Liberation!!!!
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Posted:Jan 15, 2009 1:32 pm
Last Updated:Jan 3, 2015 3:41 pm
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I just felt the need to post a blog since I haven't done so in a while. So bare with me on this one. Well, we are no longer virgin swingers.
I'd like to believe we are gaining experience as the time passes. It has only be a couple of short and fast months since we have joined the swinger lifestyle. And we as a couple have enjoyed it immensely. We are just getting started, and ya, we have had a few bumps in the road, ones we are learning to over come. They are just making our realtionship as a married couple stronger, in that we a more in love with each other than we ever thought we were.
I, as the female have found this to be a freeing and liberating experience. I have realized that I don't have to please everyone in my life, and if they don't like it, FUCK UM!!! Right now I'm in this for me and my husbands pleasure. And no one no matter who they are, they are not going to get in the way of that.
Anyway just had to express my feelings right now. I am changing everday into a new person that I like very much. I am free and liberated! And the smile on my face right now shows it.
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Passion!
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Posted:Nov 10, 2008 6:29 am
Last Updated:May 16, 2013 9:07 am
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So I came upon this site quite accidentally, and very naive. So, I have been thinking (which is kinda scary, believe me) lately about my reasons for actually having a profile on such a site. For a lot of people FriendFinder-x is a place to find random people to screw. For some I think is out of pure desperation to connect from loneliness. And of course to cum, and feel alive inside. The excitement of logging on and having new messages, flirts, kudos, and a raw explicit email from someone who might just be able to meet your needs, whatever they may be. Therefore, I have come to realize that what I lack in the bedroom as of late was passion!
Some of which was my fault for not taking interest in the gifts I truly have right here at home with my husband. It's kind of funny I have passion for lots of things in my life. I'm passionate about the quality of my work ethic, raising my ,spending the day wasting it on myspace, FriendFinder-x, or other sites, and other aspects in my life. But what I have forgotten was passion I needed to be sharing with my husband. And yet, on the other hand it's nice to be the one for which someone show passion for you. I tell I am enjoying all the attention of men, women, couples I am getting here. Passion is not about necessarily being in love or loving a person. For instance I have a hot burning passion flirting with people outside of my marriage, and it has since evolved into my bedroom with my husband. I a love it and so does he, he didn't know what a tiger I can be in the bedroom and I kind of surprised myself. I have also come to realize that there is a difference between passion, love and lust. All very Strong emotions thats can take over your world if your not careful, and can be easily confused for each other. I am in love with my husband, but not passionately in love with him. I lust for the raw physical affects of orgasm. I am enjoying the passionate inner feelings of the budding friendships, I am acquiring from the leads off this site. You can have passion for a lot of things in life, in fact you could lead your life full of passion. Just had to share what I have learned this week about myself.
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My Halloween Sex Fantasy! Creatures of the Night.
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Posted:Oct 23, 2008 10:23 pm
Last Updated:May 28, 2013 3:36 pm
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I thought it only appropriate to add a little story of my own. Try out my adventuresome side in the realm of night creatures.
Well mine is not so much about the persona of these characters. It's more about real events that I want. And as everyone knows on this web site. I want to cum, and cum long, hard and wet!!!!!
The evening starts out early with taking the around to neighborhood houses for their yearly candy gorge. About an hour has passed and the have their fill. We round the corner the go to just a couple more houses.
As we approach the last house, very well decorated. They ring to bell. Two very lovely dressed ladies answer the door. They give the their candy. Pulling me off to the side they present a bowl of trick and treats just for me. Flavored condoms, tangy sex lube, mini vibes and such and offer me my pick of tricks or treats.
Delighted, I choose a mini vibe! I am after all just a lonely married house wife. And my husband is out with his buddy's for awhile. I figure that will be good for my evening after the go to sleep.
I get the off to bed. I couldn't wait to lie down and have a relaxing play party to myself.
I discover that my new vibe's batteries are dead. Disappointed and eager to get off, I search for batteries, and to no avail, find none. So it's about 10 minutes till the gas station down the street closes, I hurry up, get dressed in my pj's and rush down to get my triple A batteries.
While I was checking out, here comes one of those nice ladies. She notices me and says, "Now that you don't have the , want to come to our party?!?"
