Easter baskets
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Posted:Apr 10, 2009 12:08 am
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Oh boy talk about a challenge laid down by my . They wanted to give their teachers something for Easter. So me and my had a date tonight. We went shopping for stuff to put in the baskets and dinner.
We had a wonderful time and got a chance to talk about what's been going on with him as of late. He opened up to me as best as he could, which surprised me quite a bit.
It was a well worth the cost of dinner and the supplies for the baskets to get this time with my . I've posted the pictures of the finished products in an album on both my facebook and myspace pages.
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Posted:Apr 8, 2009 11:06 pm
Last Updated:Apr 30, 2024 2:9 am
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I am now the moderator for the Pocatello Friends group and want to encourage anyone that lives within 300 miles of the Pocatello area to join and attend any functions we may have in the future.
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Looking to Her once again...
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Posted:Apr 4, 2009 8:24 pm
Last Updated:Apr 30, 2024 2:9 am
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As of late I've been feeling lost within myself, like I've lost my focus and what I want from my life.
My ex-husband who has been my companion and one of my voices of reason for so many years reminded me that I've turned away from the person I needed the most. The Goddess. She who has been in my life for so many years and has guided me through so many trying times. She who has been there for me through the thick and the thin of it all. I realized much to late what I'd done and for that I'm sorry.
Yes, I've forgiven the Christian god for what happened to me as a , but my faith belongs to Her. I've seen it far to many times where people profess to be of a certain religion and they fail to uphold their own religious beliefs and morals. I don't abhor the ideas of the Christians but I feel they are to restricted in so many ways. That doesn't mean I won't be friends with them, but I prefer not to discuss religion with them. Everyone has the right to believe what they wish and no one should be forced to adhere to their practices.
It feels exhilarating to be in control of my emotions once again and not dwell on the past. Yes, the hormones will be there until the day I deliver, but I've got help in Her and feel a calm like no other. I've taken to carrying around my favorite stones once more and they only further to assist me in this change within me.
The three most prominent ones are:
Tiger's eye = Protection, clear thinking, personal empowerment, integrity, willpower, practicality, balance, will, courage
Rose quartz = This is a stone of gentle warmth and love, as it heals emotional wounds and pain with it's gentle calming salve. Opens the heart to the beauty within and all around us, and will begin its healing by reducing resentments.
Quartz = communication, wisdom, clarity of thought, intuition, general healing, memory, meditation, transformation, creativity, balance, awakening, cleansing, pureness of heart, intention, higher consciousness, positive thoughts, harmony and love.
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This day has been a very empowering day for me and I look forward to each new day with this feeling at my back that I'm not alone. She is there for me and always will be no matter what. My two beautiful love me dearly. My family is there for me and my true friends are with me.
I may not have my soul's companion with me yet, but I'm sure he's out there searching for me. Just waiting for the day when our paths will cross and the Goddess will smile on that day for then my life will be complete. I have not given up hope on love, because She hasn't given up on me.
Blessed be,
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The joys of being anemic
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Posted:Mar 31, 2009 2:59 pm
Last Updated:Apr 1, 2009 12:49 pm
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Well as if my health issues couldn't get any worse, I got a nice little letter from my mid-wives office today about my recent labs.
I'm anemic because of the pregnancy. Apparently some women develop these types of conditions only during pregnancy. So I went online and did some extensive research on Iron rich foods and printed them off for our grocery list this month and next month.
I swear some of the stuff they have on here is freaky, let me list a few:
Braunschweiger - I cant' even pronounce this much less eat it
Blood pudding - can someone say YUCK unless your a vampire 
cockles boiled - it's all in the name folks
faggots - anyone know any nice looking gay men 
Buckwheats - didn't he recently die?
fish paste - is that another word for fish poo
white bait - is that bait to catch KKK members?
Chard - wtf is this?
Have a good one ya'll,
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What makes a Dominant...
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Posted:Mar 30, 2009 12:05 pm
Last Updated:Dec 20, 2018 1:47 am
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During the party this weekend someone came up to me and asked me about my history into BDSM and what makes a Dominant.
Being a Dominant means being in control of several at once or simply one person. Being in charge is a lot of work, you don't just abuse someone and call it a scene. You need to be creative, imaginative, understanding, patient, loving, caring, and dammit be a friend to your submissive.
You don't just wake up one morning and go "Oh, I think I'll be a Dominant today!" That's not how it works people. You have to go through training just as a submissive does, how else are you going to do if your doing it right.
There is -NO- and I repeat -NO- such thing as a natural Dominant, and if you think you are I'm sorry but your full of shit. Just because you've spanked someone, had rough sex, or ordered them around doesn't mean you know what your doing. The only way you'll know what your doing is if you know what it's like to be on the other side. I had a mentor train me as a submissive at first then as a Dominant. He recommended several books for me to read and we did a a lot of hands on training with one of his girls  I think I had more fun with the hands on training than I did all the damn homework
For beginners I highly recommend the book "Forget the Roses, Give me the Thorns" as your first step to being a Dominant or a submissive. I also recommend that you and your partner fill out what is called the Submissive BDSM Play Partner Check List. It was complied by Tammad Rimilia, who has been recognized as an BDSM Icon for the work he has have done to make the BDSM/GLBT/Leather communities what they are today. For a copy of this list look for it online or message me and I'll send you one.
