Moment 4 Life
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Posted:Mar 18, 2011 8:33 am
Last Updated:Mar 18, 2011 4:30 pm
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I fly with the stars in the skies
I am no longer trying to survive
I believe that life is a prize
But to live doesn’t mean you’re alive
Don’t worry ’bout me and who I fire
I get what I desire, it’s my empire
And yes I call the shots, I am the umpire
I sprinkle holy water upon the vampire
In this very moment I’m king
In this very moment I slay Goliath with the sling
In this very moment I bring, put it on everything
I will retire with the ring
And I will retire with the crown, yes
No, I’m not lucky, I’m blessed, yes
Clap for the heavy weight champ, me
But I couldn’t do it all alone, we
Young money raised me, threw about and praised me
South side Jamaica, Queens and it’s crazy
Cause I’m still hood, Hollywood couldn’t change me
Shout out to my haters, sorry
That you couldn’t phase me
Ain’t being cocky, we just being sophisticated
Best believe that what we done this moment
Will by syndicated, I don’t know
This night just remind me of
Everything they deprived me of
Put your drinks up
It’s a celebration every time we link up
We done did everything they could think of
Greatness is what we on the brink of
Wish that I could have this moment
For life, for life, for life
Cause in this moment I just feel so
Alive, alive, alive
Wish that I could have this moment
For life, for life, for life
Cause in this moment I just feel so
Alive, alive, alive
[Drake:]
When I tell them hoes bow, bow, bow to me
Drop down to your knees
Young money, the mafia, that’s what the world sees
I’m in a Dominican, they call me Ortiz
Throwing talk at all these pregnant bitches
Just aiming at ‘em to please
Shout out to the C.O, 500 degrees
Shout out to the Homie though we on separate teams
Niggas wanna be friends, I could waste the denim
It was supposed to be all year
We didn’t get the memo
A young king, pay me in gold
Forty got a bunch of weed, he ain’t even rolled
These niggas be dropping sounds
They ain’t even cold
Wheezy on top and that nigga ain’t even home
Yet, yeah, be very afraid
These other rappers getting bodied & carried away
Fuck it, me and Nicki may get married today
And all the bitches that be
Hating can catch the bouquet
Ooh, yeah, you a star in my eyes
You and all them white girls, party of five
Are we drinking a little more alcohol, you decide
I can’t believe we really made it
I’m partly surprised
I swear, damn, this one for the books
Man, I swear this shit as fun as it looks, man
I’m really trying to make it more than what it is
Cause everybody dies but not everybody lives
[Nicki Minaj:]
Wish that I could have this moment
For life, for life, for life
Cause in this moment I just feel so
Alive, alive, alive
Wish that I could have this moment
For life, for life, for life
Cause in this moment I just feel so
Alive, alive, alive
This is my moment
I waited all my
Life, I can tell it’s time
Drifting away, I’m
One with the sunsets
I have become alive
Wish that I could have this moment
For life, for life, for life
Cause in this moment I just feel so
Alive, alive, alive
Wish that I could have this moment
For life, for life, for life
Cause in this moment I just feel so
Alive, alive, alive
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Derric Clark hould i forgive you?
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Posted:Mar 18, 2011 8:15 am
Last Updated:May 14, 2024 4:14 am
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 The info that follows has to do with me and my mom's killer. This man is my father but i didnt know till not to long ago. and i dont know if i can ever forgive him for what he did but hes my dad this is all very confusing and i dont know what to do with it all. he wrote to me and told me that he loves me no matter what and i dont even know how to deal with the fact that he told me he loves me im so lost i dont know what to do so im going to see him to ask him questions but i dont know how much that will even help it mite hurt more then help but i have to at least try right? am i wrong for hoping that maybe he will know the pain he caused me in his own life? blow is his information so that i never forget what kind of man he is, and a part of me hopes that he has changed but im not holding my breath on that i just want close a chepter in my life that still hunts my dreams.
Identifying and Location Information
As of 03/18/11 DIN (Department Identification Number)
Inmate Name CLARK, DERRIC
Sex MALE
Date of Birth 11/17/1965
Race / Ethnicity BLACK
Custody Status IN CUSTODY
Housing Releasing Facility ATTICA
Date Received (Original) 05/15/1997
Date Received (Current) 05/15/1997
Admission Type NEW COMMITMENT
County of Commitment ONONDAGA
Latest Release Date / Type (Released Inmates Only)
Crimes of Conviction
If all 4 crime fields contain data, there may be additional crimes not shown here. In this case, the crimes shown here are those with the longest sentences.
As of 03/18/11 Crime Class
MURDER 2ND A1
Sentence Terms and Release Dates
Under certain circumstances, an inmate may be released prior to serving his or her minimum term and before the earliest release date shown for the inmate.