I hesitate for about a na-no second, and agree to go. "I have to go home and change, I don't want to go in my pj's!"
"Alright then, I hope to see you there, and bring a guest if you want. Just ask for me, I'm Suzette."
I hurry home, throw the batteries on the bed. I'll get to that later. Check the , their asleep. Change into a sultry pink dress. As I'm about to go out the door, my husband gets home. He see's that I'm all dressed up and about to leave.
"Now, where do you think you are going, especially in the sexy dress? Oh you look amazing!"
"Come with me and find out!" I reply
"But I was hoping to come home and get fucked. Come on and stay home, I want you now."
With a sly little grim, I repeat myself, "Come with me, Now! You just might have a bit more fun than just vanilla sex. Let's let the evening play out and see what happens."
So off we go. As we pull up to the party, I notice allot more cars parked up and down the street. "Jeez, this is gonna be big!" I say under my breath. Thinking what did I get myself into.
My husband who had been drinking earlier in the night, couldn't drive. So as we were on our way, couldn't keep his hands off of me. Suckled my ear, put his hand down my dress, making my nipples hard and erect. Pulling up my dress, ripping the seam higher than it's supposed to be. Exposed my upper thigh, he discovers I have no panties on, slides his all knowing fingers up and into my already hot pussy. Waking me up inside. We park.
I get out, lock my door. He follows. As we are going up the walkway, we hear all sort of interesting sounds. Rock music playing in the background. Muffled voices.
I knock, and a fine gentleman in nothing but paint answers the front door. He must have seen the surprise on mine and my husbands face. And busts a gut laughing. "Well, who did you think was going to open to door!"
Shyly, I ask for Suzette. As we enter, all we see in lustful men and women costumed very sexually. We are led to Suzette, who is standing gracefully over a man lying on the floor begging for more. "Mistress, please, please, Mistress. I want more."
Noticing that I have arrived, she barely takes her attention off the man on the floor. Motions her hand, and three women take my husband into another part of the house.
With worry in my eyes, she tells me it's ok, he will be well taken care of.
"I have other plans for you. Now give this man more. He wants it now! And I have other obligations to attend to. Don't be afraid, I have him trained well. He will be yours until you release him to someone else." And with that she leaves me to attend to my whims with this strange man.
I tell him to get up and I know what he wants. My mind wonders whats happening to my husband. "Lead my to my husband!"
"I'm sorry, mam. I don't know where he is. But if it's anything like what I want. He'll be more than happy and sexually gratified. What are your other wishes?"
I look around to see whats all happening at this party. I see people groping each other. Two, three, even more in groups, all almost to the point of fucking their brains out. I think I see a glimpse of Suzette and the other lady that answered to door earlier in the night. In a group of men and women, having a fuck fest.
Turning my attention back to my partner, I see he is as turned on as I am. Touch me I tell him. Feel the heat of my genitals. He roughly pulls me by me waist closer to him and bites my neck. Pushing his hand in me. Charged with ecstasy, I barely notice Suzette, rip of my pink dress exposing my erect nipples.
"Mistress Suzette, I want more, I want it now. Why can't I have it!" He begs again. She slaps his cheek. "You are not to call me Suzette!" She smacks his erect penis with her hand. He lays down on the floor again, she gets over him and kneels down, almost to the point of penetration, reaches under him and pushes her finger in his ass. "Do you want it, how hard do you want it! You will get fucked, when I say and it's not now!!"
"I'm so hot, I feel so bad for him, I'm ready to fuck him, why can't I fuck him?"
"Um, No, I'm saving him for later. Now for you, come here." Obediently I follow her to the other room, where I see my husband bound to a chair and the three women teasing him. He looked so pitiful. I wanted to rescue him! One had his cock in her mouth. Another rubbing the woman's clit, and the other one putting her titty in his mouth.
I am so ready for some of my own action. Suzette beckons me to follow again, I go. I'm hot, horny and ready to cum. But the waiting makes it all the better. She leads me to a private bedroom.
Instructs me to finish undressing, at this point, I really don't have much on, just my bra, which only needed to be unhooked. "Lay down, ass up."
