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Posted:Jun 2, 2009 6:10 pm
Last Updated:Apr 30, 2024 6:35 am
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"Will you wait for me" Royal Bliss
Take all your favorite thoughts of me
Keep them close inside so you will always see
One time I was there for you not so long ago
In you I'll always what I can call my home
Will you wait for me..I'm so afraid to leave
So will you wait for me..I'm so afraid
I can't be strong enough alone
And I cant feel you close enough over this phone
You always said I choose the life of a lonely one
I don't know where I'm going but I'll see you when I'm done
Will you wait for me..I'm so afraid to leave
So will you wait for me..I'm so afraid to leave....
I've always told myself I cannot fail
But if I lose you then I will
Will you wait for me..I'm so afraid to leave
So will you wait for me .. I'm so afraid to leave....to leave
Will you wait for me
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Why are we here?
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Posted:May 23, 2009 12:06 am
Last Updated:May 16, 2016 5:01 pm
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I'm curious to know why some of you are here. For me personally I enjoy meeting new people who have the same open mind as myself.
Sex is never a first priority, I prefer being a person's friend first before any sex is involved.
Some of you may be here for the same reasons as myself. Others may not, and even a few still are here for the absolute wrong reasons.
If you think your here for the wrong reasons I recommend visiting wikipedia and looking up sexual addiction. I also recommend reading Are you a Sex Addict for more information.
There is help out there for you all you have to do is reach out for it and accept that you have a problem.
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Lesson learned today....
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Posted:May 20, 2009 8:10 pm
Last Updated:May 23, 2009 12:55 am
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As much as I would love to believe it there is one thing that keeps me from doing what I think I must right now.
One person cannot protect everyone from making bad choices, they must learn from their mistakes on their own. No matter how painful it will be.
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Mourning Great-Great grandma Ukestad
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Posted:May 19, 2009 10:00 pm
Last Updated:Apr 30, 2024 6:35 am
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Today is at sad day in our household. My 's great-great grandmother passed away this afternoon.
I believe she was between 95-97 years old and lived a full and joyful life.
Since I'm so close to my due date we are unable to attend the funeral but their father will visit her gravesite for us while he's in California later on this month.
My are a bit upset because they never got to meet her before she passed, but even if their trip had gone as planned it would have been to late.
She will be missed and well remembered by many in her family.
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is it love or lust?
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Posted:May 18, 2009 11:50 am
Last Updated:Apr 30, 2024 6:35 am
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Have you ever had that feeling the first time you meet a person? That fairy tale thing going on that this is the ONE, the person your meant to be with for the rest of your life.
Do you even believe it's even possible?
Or do you think it was it just lust?
How many people on this site have successfully met someone on here and made their relationship last? I know of only a few couples who have done it. I also know a few who have tried to make it work and the end result wasn't pretty.
Give us your opinion or even share some stories if you wish.
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Race for the cure
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Posted:May 10, 2009 9:40 pm
Last Updated:May 11, 2009 10:49 am
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Original date: May 9th 2009
I did the Race for the Cure today in Boise with several of my friends. Our teams name was "Save da Boobies" and we had a whopping 5 people on it. I brought my along for the trip so we can spend some quality time together, leaving my at home with his dad so they can have some much needed male bonding I hope my house isn't to trashed when I get home tomorrow afternoon.
There was a supposed number of over 15,000 participants there this year. When I went to pick up our team packets they didn't have everyone's t shirts available. So some of us had to chose a different size than originally was requested. Next year we'll have a team member in Boise pick up the packets so we don't have to worry about being short changed on the shirts.
I was able to find my friend Merrie, but not my other friend Cathy who were going to walk along with my team. I was very sad I couldn't find Cathy, but maybe next year we can meet up. Apparently we went the wrong way and ended up in the 5k walk and we realized that after we'd walked a mile down the road. We only had to stop a few times for me, but not as many as I expected. We turned around and went back so I walked a total of about 2.5 miles, which was a bit more than the mile I'd originally anticipated.