As of 03/18/11 Aggregate Minimum Sentence 0025 Years, 00 Months, 00 Days
Aggregate Maximum Sentence LIFE Years, 99 Months, 99 Days
Earliest Release Date 08/04/2021
Earliest Release Type PAROLE ELIGIBILITY DATE
Parole Hearing Date 04/2021
Parole Hearing Type INITIAL RELEASE APPEARANCE
Parole Eligibility Date 08/04/2021
Conditional Release Date NONE
Maximum Expiration Date LIFE
Maximum Expiration Date for Parole Supervision
Post Release Supervision Maximum Expiration Date
Parole Board Discharge Date
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I Must Be Emo
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Posted:Mar 15, 2011 6:53 am
Last Updated:May 14, 2024 4:14 am
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Dear Diary
Mood: Apathetic
My life is spiraling downward
I couldn't get enough money to go to the Blood Red Romance and Suffocate Me Dry concert
It sucks cause they play some of my favorite songs like "Stab My Heart Because I Love You" and "Rip Apart My Soul" and of course "Stabby Rip Stab Stab" And It doesn't help that I couldn't get my hair to do that flippy thing there...Like that guy from that band can do...Some days, ya know...
I'm an emo , non-conforming as can be.
You'd be non-conforming too if you looked just like me
I have paint on my nails and make-up on my face
I'm almost emo enough to start shaving my legs
Cause I feel real deep when I'm dressing in drag
I call it freedom of expression, lets just call me a fag
'Cause our dudes look like chicks, and our chicks look like dykes
Cause emo is one step below transvestite
Stop my breathing and slit my throat
I must be emo
I don't jump around when I go to shows
I must be emo
I'm dark and sensitive with low self esteem
The way I dress makes everyday feel like Halloween
I have no real problems but I like to make believe
I stole my sister's mascara now I'm grounded for a week
Sulking and writing poetry are my hobbies
I can't get through a hawthorne heights album without sobbing
Girls keep breaking up with me, it's never any fun
They say they already have a pussy, they don't need another one.
Stop my breathing and slit my throat
I must be emo
I don't jump around when I go to shows
I must be emo
Dye in my hair and polish on my toes
I must be emo
I play guitar and write suicide notes
I must be emo
my life is just a black abyss... ya know..it's so dark. And it's suffocating me, grabbing a hold of me and tightening its grip, tighter than a pair of my little sisters jeans...which look great on me by the way.
When I get depressed I cut my wrist in every direction
Hearing songs about getting dumped gives me an erection
I write in a live journal and wear thick rimmed glasses
I tell my friends I bleed black and cry during classes
I'm just a bad, cheap imitation of goth
You can "Catcher in the Rye" and watch me jack off
I wear skin tight clothes while hating my life
If I said I like girls, I'd only be half right.
I look like I'm dead and dress like a homo
I must be emo
Screw Xbox I play old school Nintendo
I must be emo
I like to whine and hate my parentals
I must be emo
Me and my friends all look like clones
I must be emo
My parents don't get me ya know
They think I'm gay just because they saw me kiss a guy... Well, a couple guys. But, I mean it's the 2000's. Can't 2...or 4 dudes make out with each other without being gay?
I mean, chicks dig that kind of thing anyways.
I don't know diary, sometimes I think you are the only one that gets me. You're my best friend.
I feel like tacos
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Things WE do for LOVE
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Posted:Jan 29, 2011 8:53 am
Last Updated:Mar 18, 2011 4:29 pm
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 There are many things we do for love but sometimes i really wounder if its worth it in the end. i mean you tell ther person u love them and you really do but where do you draw the line? I have found myself woundering this question at some point in all my relationships and i always say" i woulddo anything to make him happy and i really would but where should i draw the line? He is my world" and i try to show and tell him how much he means to me but sometimes i think its all in vain.... there isnt much i wouldnt do for him i just wish i could make it clear that i dont want anyone else in my life but i always get told the same thing "Your (insert age here) you dont know what you really want out of life yet" see the prolbem is yes i am young but i do know what i want out of life but no one ever belives me and im getting sick of it. there is only one thing that gets to me more than that and its the feeling that no guy is ever going to want me the way i am they're always going to want me to change who i am and what i do. and even when i do they still go for my sisters or my friends or just someone who is a lot prettyer or skinnyer than i am. i feel like ill never be good enough to be anyones number one they will always look at me as just a friend and i dont mind being friends with guys itsw more when they say things like " well sory ur just not my type", "tings just wouldnt work out" or the always dead give away "its not you its me" it always leaves me feeling like maybe if i change everything about me guys will like me more. i mean no one wants to be alone there whole life and i feel like that guy for me will never come around.GUYS tell me what u have to say about it and me.Girls tell me if you have ever felt this way and what happened. i only ask cus at this point in my life this is how i feel and im only 18.
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Dose size really matter
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Posted:Jan 25, 2011 8:24 pm
Last Updated:Jan 27, 2011 4:20 pm
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No size dosent matter how thick it is dose. if u dont know how to use what yo have then it sucks to be you and you cant satisfy me
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