I do, positions herself at the head of her bed, with her vagina in my face. "Eat me!" So slowly, gently, I start to open her pink swollen lips. One flick of my tongue she seizes with erotic desire. I taste the saltiness of men, fresh cum still inside her. I push my finger in her to taste more. I suckle her clit. Twirling around it with me tongue. I want to feel more of her, my hand slips nicely into her vagina, I can feel the orgasmic contractions. Harder I pump in and out. Licking her pulsating clit. Finally she cums. I get to taste her wet juices. My clit now swollen with anticipation. "I'm cumming, I'm cumming, Now." she screams through her moaning.
The next thing I know I feel my pussy being penetrated by her submissive man. I can feel the hard, throbbing, powerful thrust all the way in my throat. I can feel the lust in his groin, the sensation of total fulfillment. At last as I start to quiver with orgasmic bliss. He releases his pent up load deep in me, the smack of his balls on my ass. Oh it's so good, I dint ever want it to stop. His last few strokes, the smell of his sweat, the feel on his ejaculate in me, on me. Suzette enjoying the union of her entourage. The spark in her eye knowing what she has done was fantastic.
And finally, the tension has opened from inside me. I collapse in utter exhaustion, drifting off to sleep.
I wake up in the morning, beside my husband snoring gently next to me in our bed. Still feeling the powerful orgasm, beyond my wildest dreams. Did it really happen, or perhaps it was a dream I'll never forget? Not sure, but there is a pack of new triple A batteries on the floor next to the bed.
Please comment and tell me what you think. Hot or Not.
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who i was.....
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Posted:Apr 12, 2015 4:35 am
Last Updated:Apr 13, 2015 11:02 am
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. We MIGHT consider a couple...IF and only IF all four of us want to enjoy each other! We will not take one for the team, just cuz the other one is interested in one half of the couple. Update....this is the female half.I am searching for a bisexual female only at this time. My ideal lady would be one who I could enjoy her company and not have her expect anything from my man, he is not interested in fucking another female at this time. I miss touching, smelling, feeling a women, and that is what I crave....simply put, a bisexual women who would be comfortable with my man watching and possible caressing her. I would be the ultimate lover, you would not leave unsatisfied! I havnt taken the time to change anything on this profile. i am however in a relationship with a wonderful man. We are currently not swinging. ATTENTN PROFILE STALKERS!!!!!!!!!!!!
UNFORTUNATELY YOUR COMPUTER MONITER IS NOT LICK AND SNIFF, SO IF YOU KEEP CUMMING BACK YOU CAN AT LEAST DROP YOUR LOAD IN EMAIL FORM, FLIRTS, HOTLISTS, OR KUDOS. Camming and erotic chat welcome. What did one lesbian frog say to the other lesbian frog? Yup, we do taste like chicken. UPDATE!!!! If I am going to be serious in meeting, I am only interested in meeting the female for bedroom activities. Friendship is a bonus.
My Ideal Person That being said. I want to experience a woman. I want to shower with her, shave her if she wants it, wash her. I want to feel her, enjoy her, taste her, smell her. And I want to share her with him. I would like her to want to be into this as much as I am. We will be honest with you and we expect you to return us the same respect! I can tell you I am not looking for toy pleasers. If you can't perform without them, we don't need you. Don't get me wrong, toys are very good enhancers, but for an added affect, not for the total package. We want the real deal!!!
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I got tittys!
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Posted:Jan 3, 2015 3:36 pm
Last Updated:Apr 12, 2015 4:35 am
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After a 2 and a half year hiatus , I got titties, I got tittys. I GOT TITTIES....hey, hey, hey....HEYYY! was so much fun....thank you LADY! I popped her lesbian cherry...hay, hay, hay, HAAAAY! who is next.....pretty please! How I have missed a womans touch! and lips, and pussy, and....you guessed it....TITTYS!!!!
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Cold Days....and Hot Nights
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Posted:Dec 3, 2014 12:21 pm
Last Updated:Jun 30, 2015 6:21 pm
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Why is it in Wyoming the winter cold days are short? I think its so we can have long Hot nights. I used to be very active in the swinger lifestyle. But have not been for over 2 years. I've found the man I want to be with and he excites me. I do miss the social aspect of swinging though. He keeps me warm on during these long winter months. But what I crave is a women that I can keep warm. That he and I can both enjoy together. I am finding that having one in my area does not seem possible. OH well! Good thing I have my man to keep me warm at night. Maybe one Cold Day...I'll get my winter wish. Any female near me want to explore?