By the time we made it to the care I was extremelly tired and Briana was worried I was going to have another anxiety attack. Thats my bug, she's always looking out for Mommy. The rest of the team was equally as concerned and were even willing to tool me around in a wheel chair at the zoo. Perhaps the thought of even appearing even remotely crippled did it or maybe it was the fact that I could barely keep my eyes open that I chose to forgo the zoo and take a rest back at the hotel. Tiffany, June, and Julia took excellent care of Briana at the zoo and took some awesome pictures for me as well. I'll be posting them as soon as I can.
Afterwards they brought Briana home and wandered off to visit a friend of there's leaving me and Bri by ourselves. We watched some TV and then went off to have dinner at a local restaurant. By this time signs of fatigue were starting to show on Briana's face so we went back to the hotel with our left overs.
Note: Kopper Kitchen has some of the best cheese cake I've ever had. YUMMY!
Tiffany met us back at the room and we finished watching X-Men and then it was bedtime for us all. Briana complained of an upset tummy so I'll watch her overnight and see how she's feeling in the morning.
Good night all..
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I resign as an adult
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Posted:May 4, 2009 12:16 pm
Last Updated:May 5, 2009 5:48 pm
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I saw this on a group I'm a member of and have to share it.
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I Resign As An Adult
To Whom It May Concern!
I am hereby officially tendering my resignation as an adult.
I have decided I would like to accept the responsibilities
of a 8 year old again.
I want to go to McDonald's and think that it's a four star restaurant.
I want to sail sticks across a fresh mud puddle and make ripples with rocks.
I want to think M&Ms are better than money,because you can eat them.
I want to play kickball during recess and paint with watercolors in art.
I want to lie under a big Oak tree and run a lemonade stand
with my friends on a hot summers day.
I want to return to a time when life was simple.
When all you knew were colors, addition tables and simple nursery rhymes.
But that didn't bother you, because you didn't know what you didn't know
and you didn't care.
When all you knew was to be happy because you didn't know all the things that should make you worried and upset.
I want to think that the world is fair.
That everyone in it is honest and good.
I want to believe that anything is possible.
When we thought the worst thing in the world was if someone took your jump rope from you or picked you last for kickball?
I want to be oblivious to the complexity of life and be overly excited by little things once again.
I want to return to the days when reading was fun and music was clean.
When television was used to report the news or for family entertainment.
I would walk on the beach and only think of the sand between my toes and the prettiest seashell I could find.
I would spend my afternoon climbing trees and riding my bike.
I want to live simply again.
I don't want my day to consist of computer crashes,
mountains of paperwork, depressing news,
or how to survive more days in the month than there
is money in the bank, doctor bills, gossip, illness and loss of loved ones.
I want to believe in the power of smiles,hugs,
a kind word, truth, justice, peace, dreams, the imagination,
the advancement of mankind and making angels in the snow.
So....here is my checkbook, my car-keys and my credit cards
I am officially resigning from adulthood.
And if you want to discuss this further, you'll have to catch me first, cause.............
"Tag! You're it."
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More random thoughts
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Posted:Apr 27, 2009 12:40 am
Last Updated:Apr 30, 2024 6:35 am
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I got a nice shock today and it got me thinking about several things.
1. Revenge is something that sneaks up on you when you least expect it.
If you've ever wronged someone in your life for any reason, even if you never intended it, be careful because it's likely to come back and bite you on the ass. At the time you may think it inconsequential but that doesn't mean the other person doesn't.
Yes, there are cases when time can change a person, but that is not always the case. There are times that the person wronged can let the pain you caused them to fester inside until it's uncontrollable. I know my parents taught me to forgive and forget, but there are those rare instances that its just not possible.
In my particular case the person was already upset and what occured between us only added fuel to her internal fire. There are several things that need to be said between her and I, but I will not stoop to her childish antics. There is only thing and one alone that is predominant right now and that is if she continues to harass and threaten me then she better seek legal counsel.
I refuse to put my at risk for any reason, even something as small as this.
2. What is a father? What makes a good father?
I'm sorry but just because you get a woman pregnant doesn't automatically make you a father. Being a part of your childs life in some way gives you the right to call yourself a father. Otherwise your just a sperm donor.
It takes alot to be a good father. Trust me this doesn't happen overnight. There will be obstacles along the way, but there is always a light at the end of the tunnel.
