Dungeon Play 1763
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Posted:Feb 29, 2020 6:26 am
Last Updated:May 1, 2024 1:10 am
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Thinking about heading down to the Atlanta area to visit 63.
Not sure yet... seeing as I have no idea how I'll mentally and physically react to be in such close proximity to sexual acts.
Few hours before I should head off in that direction.
If any kinky young ladies have been there, now the "lay of the land", and willing to host me for a night I probably will head that way in about 5 hours.
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Can't sleep
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Posted:Feb 29, 2020 5:19 am
Last Updated:May 1, 2024 1:10 am
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Couldn't sleep this morning...
To horny.
Yep, that's real. Different fantasies running through mind. Along with masturbating to the NEARLY the of cumming only to stop and breath.
I'm on that whole mentality again where I don't want to cum unless it's with a woman or inside her which ever.
Been a long 2 week work week... I'm frustrated from work, only getting 2 days off every weeks sucks and doesn't libido any.
I had plans to go down to a dungeon in Atlanta... not sure if I still want to go. Think it'll just end up like going to any bar. I'll stay an unknown of time and leave empty handed as usual.
Still staying positive that EVENTUALLY I'll be running hands over a woman's soft body and groping her ass and breasts.... EVENTUALLY.
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The Idea...
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Posted:Jan 23, 2020 10:35 pm
Last Updated:May 1, 2024 1:10 am
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Looking for locals join up in "Bang Bus" type idea for the South East.
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Zero Luck... always..
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Posted:Jan 7, 2020 9:47 pm
Last Updated:May 1, 2024 1:10 am
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Meh, whatever.......
Just randomly felt like posting a new blog on this shitty site.
Nothing has changed. Except finances are a bit more stretched that's to a series of events.
Still going on out when I can afford it...
Having fun when I can afford it...
and still finding the equivalently of a hill of beans to fuck.
There's your update.
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Zero Luck... 10-29-19
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Posted:Oct 28, 2019 11:07 pm
Last Updated:May 1, 2024 1:10 am
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What I wouldn't give to have a (18-20) make a F&D porn with .
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Zero Luck... Start of week 9
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Posted:Oct 28, 2019 9:05 am
Last Updated:May 1, 2024 1:10 am
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On the good side of all my sexual frustrations I find a series of porns that while not high quality are damn good.
Still optimistic about finding a kinky young woman for taboo type ; F&D, B&S, BDSM, Public , web shows, forced, just name a few.
Seems too damn easy for women and like I have to be something I'm not in order to score even the idea of sexual fun.
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Zero Luck... End of Weekend 9
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Posted:Oct 27, 2019 9:26 pm
Last Updated:Oct 27, 2019 11:50 pm
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Is there even any point in saying anything???
You all know nothing happened... again.
Chatted with a , a of girls, and weird dude at the Karaoke bar.
Just once I'd love make a porn with a ... give her a creampie. Preferably with a younger for some F&D roleplay... I mean damn I'm old enough now I could have a 19 year old slutty suck 's cock.
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Zero Luck... Beginning of Weekend 8
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Posted:Oct 26, 2019 7:33 am
Last Updated:May 1, 2024 1:10 am
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While I was broadcasting last night I had someone drop in and make a comment that has stuck in my mind.
He had said it's easier to find couples on here interested in a third than it is to find a single woman.
Well I don't see that as true so far... haven't had any luck regardless through this site.
Have a few couples in the local area that look at my profile repeatedly... but not so much as a peep from them. One in particular says on their profile they will contact if interested... which begs the question. Why keep looking at my profile if you are not interested?
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Zero Luck... Weekend 7/Week 7
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Posted:Oct 24, 2019 10:16 pm
Last Updated:May 1, 2024 1:10 am
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Per usual... nothing.
A bit late on posting but there's no change report.
Went the Karaoke Bar Saturday Night (10-19-19), drank more than usual without even a buzz.
Got up the nerve sing... or more correctly act like I know how sing. "Take Home Tonight" by Eddie is what I choose attempt sing.
Make no mistakes it was bad.