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Im a Brat!
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Posted:Oct 15, 2013 8:07 pm
Last Updated:Oct 15, 2013 8:08 pm
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To SIR with love...My true encounter
A true encounter i had!
I am excited as the days pass and he gets closer to coming home. Even though I knew it would be a challenge to meet with him again, my heart thumps with excitement at the thought of feeling his touch against me. I wait impatiently for his Instant Message. "Hi brat". I smile inside and know I'm his only one. "Hi SIR!" I reply. We chat awhile and find out how each others day has been. Sometimes good, sometimes bad. But this day he is wanting more. I'm all giddy inside. We make our plans to meet and hope in desperation we can make them happen. Finally the day comes and we are able to relish in our needs. I had to work that day, I asked a coworker come in early so I could leave work at 12. I can hardly concentrate on my job. I'm such a scatter brain.
I go to where we are meeting and he isn't there. So I call, he doesn't text! That drives me crazy. I try to keep it short on the phone. "Where are you, SIR?" I ask in a pleading voice, fearing he can't make it. "I had a few things come up, so I'm running late. Let's meet at the gas station instead. ".
So I decide ill get some gas while I'm waiting for his arrival. I'm filling my tank, talking to a couple people I know, as I do live in a small town and meeting in a public place is kind of exciting for me, as they have no idea what I have in store for the afternoon.
SIR greets me at my car, my heart jumps. "SIR, good to see you!" I say with a smirk. I tell him we should take his car to where we usually leave it. He goes into the gas station and buys some strawberry yogurt. I just roll my eyes and laugh. We take off in tandem down the highway. He parks and grabs his camp backpack and a wood bar and throws them in the back seat of my car and gets in. We kiss lightly I push closer and make it harder. I start to drive home hoping not to have anyone see us arrive. Success, no one does! We practically run into my house. I lock my front door, so we have no interruptions.
With my front door locked and SIR ahead of me going to my bedroom. My excitement mounts and I start to get wet! We have barely even made contact. I can feel electric energy all around. Its TIME, we are finally alone and private.
I shut my bedroom door and SIR is on me, swiftly and quickly. He makes me strip and bow down before him so he can inspect my holes to make sure they are ready to serve him. I want to take his beautiful cock in my mouth , but resist the urge until he allows me too. "Brat, get on the bed I have something for you!". Obediently, I do as told.
Already starting to become high on erotic energy. He has to repeat himself as I don't comprehend what his words are. I hear him but my mind is running fast. He repeats, "on the bed! Bitch, ass in the air!". I'm so stunned, not really knowing what to expect. I know I'm ready to serve , but my ass isn't relaxed. He takes his finger and inserts it in my asshole and I'm tight!
"SIR, please? My lube is on the headboard. Use it. " He get the lube and uses in on his fingers and the butt plug he is about to insert. I'm now blindfolded and have no idea how large it really is. The last time my asshole was loose and the plug he had would not stay in. He pushes it in, I'm unable to take it all the way. It hurts. I can feel it ripping me, yet I don't tell him to stop. "It feels like I'm having a baby!" I cry. Yet I want so badly to please him. He tells me to stop moving and that its almost in. But I can't relax and it won't go. And I keep moving up on the bed farther. Finally, he removes it. And he takes it into the bathroom and he takes off the blindfold.
I fix us a white russian. We drink some of it. I love to undress him and feel the bulge growing inside his jeans. I get the button undone and the zipper down anticipating his cock in my mouth. He makes me wait. I must mouth it through his underwear. I can't last any longer. I must have him. I must feel his hard cock in my mouth! He says, "NO, brat, not yet. Feel me through my shorts!" I look up, pleading, and I obey, willing to please his every whim. What seems like eons, I am allowed to feel his tight skin against my cheek and around my lips. SIR is teasing me. I want to taste so bad.
I feel him push slowly in, wetting the head of his penis with my saliva. Then he shoves it deep in my throat. I try not to gag, but almost instantly I do. As I gag I wet myself getting so slick. He has had enough. He turns me over and fucks my pussy deep and long.
