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Journey on the way to sensual growth, discovery, and fullfillment. Are you brave enough to walk with me?
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What's Your Theme Song?
Posted:Apr 10, 2006 9:41 pm
Last Updated:Dec 20, 2012 2:15 pm
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So....if you were prancing down the street...ready to take life head on....what would your theme song be? You know, like Mary Tyler Moore throwing her hat in the air..."You're Gonna Make It After All". Or Rocky....everyone remembers Rocky!

Mine would be "Don't Rain On My Parade". From Funny Girl, written by Bob Merrill. It is the sound of a determined woman taking life back from the people who tell her she isn't good enough! It is the sound of belief! In herself!


Don't tell me not to live, just sit and putter,
Life's candy and the sun's a ball of butter.
Don't bring around a cloud to rain on my parade.

Don't tell me not to fly-- I've simply got to.
If someone takes a spill, it's me and not you.
Who told you you're allowed to rain on my parade!

I'll march my band out, I'll beat my drum,
And if I'm fanned out, Your turn at bat, sir.
At least I didn't fake it.
Hat, sir, I guess I didn't make it!

But whether I'm the rose of sheer perfection,
Or freckle on the nose of life's complexion,
The cinder or the shiny apple of its eye,
I gotta fly once, I gotta try once,
Only can die once, right, sir?

Ooh, love is juicy, juicy, and you see
I gotta have my bite, sir!
Get ready for me, love, 'cause I'm a "comer"
I simply gotta march, my heart's a drummer.
Don't bring around a cloud to rain on my parade!

I'm gonna live and live now,
Get what I want--I know how,
One roll for the whole shebang,
One throw, that bell will go clang,
Eye on the target--and wham--
One shot, one gun shot, and bam--
Hey, Mister Arnstein, here I am!

I'll march my band out, I will beat my drum,
And if I'm fanned out, your turn at bat, sir,
At least I didn't fake it.
Hat, sir, I guess I didn't make it.

Get ready for me, love, 'cause I'm a "comer"
I simply gotta march, my heart's a drummer.
Nobody, no, nobody
Is gonna rain on my parade!


So...tell me! What would your theme song be and why? And I just decided that on May 9th when they tell me to count backwards....I'm gonna sing this song instead!!!!
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All I Need To Know In Life I Learned From the Easter Bunny
Posted:Apr 10, 2006 5:00 am
Last Updated:Apr 15, 2006 7:13 pm
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Don't put all of your eggs in one basket.

Walk softly and carry a big carrot.

Everyone needs a friend who is all ears.

There's no such thing as too much candy.

All work and no play can make you a basket case.

A cute little tail attracts a lot of attention.

Everyone is entitled to a bad hare day.

Let happy thoughts multiply like rabbits.

Some body parts should be floppy.

Keep your paws off other people's jellybeans.

The grass is always greener in someone else's basket.

An Easter bonnet can tame even the wildest hare.

To show your true colors you have to come out of your shell.

The best things in life are still sweet and gooey!


What words of wisdom can you add to this list??? I have a few more...and I'll share them in the comments....after you share yours!
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Threesome
Posted:Apr 8, 2006 9:09 am
Last Updated:Apr 20, 2006 7:01 am
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Do
You
Wanna????


Now.....tell me all about it? Would you have a phobia about your cock being so close to another man's cock? Have you ever done this? I haven't....so I want details!
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Sex Talk
Posted:Apr 7, 2006 7:20 am
Last Updated:Apr 19, 2006 10:32 pm
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Do you talk to your doctor about sex?

I think I really left the oncologist speechless for a moment the other day when I asked him if this surgery would change my sexual desire or ability to orgasm. But to his credit...he was only speechless for a moment. And then he talked to me quite frankly about it. And even taught me a few things about my anatomy while he talked to me about it.

I wondered when I left if he was left thinking that was an odd thing for me to be concerned about in the face of cancer and surgery. But don't you think that we should all maybe talk to our doctor a little more often about sex?

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GOOD NEWS!
Posted:Apr 5, 2006 1:42 pm
Last Updated:Apr 16, 2006 7:57 am
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And bad news too......

But the good news is that the condition I have....atypical endometrial hyperplasia....is a pre-cancerous condition! So...no cancer! Hooray!!!!! However, the doctor said that without surgery, it would develop into cancer within a year or two.

So....the bad news is that I have to have surgery. A complete hysterectomy. And the doctor will only do this under general anesthesia....which I am terrified of due to a previous experience. I'll tell you all more about that later.

But....I have to tell you that I felt such peace in that office today. The news was not as bad as it could have been....and I felt the whispers of all the thoughts and prayers surrounding me sitting in that doctor's office. I can't thank you enough....all of you....for what you have done for my spirit today! And, I know it sounds selfish...but can I ask for it once again on my surgery day of May 9th?

With all of you behind me....I know I can make it!