My own father isn't perfect but I know without a shadow of a doubt that he loves me and he adores his grandchildren.
The same can be said for my ex-husband, it was bumpy the first few years but his know that he loves them and will do anything for them. Their safety and well being is utmost in his mind.
3. Put yourself is another persons shoes before judging them.
A friend asked that I watch a movie she owns so I did that tonight along with my roommate and my . "Freedom Writers" has to be one of the best movies I've ever seen so far. It reminds me vaguely of "Dangerous Minds" but it was alot better.
If you get a chance to see it I highly recommend watching it with your . They all need to be taught the lessons this movie offers. I recommend visiting their website for more information.
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CARDINAL RULES OF SWINGING
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Posted:Apr 18, 2009 1:06 am
Last Updated:May 16, 2016 5:01 pm
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I thought I'd repost these so people can remember them.
1. Safe, sane, and consensual
No coat....no poke...period...
2. Don't make it a competition
3. Don't let emotions get in the way
4. Communication and honesty are utmost
Follow these rules and you'll do just fine. Trust me I know from personal experience, breaking any of these rules even minutely will cause a lot of problems and heartache. And never say anything you don't mean just because your in the heat of the moment. The consequences can be fatal.
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Cutting it close
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Posted:Apr 14, 2009 4:09 pm
Last Updated:Apr 16, 2009 8:29 pm
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Boy did I not practice what I preach today. I'm always yelling at my about procrastinating doing things at the last minute. I waited until today to file my taxes  granted I don't know if I'll get anything back but who knows.
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with a title comes new responsibilites
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Posted:Apr 12, 2009 10:47 pm
Last Updated:Apr 18, 2009 10:18 pm
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I never knew being a moderator for a group could be so much work. Since I became one for the Pocatello Friends group I've lost 4 members, some I know who they are and others I don't. I cannot take it personally because it was their choice to leave.
I want to try and keep the former moderator's dream alive for the group and see where it leads us as a whole. I've been sending welcome messages to the new members within a 300 mile radius of Pocatello. Tonight alone I've sent over 60 emails to varying members. Here is what I said:
I hope you find what you seek on here. Please feel free to also join other local groups in your area. Such as Eastern Idaho Affer's, Pocatello Friends, Idaho Party swingers, FUN TIMES, and the New Idaho Falls Group.
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I don't think it's to bad, not only am I promoting my own group but I'm also promoting the other groups I know of in the area that are pretty active.
I also posted something in my own group hoping to get another get together going in about two weeks. If I get enough interest within the next 7 days I'll talk to the owner of the bar and see if it's possible to make it happen for us. We shall what happens there only time will tell.
Be well and safe,
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A night out
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Posted:Apr 12, 2009 9:03 pm
Last Updated:Apr 30, 2024 6:35 am
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I'm thinking that maybe I shouldn't have gone out last night My legs are so sore from the walking and dancing, I need to not over due it so much. It was really fun spending time with my best friend, her husband, and another friend of ours from Boise.
We started out at First National to check out a band from Cali but I got hungry so we took off to find me some food. Never keep a pregnant woman from her food! It's a good thing people, especially since I lost all that weight in the last two trimesters. Anyway we walked from there to The Office, which is only about 2-3 blocks but the kitchen was closed 
So I remembered that The Odyssey across the way also served food so we went across the street. The place was DEAD, which is surprising because it's always so full on Friday. Anyway we all shared chicken strips and chit chatted, which was easier since it was DEAD in there. Tom showed up there since I was his DD and we all talked some more. We all walked back to where our vehicles were parked. DAMN it was cold and windy! Tiff, Robbi, and June took off back to their place since they had to leave early in the mornings to be with their families for Easter.
Tom and I decided to head to Charlies and visit with some friends there. I got to see Chris, Raven, Joshie, Spyke, Brandie, and some other people I know by face but can never remember their names.
We left after that and headed home, the were at Grandma's so it was nice and quiet. I got another snack and watched Ugly Betty until I got sleepy, then I had a nice call with an old friend from Salt Lake City. I'm thinking of going up there this next weekend if my finances pan out. We shall see what happens.
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