"Are you ready to be my Bitch?" He asks, knowing the answer. "Yes SIR, I'm ready to be your bitch!" As I'm about to cum on his cock he gets off and directs me to stand and show him the hooks. I do. He then collars me and puts on my pink cuffs, I love so much. Then he leads me to the hooks above my closet door frame. He has new rope. SIR's new rope is Chinese silk rope 16 ft long. Very nice to bind with. He loops it over the hooks and ties my hands above me with it.
I'm facing him. He gives me a drink of white russian. He then instructs me to turn around with my ass towards him. I do. I'm blindfolded again. He starts to fuck me as we are standing. His cock finds my asshole easily and soon I can feel his breath on my neck as we fuck.
Then suddenly I have a plastic bag over my head and he is in total control of me, my breathing, how I'm able to move, everything!!!!! I wet myself as I can't draw air. The piss running down my legs. His cock deep in my ass. I have to inhale. I can't. My heart starts to race, I can feel the panic rise in me from deep inside me. My head is spinning, my pussy is tightening, my ass devoured by SIR.
I tell myself its ok! I trust him. He is taking care of me. I'm serving him. Finally I'm able to gasp. I hear him saying what a fine bitch I am. "Yes SIR, thank you SIR!" He spins me around and takes off the blindfold. He places the bag over my head again. Its clear. And he forces me to look at him through it. So he can see me struggle for breath. I feel his hard cock grazing my thighs. Wishing his erection was in me. "Do you want to breath? Bitch?". Unable to voice my answer I open my hands above my head as a signal begging SIR to allow me air. He does but only briefly. Again the terror wells inside me. Forcing me to calm myself. Then is seems as suddenly as he started he stops! I'm able to choose my breath.
He offers me another drink. I gladly accept. "Are you ready for more? brat?". "Yes SIR, ill please you SIR. To the best of my ability!". I'm weak in the knees and holding onto the rope for stability. Its a good thing those hooks are strong. As my legs won't keep me up. He blindfolds me again. I'm standing there in front of him, drooling from the mouth hooks he put on me and wanting to please and wanting to orgasm all over his cock.
I feel him approach me and get very close, he slaps my breast with his open hand. One side then the other. I feel a sharp prick on my nipple with his other hand holding my breast. I react by catching myself with my legs again, now standing at attention. The cold blade of his knife being drawn upon my skin is startling and amazing all at once. I yearn for his cock deep in my pussy. He turns me away from him and slides between my thighs with his penis plunging deep into my cunt finding my g-spot. The blade of his knife against my neck as he is fucking me hard is a painful, yet comforting reminder who is in charge. He then draws it down my back as he pulls out.
I beg him! " Please SIR, I want SIR carved in my back!" HE doesn't do it. He turns me facing him. Gets a chair and starts fucking my throat deep. So deep. I'm gagging! Then I'm vomiting. I can feel the tears well in my eyes as I start convulsing on his cock. He doesn't stop. The vomit runs down my body and onto the wet floor mixing with my piss. The vomit is a mixture of white russian and some water. I did not eat earlier in the day. I knew I'd want his erection in my throat and knew I'd gag.
I'm drooling hard now, my tears are light, I can feel them escape from my eyes. My breath is fast and shallow. I can smell sex. My skin is awake with every sense heightened. The slightest touch feels explosive. My hearing is dulled and anything audible is not comprehending. SIR says to me, "Bitch, its time to clean you up!"
With that he unhooks my hands above my head and helps me down. Not really understanding what he said, I follow his lead. We go the bathroom and he tells me to get in the tub. I obey, now knowing what to expect. He stands above me with his erect penis getting ready to clean me off. I anticipate his warm urine flowing over me and on me and in my mouth.
Slowly, but surely he starts to pee! First I smell it, I'm now completely his,
he has taken me over, I have his scent on my body. Then I taste it, salty, yet sort of sweet at the same time. Similar to his smell. SIR's warmth is washing over my hair and flowing in my mouth and down my chin onto my breasts. The nasty vomit coming off. His flow is gentle and sweeps over me, I'm amazed at the volume of piss he has. Seems like he is relieving him self for an eternity. I know he saved that for me. When SIR is finally done I lick him clean and wipe my face.