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Dream bedroom
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Posted:Mar 26, 2009 3:52 am
Last Updated:Dec 20, 2018 1:47 am
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I was sifting through old emails and came across something I'd not seen in a long time. A former lover wrote it to be the bedroom he would once build for me. I wish it had come true.
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You step through the door & your eyes adjust to the semi-darkness. Wall scones flicker with the many candles lit all over the walls. They beckon you down the short hall into her sacred sanctuary. The room opens up into a large area, more candles illuminating it all. The shadows cast upon them adding more to the ambiance of sensuality. Against one wall is an immense black marble fireplace. Placed before it is a comfortable couch, & a leather recliner, with blankets draped easily over the backs. Pushed up against the opposite wall & raised upon a marble dais is an orgy-sized four-poster bed. The structure is carved from ebony wood with contorted naked figures adorning the posts, a scene that would make even you blush heatedly. The bed is covered in crimson sheets & piled atop with an abundance of pillows in all shapes & sizes. The faint smell of the ocean wafts in from the open windows & beyond the pregnant moon beams brightly. The soft sea breeze teases at the diaphanous drapes that blow inward like twin tails floating in the dark. Beside the bed is a nightstand, its drawers filled with many toys & items to be used for her & her guests pleasure. To the other end of the room is a vanity set, & a large closet made of the same wood as her bed. There is a door to one side, which leads into a rich & opulently decorated bathroom.
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Wanting and needing are two different things
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Posted:Mar 22, 2009 1:21 pm
Last Updated:Mar 25, 2009 11:50 am
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I was sitting at my desk today working on my budget and I realized an important lesson I've instilled on my since they were very young. There is a HUGE difference between wanting something just because and needing something to survive.
I've cut out a few things in my budget that really aren't necessary.
With the state of the economy as it is we all need to make a few changes in our budgets.
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New record
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Posted:Mar 22, 2009 2:46 am
Last Updated:Jul 2, 2009 10:07 am
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Well tonight I was feeling a little adventurous so I turned on my web cam for a bit. It was of course PG-13 rated, because I didn't feel like being naughtier.
Imagine my surprise as the numbers climbed and climbed, and holy hell I was shocked to see 475 people watching me.
I don't think I've ever had that many people watching me, even when my ex-bf and I used to get naughty on his cam back in the day.
Well I'm off to bed
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Happy 1st day of Spring!
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Posted:Mar 20, 2009 4:02 pm
Last Updated:Apr 30, 2024 2:9 am
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It's a gorgeous day outside so I plan on spending most of it with my enjoying it.
Hope everyone has a great day and an ever better weekend!
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Root canal misery
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Posted:Mar 18, 2009 7:53 pm
Last Updated:Apr 30, 2024 2:9 am
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Just when I thought the pain couldn't get any worse, I went in for a root canal today. I don't think I've ever had my mouth violated in such a way for so long. It's not over yet though, he has to finish it tomorrow.
For tonight I'm on antibiotics and more vicodin, but the pain medication is to be used sparingly.
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Happy St. Patrick's Day!
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Posted:Mar 17, 2009 12:55 pm
Last Updated:Mar 17, 2009 10:02 pm
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I may not be in anyway a bit Irish, but I've had Irish in me more than once 
So what's everyone up to this bonny day?
For myself and my family, the ex-husband, the chef, is cooking a traditional Irish meal of mouth watering corn beef and cabbage. He's not sure of the sides yet but I'm sure they will be good.
No matter your background, we can all be Irish for one day.
Lá Fhéile Pádraig Sona! Tabhair póg dom, is Éireannach mé!
(courtesy of St Patrick's Day translations)
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I think my dentist hates me
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Posted:Mar 15, 2009 10:42 am
Last Updated:Mar 17, 2009 12:32 pm
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I went to the dentist for the first time last week since I've become pregnant. It wasn't safe until I was in the 3rd trimester so off I went for a cleaning.
Well apparently being sick ALL the time can weaken the enamel of your teeth and cause all kinds of issues. Lesson learned I guess.
So after a full very thorough cleaning I'm feeling strange because I've never had time to get a full one done before.
That's when he breaks the news, all the work I need done. It's not a lot, but to me it seems like a hell of a lot. I have some wisdom teeth that need to be taken care of as soon as possible. I need an extraction, a double root canal, and braces. Damn, his pockets will be pretty lined when he's done with me.
The braces he can't do, but the orthodontist across from his office can and they are cousins. Only in Idaho can you keep it in the family right
Well over the week I wasn't having any issues until Friday night, perhaps I had to many virgin Shirley Temple's but one of my teeth was acting up.
Talk about PAIN, and this coming from a masochist means something people. It hurt worse than when I was having my , but I've always heard that your mouth is way more sensitive to pain that any other part of your body. Anbesol and pain medication to the rescue!
I'll be calling my dentist tomorrow and I think that perhaps there may be a root canal done before the extraction on the problem tooth before it gets worse.
Wish me luck,
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Pet peeves, do you have one?
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Posted:Mar 11, 2009 9:50 pm
Last Updated:Mar 11, 2009 11:33 pm
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Do you have a pet peeve that you can't stand? That it gets on your nerves when people do it that is almost makes you ill.
Here are the ones that bother me the most for men and women:
Body odor - bathing regularly isn't going to kill you
Bad breathe - brushing and flossing are important
Hairy privates - landscaping is part of the game
If the person I'm on a date with has any of those, trust me there will not be a 2nd date.
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