No women were even remotely interested. Slim pickings for a Saturday night as well... so I left soon after that.
Once again I had fun... just no there have fun with. Tired of this crap.
Haven't gone all week mostly because there's never anyone that I'd even think about cumming on or in.
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Zero Luck.. Week 6
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Posted:Oct 15, 2019 10:49 pm
Last Updated:May 1, 2024 1:10 am
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Ok to be honest I've lost track of what week it is sense making this profile.
So far still nothing from women even when broadcasting... though I have no idea what a woman would want to see me doing, lol. All I have is a fleshlight... it's not like a who can play with multiple holes in different ways with a buzz toy stuffed up a hole or both. Come to think of it I haven't come across a woman using a buzz toy in both holes.... hmmmm... odd seeing as some do use dildos in their arse.
Anyway, kind of disappointed to continue to see there's no real women close to me on this site. If there were I figured least one of them would have attempted to meet me down at the bar I listed at the bottom of my profile. I mean if you go there with the intentions of meeting me walk up and say something.
one drink away from trying all of their cocktails and not really seeing a point in ever going back there... for any reason.
As previously mentioned I did try to up one of the bartenders, only this past Sunday to find she's not interested in having . A pitty, I may be looking for a freaky now (short term goal: GET LAID!!!) but in the long run I do want to have a family.
When it comes to finding a woman I can have with always reminded of what someone said nearly 20 years ago. "Cody maybe the guy girls want to "party" with, but YOU are the type they'll marry." - Rita.
HAHA, funny Rita... so far I haven't had a second date let alone someone to marry and start a family with.
Which brings to mind something that happened recently that I had to do some research into. Dreams.
Basically I had this odd dream of me holding a . Well this was maybe two or three, but a . Only it was neglected and battered. I remember in this dream that NO WOMAN was around to take care of the .
Well my research into dreams about babies (for men) revealed two things.
One, details about a dream are important. To what stood the most is the neglect-ion and absence of a woman. The "abuse" was kind of obvious to what my subconscious was saying. Basically, a lot of "BAD" experiences dealing with women in general is why some of my rants sound angry and desperate.
Two, a dream is a sign of change in a person's life. Ok, still haven't figured what that means for me but I'll figure it eventually. Frankly this point I think it just means I've been trying "again" to up bars looking for a fun romp with a woman. Haven't done this since my time in Alaska, hitting up Chilkoot Charlie's. Look it up it's real... I was there every weekend looking for a woman OR women.
All I ever got form their was a couple of bad experiences and one missed opportunity... simply because I wasn't comfortable with a woman leading me further into the dance floor. a TERRIBLE dance FYI.
Though I still love that bar, live rock music every weekend. Was the best bar I've been to... and I have been to TONS of bars during my travels around the world.
Just ask.
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Zero Luck.. Weekend 6
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Posted:Oct 13, 2019 8:42 pm
Last Updated:May 1, 2024 1:10 am
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I'll keep this short, no rants.
Usual business, I go , if I can find someone with, drink, nothing...
add on this the bartender I had been hitting on for over a week I over heard saying something along the lines of her not wanting .
I know in the short term I'm just looking get laid. Long Term is another animal, I would like a quick act turn into a long term relationship to the point of a woman showing me her naked baby bump day... my baby or babies.
Till then... still searching and finding a lot of nothing but stuck up bitches.
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Zero Luck.. Weekend 5
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Posted:Oct 6, 2019 8:23 pm
Last Updated:Oct 16, 2019 9:42 am
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Before we begin this post I've been told a couple dozen times by various people, "This is not how you get laid... (Insert reason here)" multiple times now. Honestly I don't care, keep your comments to your self. My reasoning? If a woman doesn't like what I have to say or how I say it, then she doesn't need to waste either of our time. I post rants here for a reason, to get my frustrations of my chest and after blocking nearly 250+ Fake profiles I severely doubt there's any real women on here within driving distance. All of which have had either pictures I've seen multiple times, a title I've seen multiple times, a personal description I've seen multiple times, OR a combination of these items. This is why I've decided not to renew my . Too many fakes, no action.