He helps me out of the tub. I'm coming back to my senses again. He tells me what a good bitch I've been for him and I'm to be rewarded. I smile and look up at him seductively. We go to my bed. Where I have a new red micro fiber comforter. We are the first to fuck on it. I lay down missionary , I want to take all of him in. Every bit, his cock deep in my pussy, his lips on mine, my hands holding on to him tight as I orgasm all over his cock. I feel his weight on me as he pushes in.
My pussy tightens with pleasure as his pace increases. "Whose bitch are you? Brat?" " I'm your bitch! SIR". "Please SIR slap me!" He strikes me across my cheek. Expecting more. " SIR, harder, please SIR harder!". With his open hand and his cock deep in me, he slaps me harder! And again he does. All the while I'm cumming and squirting on his cock. Soaking my new comforter. Gushing all over both of us. Down my thighs and on his stomach. We are wet with my excitement. Now its my turn to let him rest.
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My bisexual tendancies
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Posted:Nov 3, 2011 2:49 pm
Last Updated:May 28, 2013 3:58 pm
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Its time Ive wrote on here again..lots has changed in my life (female half here). As we have become more experienced, I have become even more comfortable with my body. I love to share and enjoy the company of others, all types, all sizes. I have also discovered I like to eat woman's pussy! Especially if they are virgin to a women's touch...one of my favorite things to do is have a woman realize they enjoy my touch and want even more. There is nothing like feeling another woman cum to my touch, the way I can make them move, the way i can make them moan, the way i can bring them to new and exciting heights they never realized possible by having me eat their cunt! I love to kiss, caress, and feel her entire warmth against me. her softness, the smell of her engulfing me, turning me on, making me wet with anticipation of her cumming for me! Fuck...now i need some pussy..are you ready? I am!
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Straight up!!
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Posted:Jan 22, 2009 11:33 am
Last Updated:Nov 3, 2011 2:50 pm
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So this last week I had been chatting with a man from a really nice married couple, I was under the impression they were unified on the feelings of swinging. So, we decieded to meet. The wife was not available for the first time and neither was my husband. Both were fine with the fact that him and I just met for the first time to see if we were wanting to go further. If we did it would be their first encounter in swinging. I thought that was neat, that they would chose us to be their first. As we were just in that spot not long ago. I met with him and all was nice and forward, he was into me and I liked him. I still had not met the wife. He had me under the impression that she was all for it. How could I not believe him. Well, after the initial meeting, with just him and I had to go to work. I had a night on the town, planned after I was done. So, I invited him and his wife out to join us. They came and all was fun, we partied it up at the bars till closing. They went home and so did we. I slept the next day till I had to work in the evening. During that time the wife and my hubby started texting back and forth. Not a new thing for us to do with current potentials. They get all hot and bothered for each other. And the next thing I knew we were invited to hot tub with them. Well, we gladly accepted the invite. I'm thinking cool, we have new playmates, Yay. We start all fiendly and polite in the hot tub. But as the night progresses, flirting takes place, I with her hubby, she with mine. It's all fun and games, I need to be sure all was good them, so I kept asking, is this all good? Are you sure you want to move forward? Is it exciting for you to see your wife with my hubby? You know, stuff like that. And everytime, I get the responce, "Im fine, I like it." We go further, more heavy petting, getting kind of frisky. Then all of a sudden, he hops out of the tub and says to his wife you have your fun, I can't do this. I'm like cool, at least he stopped it before it went any further. So, then of course out of respect for that decision, my hubby and I leave and go home. Not a huge deal for us. I was just glad, that we could all be on the same page. So, then the next day I have to work again in the evening, this is like the fourth day in a row of very late nights and partying, I got off work at 10pm and the next day I had to work at 6am. I was looking forward to just cming home and sleeping and getting done with my 5th shift in a row, and having the afternoon off, so I could sleep. That is not what happened. The next thing I know his wife and my hubby are getting a motel room for a hook up that evening. I was reassured it was all good for her hubby, she was allowed to go ahead and do this. I was all excited for them to be able to get their rocks off. I give my hubby blessing and hope he enjoys. My plans were to sleep. Well then I get a text from her man and he is asking if we wanted to join them at thier room, at first I decline, cause I only have 8hrs between my shifts for work and