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It's A Party!!
Posted:Apr 5, 2006 1:52 am
Last Updated:Apr 16, 2006 8:54 am
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY UNLISTEDONE!!!

There is a man unlistedone [blog unlistedone] who resides among us who is a gem of such value that it cannot be appraised. This is a man who, without knowing me at all, took it upon himself to help me celebrate my birth month of January in such a way that I will truly never be the same again. Every day when I logged on to FriendFinder-x...there would be an email "breakfast in bed". Every day, he gave me something to think about.....you see, I had decided that my birth month would be a time of self growth.

One day, I saw he was on line, and I emailed him and asked if he wanted to "chat". I really never chatted with anyone. Soon, I had an email back saying "Yes please." And a great friendship was formed. He helped me see so many things about myself....my own self worth. And how there are many kinds of love.

I had great plans for his birth month. I was going to serve him breakfast in bed.....via email of course! (pervs) And I even hoped to meet him in person sometime soon. Life got in my way....and my own battles here with health kind of stifled my plans. But never the less, [blog unlistedone] deserves to be wished a huge Happy Birthday! He is a very talented writer. He has a way with words that makes the emotions you feel come to life on paper. I have included a few of my favorite posts of his for your own reading enjoyment. But if you find yourself with an evening alone....poke back through his posts and find your own favorites...they will be there.

The Sharing of Friendship by Goddessofthedawn Unlistedone
A Promise Kept With You
Final Thought for the Year 2005
Secrets one of my favorites

Happy Birthday [blog unlistedone] ! And here's hoping that your day is full of smiles.....yours and returned by others. And that your day is gentle and "easy". 143
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This Is SOME Sex Site!!!
Posted:Apr 3, 2006 7:56 am
Last Updated:Apr 8, 2006 9:14 am
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If you have been with me from the start, you already know that I first came on this site because my husband of 30+ years was here fooling around, and I wanted to show him that what was good for the goose was good for the gander. I wanted to show him that two could play this game...and being competitive...I planned to win.

Well, win I did. But not the way I thought at all. First, I won because my mind has been opened to many new things. I won, because I learned not to be ashamed of being a sexual person, and loving pleasure....both given and recieved. I won, because my husband still loves me dearly. And most of all, I won because of.....


YOU!

Today as I logged onto FriendFinder-x, I headed for my favorites list to see who had new posts. The very first one I saw brought me to tears. I have made some wonderful friends here...and met some wonderful, talented people here in Blogsville. But nothing prepared me for the honor I felt this morning when I read [blog Unlistedone] Birth Month Is A Time To Celebrate.

On his birthday, April 5th, at 10:00, I am meeting with a gyn oncologist....and I'd be lying if I said that I wasn't scared! But to be given his birthday wish....I am not worthy of this kind of friendship. But I feel cherished, safe and warm in it! I feel so very humbled and honored that he would give me that birthday wish. You see, coming from a family of 5 with not a lot of money....our birthday was special...and that wish was VERY special. Thank you [blog Unlistedone] for being the kind of man you are....and for giving me some extra strength to walk through this curve in the tunnel! And thank you to all of you who are thinking of me and praying for me through all of this. I love you! 143 wamhfaf
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Do Men Have Faults???
Posted:Apr 3, 2006 12:01 am
Last Updated:Apr 5, 2006 1:28 pm
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Politically Correct Ways to Describe Men's Faults

He does not have a BEER GUT. He has developed a LIQUID GRAIN STORAGE FACILITY.

He is not a BAD DANCER. He is OVERLY CAUCASIAN.

He does not GET LOST ALL THE TIME. He INVESTIGATES ALTERNATIVE DESTINATIONS.

He is not BALDING. He is in FOLLICLE REGRESSION.

He is not a CRADLE ROBBER. He prefers GENERATIONALLY DIFFERENTIAL RELATIONSHIPS.

He does not get FALLING-DOWN DRUNK. He becomes ACCIDENTALLY HORIZONTAL.

He does not act like a TOTAL ASS. He develops a case of RECTAL-ANAL INVERSION.

He is not a SEX MACHINE. He is ROMANTICALLY AUTOMATED.

He is not a MALE CHAUVINIST PIG. He has SWINE EMPATHY.

He is not afraid of COMMITMENT. He is MONOGAMOUSLY CHALLENGED.

He does not UNDRESS YOU WITH HIS EYES. He has an INTROSPECTIVE GRAPHIC MOMENT.


Okay men! Go ahead and tell us what our faults are....I know you're dying to do it!!

And just so you know....I think the men of Blogville are exempt from these faults. lol
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For Timberwolf
Posted:Apr 2, 2006 2:17 pm
Last Updated:Apr 4, 2006 7:01 am
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I saw this sign....and I could not resist posting it here for our very own...and very delicious timberwolf6972.