Now for the real deal... my 5th weekend after creating this profile. At least I think it's the 5th weekend.
As mentioned previously I had to work Sat. which severely limited my chances of getting and hooking up with any woman/women.
Though I did make it to my regular bar downtown.
Compared to my first visit it was dead inside. A few couples and groups all of which were mixed /female. There were no options for even a brief conversation let alone anything beyond that.
Now I should mention this is a Speakeasy cocktail bar. I've made a goal here to try every single drink with the purpose of chatting up a lady about what drinks she might like. So far I've had the first 6 on the list, just going down the list one by one every night they are open.
I looked around a while after ordering my drink and decided there wasn't any chances here considering.
So I left that bar and headed down to the Karaoke Bar a few blocks down.
Once inside I see a very similar scene, lots of mixed groups and a few guys in military clothing... which as a Vet made no sense to . Had it beat into my head that you don't go drinking in uniform. I bite my tongue and let it slide... after all a veteran now and never had any authority to begin with. Thank you all ASSHOLES that voted in that dumb ass Obama. Might still be in if not for his Force Reduction. Though let's not focus on that, it's a whole other frustration in the past 20 years that goes into problems that I'd rather not get into.
At one point a lady got up and sang "Torn" by Natalie Imbruglia. This lady wasn't anything special to write home about, but she was cutie in her own way. I took note of her... until I noticed a ring on her finger. Dang it.
Well as the night progressed an awkward thing happened. This same lady very awkwardly sat directly in front of me. Please note that her and her friends were sitting at a table far off to my side. Hmmm... well it was awkward for me because first I had already noticed the ring and second it was clear to me that she wanted some attention. Again RING ON FINGER!! That's a no go for me. Sorry not touching a married woman... though I had no reason to believe she was in fact married other than the ring.
To add on to this if she was in fact trying to approach then why not turn and say ANYTHING?? I didn't care mostly because of the ring, but it did make laugh pretty hard. After a minute she pulled her phone and was scrolling through stuff. I may notice details like her ring, earrings, and hair berates... though invading your privacy by looking at your phone is not something I will do.
After putting her phone away she leaned back a bit closer to me... again THE RING. Made me laugh and wonder what she wants... if she's there "for me" then why not say something. The ring at this point was a constant warning sign of so much as saying hello.
Instead I sat there enjoying the really bad singing of the drunk military guys. It was Hilariously bad. No, I haven't tried it myself... not yet at least. I do have a song in mind though.
After a few minutes I got up to go to the bathroom. When I came back there was now no room to sit where I was... figures.
I found a new seat against the wall up in front of where her and her friends were.
Now then I don't like certain styles of music... I can't sand it at all. When ever these types of songs come on you can clearly see no longer having fun. I've tried to start turning my attention towards their screens and see what games are on. I don't remember what was on but I do remember seeing one of her friends pull her back to the bar and give her tips on how to sit at the bar as if to appear attractive. Which again made me laugh.
My attention flipped back and forth from whatever game was on and whatever song was attempted to be sung by whomever.
At this point I did notice she had changed how she was seated with her friends. Until this point she had been seated facing the stage like everyone else at the bar. Now... oh ... now she was seated facing the wall... which is in general the direction I was from her.
Through all of this her friends are getting up on stage and singing various types of love songs.
With only about two hours left before the bar closes that morning I went outside to my vapor and to see if she'd attempt again somewhere that's easier to talk.
She didn't and after an hour I left. The bar only had about 45 minutes left to be open anyway.
Sunday night... or tonight as it's still Sunday while I type this.
No bars are ever full on Sunday's around here. Especially considering there was some kind of concert going on that I was unaware of until much later when I happened to walk close enough to hear it.
I had gone earlier tonight to my regular bar, still pursuing my goal of trying every cocktail they had to offer.
usual it was dead. Maybe of us inside, four of which are bartenders. I ordered my next drink on the list, a Chai and Bourbon mix, this by far had the strongest taste of all the drinks. In fact I can still taste it on my tongue. Not much going on in there, an older couple sitting the bar was celebrating their anniversary... guessing twentieth, couldn't quite hear what they said but I did hear someone mention "twentieth" after they left. One of the bartenders who was off tonight came in with her boyfriend in tow and another couple. Nobody to talk to outside of the one bartender whom I've spoken to on several occasions.
