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| the rambling of a unknown poet, the sounding board of a disgruntled human and the fuck letters of a horny bisexual. |
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I'M TRYING TO LEAVE HER, BUT SHE'S PLAYING ME
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Posted:Sep 20, 2020 11:50 am
Last Updated:Apr 28, 2024 1:42 am
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like the title states, I've been with this woman for more than 8 years. we haven't had sexual intimacy for at least 8 months (she had a histerectomy over 3 years ago and she suffering from chronic illnesses) she's an alcoholic in complete denial of her selfishness. we've morphed into a patient and caretaker dynamic. i think this is where her manipulation happens. I'm well aware that i could just leave, but here is where i get stuck; it's financial I'm not working full time bc I'm her only helper and I've saved zero money for myself. everytime we get to the point i want to leave she cries and hints at suicide. (i know this is to keep me there) but I'm also alone here in bakersfield, no family or real good friend to turn for help. (the friendship suffer because she's controlled my time since we've been together) i need to leave for my sanity and progress.
stay posted, in life their are seasons and this is my late fall, winter will be freezing.
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one day at a time
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Posted:Sep 13, 2020 11:51 pm
Last Updated:Sep 13, 2020 11:56 pm
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saddened by the
ignorance
saddened by the
pretentiousness
saddened by the
hopelessness
saddened by the
lack of space
to run and play
before the virus
came to stay
but if we want it
to go away
we must shelter
in place today
and wear a mask
as you go about your day
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wish in one hand; bullshit in the other
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Posted:Aug 30, 2020 11:56 pm
Last Updated:Sep 23, 2020 9:41 am
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wishing my parents were open about sex
wishing my cousin crept in my bed
wishing that the girl next door was not mormon
wishing that her love was not boring
wishing her ankle socks were in the air
wishing her brother came the stairs
wishing i had the tape of them fucking
wishing you reading this give it a like and come back for more loving
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i'm down low, i pnp
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Posted:Aug 30, 2020 1:35 am
Last Updated:Apr 28, 2024 1:42 am
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i'm bisexual when i get high, i am straight when I'm sober. blowing clouds brings my mind thinking about sucking cock because i think my mind knows that female don't get horned from blowing clouds. (i wish they did) I'm in a sexless relationship because she suffers from chronic illnesses. she has a great mind but she's a wall and I'm so fuckin horny. i haven't cheated her yet but it i could do it without hurting her I'd be over you with a hard dick and opened mouth. i need be discreet, I'm passionate and love kissing, body contact and oral with women is preferred but like i said dudes like cock when that's what's for .
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