Now....do you still need to see a menu???
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I'm outta here!
Posted:Apr 1, 2006 11:16 am
Last Updated:Apr 3, 2006 1:27 pm
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That's all I have to say. I can't take anymore. I love all of you.....but I can't stay here any longer.

Good bye Blogsville!!!!!!
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Wish Good Thoughts For Me Today
Posted:Mar 31, 2006 5:42 am
Last Updated:Apr 3, 2006 7:13 am
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Last Radiation Treatment Today!

I'm so tired of being SO tired. I hope that my energy level picks back up now. But all in all it hasn't been too bad. And having all of you walk through this with me has been wonderful. The oncologist reminded me the other day that I DONT have cancer this time....that this is prophylatic treatments. And that really helps my mind set too! But mostly all of you have helped this time go by very fast!
Thank you so much my friends of Blogsville!

Now...I'm waiting on a biopsy of a different type. Should have results today or if not, on Monday. So, send me your good thoughts one more time, would ya? Remember me in your prayers. I know you all have alot on your minds and in your lives too...so you have to know how much you mean to me.
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Consumed
Posted:Mar 30, 2006 12:53 pm
Last Updated:Apr 9, 2006 1:09 pm
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She opens the door.....and right in front of him is the one he has fantasized about for so long. She looks just as he imagined....well, almost...you know how imaginations are. He is all of a sudden like a school boy on his first date. Sweaty palms...dry mouth...unsure about what to do next. When, as if the Gods willed it, they embrace. As if it is the most natural thing to do.

He sits down on the sofa...and she in a chair. They try to talk....but after all, what do they really have to talk about. And he is so very nervous...he really can't think. His cell phone rings, and a quick look tells him it is his wife. He doesn't dare answer it.....because she knows him so well it is almost psychic connections. And she will be so very hurt. So, he looks at her number on the phone....and makes the decision to turn it off.

She offers him something to drink...and while she fixes that...he tries so hard to calm down and relax. But he feels the stirring of excitement.....and he feels the crotch of his jeans getting a little tighter. Slow down he says. But he's waited so very long. She brings his drink and sits down next to him. They talk a little...but her hand on his thigh is driving him to distraction. So, he carefully puts his drink down before he spills it.

He reaches over and takes her face in his hand and kisses her. Softly...searchingly. And feeling the kiss returned...he kisses her more deeply. He plans to kiss her for a long time. But then he feels her hands undoing his pants. And his manhood jumping out of those jeans that he is naked underneath. She continues to kiss him as she caresses his hardness. He can feel the build up in his balls...and the drops of precum on the head of his penis. She pulls away and licks it off for him. It is almost too much for him. It is everything he has ever imagined it would be.

She stands and takes his hand and leads him to the bed. There she takes his pants off and kisses him again as she lays him on the bed. She begins to undress. There are those breasts...the ones he has imagined in his mouth oh so many times. The ones that are so different from his wife's....he can't wait to feel them in his mouth. She comes to the bed and offers herself to him. As he touches those breasts.....he has to taste them. She leans forward and accommodates his mouth. He hears her moan as he sucks the nipples into hardness. He feels his own hardness begging for attention.

He closes his eyes and sucks the breasts longer...enjoying the feeling of her hands on his cock. And in one swift movement....he feels her on top of him and his hard cock slides into warmth and wetness. "You don't mind, do you" she says. "I've waited to long to feel this. Just fuck me hard and fast. We can go slow later." Well, he didn't need any encouragement....and as she rode his hard cock....he thrust back as hard as he could. And enjoyed the view and feel of her breasts riding in front of his eyes. Looking down at his cock going in and out of this woman....this woman he dreamed about for so long...he knew he would cum very soon. But he waited until she began moaning...and then he started rubbing her clit hard with his hands. He could feel his own cock going in and out of her as he rubbed that clit. In what seemed like seconds....or years....they both exploded in a glorious orgasm together. And after milking every drop of cum out of him....she laid down beside him.

He could hardly breathe. His heart was still pounding. His legs were shaking. His cock still hard...but fading fast. She snuggled up against him...and they both fell asleep. When he woke up, she said she had to get ready for work.....would he come back tonight? He told her he wouldn't miss it. She kissed him deeply...causing his cock to rise again...and she left.

He got dressed. He looked around him. They really had not spoken two or three sentences that hadn't pertained to sex. It was wonderful...it was fantastic....it was too fast. What was he doing here? What had he done? He felt giddy...he felt shivery....he felt in love. Was he in love?

He went home. The house was quiet. The was happy to see him. On the refrigerator he found the note. It simply said.....

"Goodbye my love."

What had he done. Was it really worth it? I guess he will have his answers now. He had waited SOOOOOOO long.
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Life is Good!
Posted:Mar 29, 2006 10:19 pm
Last Updated:Mar 31, 2006 7:24 am
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dance
as though no one is watching you.


love
as though you have never been hurt before.

sing
as though no one can hear you.

live
as though heaven is on earth.

-Souza
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