She's a whiskey , found that tonight. However, she does claim to have a boyfriend and we all know about hitting on your bartender. I try to keep it casual with her but I think she's sensed something off me... no idea what. I know my aura is intense at times but in what way is not very clear... at least to me.
I know this because there was a night this past week when I went there and she stayed clear of me for some reason. No idea why.
Finishing my drink and seeing there was nobody there and potentially nobody was going to be there I left... headed back down to the Karaoke bar again.
Very small crowd this time... with very few women. All of which were there with a guy.
I enjoyed listening to most of the songs that were sung... or more correctly attempted to sung. I did go up and finally to see if they had the song I was thinking about trying to sing. Please note I already know just as bad as everyone that I think is bad, hence why I haven't committed to it yet. Though now that I know they have my song I wish to sing I may just do it in the future... and onward.
That song for anyone wondering is "Take Home Tonight" by Eddie . Dual purpose first off it clearly states what I want and second it's an 80s song, the era of love songs.
Zero Luck.
To get back on my frustration, when I went to vape Saturday there was a of guys and a couple of girls talking about how many sexual acts they've had ON A WHIM!! One guy was talking about how he meet a girl and was hitting her up when a guy WITH HIS SISTER offered him his sister in order to get with the girl he was chatting with. Afterwards he then had sex with the previous girl!!!
These stories went on and on... much like what my coworkers constantly talk to me about.
How is that even possible?? I mean this isn't hours, days, weeks, months, or years of hitting on a girl... we are talking minutes later she's naked and he's balls deep in her.
I have never understood how someone has that kind of pull. I've tried EVERYTHING!! Except for just reaching down a woman's pants and grabbing her pussy.
I mean I can count on one hand how many times I've gotten close enough to someone to kiss them. I can't even begin to imagine pulling her straps off her shoulders to cup one or both breasts.
I mean this is insane. At this point in life this kind of act should have happened already. Yet here I am constantly going alone to bars and sleeping alone.
As I've mentioned this tension inside from a lack of sexual activity has started causing my body heat to be at a new level. I mean at 60 degrees earlier today I was sweating like a .
This bullshit of not getting laid ever has to stop eventually. Right?
Stepping back from that though. If you read everything curious about any input on the lady from the Karaoke Bar. What you think she might have been doing, what I should have done instead, or if I was right in not doing anything to concerning a potentially married woman?
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Zero Luck.. Week 4
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Posted:Oct 3, 2019 12:54 am
Last Updated:May 1, 2024 1:10 am
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My weekend is not looking promising as of right now. Found a couple days ago we are working both Saturday and Sunday...
This just irritates the fuck of me. How is it that the two married guys get away with not working and I get stuck working instead of being there learning what it takes to get some damn ass?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
Over twenty years of not getting anything around my dick that isn't made of silicon is pissing me off more than anything.
This is what real life actually sounds like, not the fairy tale bullshit you see others post about.
I'm constantly frustrated as hell, horny as hell, and lonely as hell.
Haven't even found one single lady to go on a date in well over six years.
Dating/meeting new people is supposed to be fun (according to EVERYTHING and EVERYONE)... I'm so frustrated at the CONSTANT rejection that it's no longer fun or even slightly enjoyable. I've had only three dates my entire life, none of which made it to a second date let alone first base. Yet I here constant stories with less effort than I've put in, such as sex in the bathroom just because the two locked eyes at a bar.
When's it my turn to feel a woman's soft body pressed against mine sapping this ridiculous heat I've started to put off????????? For real my body is putting off more heat than ever this year, been having to sleep naked uncovered in an air conditioned room... and I'm still sweating!!! Each year something new happens the longer I go without any sexual activate in my life... this year it's body heat added to the mix.
Will this life long drought ever end??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
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