I really need my sleep. But then I get to thinking about it, and recall how hard it was for my hubby to let me go and play. So, I agree to it. I get off work at ten and get to the room, the three of them are visiting and such. I go to the bathroom to freshen up, as I didn't want raunchy, rotten crotch. When I come out, Im practiacally attacted by her hubby, it was exciting. We all get on the bed, I with her man, and my hubby with his woman. Well, he had been drinking to calm his nerves, dare I mention it was a fifth of Jack Daniels. Much to his embarrasement, he cant get hard. Im like its ok, dude, Im fine with that. Lets just enjoy that fact that you are able to share your wife with my man. Well he wants to please me, so he gets a toy for me, Im like ok, well he gets to rough and hurts me inside. I tell him he needs to stop, he does. By now his JD has really kicked in and I just hoped for him to pass out. He doesnt, I can feel his growing frustration that he cannot get me off. So, me being who I am know that I can fix it for him. I have viagra at home. and offer to get him some. So I take him home, and before I get to my house with this very intoxocated, frustrated man, he opens the door of my car and vomits on the side of the road. By now its well after 12pm and I have to work at 6am. Great, I think to myself. I get him in my house, thinking he is sobering up and I can rock his world so he feels better about his wife with my hubby. we go to my room, I give him a glass of water and a viagra. And after a few, low and behold, the loins awaken. He gets right to it and fucks me hard and fast and ferious. Im like dude, you need to cool your jets, its all good. So as a derversion, I want to show him some of my pics i have on the ole pc. I try to show him and he continues to be really hard on me, I get sick of it and am ready to take him back to the room. We get dressed, and go and I grab my man, and we leave those two to thier own private time in the room, thinking it would all be good for both of them to discuss what they were feeling and hopefully enjoy the rest of the night together in their room. We before we could get home, my hubby gets a text form her, saying she needs a ride home cause he is leaving and she doesnt have anyway to get home, by this time its 230 am. Im freaked cause I know how drink this man is and I feel bad for her. So im like ok we will come get you. We get back to the motel, and I see he is still there in his started car. We ask him to just come home with her and we will give them both a ride. He refused and takes off very eratically for home. She come with us and we follow. We see him along parked along side of the road, and pull over and try to convince him to ride with us. He takes off again turn around and get his vehicle stuck in the snow. Yay, I think, he cant move. He wants us to pull him out, i tell him "FUck no, get in our vehicle or you are spending a cold night along side of the road, he still wont leave. So we take her home and she goes and gets him unstuck and they go home. I was tired, worn out, feeling bad,felt used. I realize that the only reason he wnated to be with me that night was to get back at his wife. I am now having a hard time trusting the movtives of people here on this site. My head is way messed up over all this and I dont know how I can fix it. I wish he would have just told me he didnt really want to be with me, and it was to get back at her. I have been violated!!!!!
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Honest Ramblings.
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Posted:Nov 13, 2008 1:42 am
Last Updated:Feb 2, 2011 3:46 pm
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Let's see, where to start tonight. I can't sleep, my hours are all messed up. I'll let my imigination take over for a while and find out where it takes me. Have you ever wondered what it is that drives a person to want new experiences? Why a is happy with a new toy, then as soon as they get it, they treat it like dirt. I think that is what can happen to people too. Of, course its always exciting to meet new people and find out what makes them tic. It's one of the driving forces of human nature.
Then it seems once you know how that person works, you have the urge to push their buttons just enough to throw a wrench in the ticking gears to see what they will do. And then they get irritated enough that they start to resent even meeting them.
Or maybe the other way, they find you intriguing. Then the mind begins to wonder. Am I attracted to this person, or am I just mind fucked and it wouldn't matter if all they did was give that look and you have to just sack them. Tonight I feel like that. Hubby's gone hunting out of town, and he's gonna hook up with a hot couple while Im stuck at home with our and his mother. And I can't understand why does that turn me on. Is it just the idea of the pure newness of a new person fucking my husband, or am I turned on by the fact I don't get to be there. Both I think. I can't wait for him to tell me every little juicy detail. And tonight I didn't even have to touch myself to orgasam, it was all in my mind and that was fucking cool. Damn, it was powerful. At least twice, if not three times. And no one around knew any different, which made them even more powerful.
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