe
Even though it seems it's not for me
I won't give up I'll keep it up
Look into the sky
I will achieve all my needs
I will always believe….
I believe I know my dreams are real (I got strength)
I believe I'll grow real soon and
That is what I do believe
I believe I know my dreams are real
I believe I'll grow real soon and
That is what I do believe
Truth, what is truth?
Is it relative, only within the mind, Or is it in objectivity that truth we find? Can it even be found?
Is it worth trusting to everything that you see? Could you see what nobody has seen? Not to TRUST is a relatively common experience in which an object or person is incorrectly perceived! TRUST YOURSELF!!!!!!!!!!!
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