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Welcome to my blog, I hope you enjoy reading the mindless babble on here at all hours of the day and night.

" Don't make another person a priority, when they only consider you an option."

Feel free to read some other quotes I live by as well.

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Don't forget this local event going on this Saturday
Posted:Nov 19, 2015 12:18 am
Last Updated:Apr 26, 2024 10:55 am
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The East Idaho Groupis hosting their monthly meet & greet for November. For more information click on the link below -

Meet & Greet in Idaho Falls on 11/21

The purpose of their Meet & Greets is to give their group members a chance to socialize with each other in a public, no-pressure, social atmosphere. This includes new members, current members, and potential members alike. One of the other benefits of a Meet & Greet is the chance to find out who is real and who is active in the lifestyle.

a)Their Meet & Greet events are open to all members of the group and potential members of the group. Therefore, invitations to their Meet & Greets are not required. However, we would love it if people would comment on the event announcements to let others know they intend to show up so we have an idea of who is going to be there.

b) Since their Meet & Greets are primarily a social events, there will be no organized, group-sponsored "After Party" at our Meet & Greets (unless it is also being billed as a Group Event), so please do NOT expect to come to a Meet & Greet with the expectation of getting laid.

c) Members are free to invite guests, or potential new group members, to a Meet & Greet, but please keep in mind while you may not be personally held responsible for the conduct of your guests, if they do become a problem we will ask you and them to leave so that the rest of us can enjoy ourselves.
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New blog post
Posted:Oct 26, 2015 3:25 am
Last Updated:Oct 26, 2015 8:59 pm
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Just posted a new entry on my blog available on Blogger under my username.
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Local event - November
Posted:Oct 23, 2015 12:35 am
Last Updated:Apr 26, 2024 10:55 am
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The Idaho Swingers R Us. is hosting their monthly meet & greet for November. For more information click on the link below -

Meet & Greet in Idaho Falls on 11/21

The purpose of their Meet & Greets is to give their group members a chance to socialize with each other in a public, no-pressure, social atmosphere. This includes new members, current members, and potential members alike. One of the other benefits of a Meet & Greet is the chance to find out who is real and who is active in the lifestyle.

a)Their Meet & Greet events are open to all members of the group and potential members of the group. Therefore, invitations to their Meet & Greets are not required. However, we would love it if people would comment on the event announcements to let others know they intend to show up so we have an idea of who is going to be there.

b) Since their Meet & Greets are primarily a social events, there will be no organized, group-sponsored "After Party" at our Meet & Greets (unless it is also being billed as a Group Event), so please do NOT expect to come to a Meet & Greet with the expectation of getting laid.

c) Members are free to invite guests, or potential new group members, to a Meet & Greet, but please keep in mind while you may not be personally held responsible for the conduct of your guests, if they do become a problem we will ask you and them to leave so that the rest of us can enjoy ourselves.
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Lesson of the day ..
Posted:Oct 13, 2015 1:52 pm
Last Updated:Oct 14, 2015 9:59 pm
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Lesson of the day: If you set iTunes to download podcasts from your home computer using your home internet and then you login to your iTunes at work it will continue the download using your new internet connection - which was my employer's internet. So I wasn't surprised that I get a call from IT asking about the HUGE download I had yesterday. Why yes, Mr. IT Guy, I was apparently downloading over 1K back podcast episodes instead of just the most recent episodes for random podcasts that "The Most Interesting Man in Podcast World" recommended I listen to. Then Mr. IT Guy proceeded to give me a lesson in iTunes because I made a rookie mistake. Another reason I don't use Apple products!
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Pensive song of the day ...
Posted:Oct 9, 2015 3:50 pm
Last Updated:Apr 26, 2024 10:55 am
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I was actually listening to the lyrics of this song "Habits" by Tov lo

https://youtu.be/oh2LWWORoiM

And have come to the conclusion that any vice could be used to deal with a breakup not just drugs. To help myself, I threw myself into my work and the care of my . Granted a few times I embibed in a few drinks but I never did anything illegal.
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Ode to Dano
Posted:Oct 7, 2015 4:51 pm
Last Updated:Jan 22, 2016 10:20 pm
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It’s hard to explain exactly how I felt
When I saw your picture the first time…
Those eyes had a combination of mirth and mischief
Your lips just screamed to be kissed
And for a moment I thought “o’ what is it like to be yours?”

But life has a way of ruining such thoughts
For you live so far, so far away …
And how we met would be difficult to explain
So it is not easy to turn the tide in our favor

Perhaps he already loves someone
Mayhap he wants to be alone
Answers I’ll never know…

Nevertheless, it’s clear that these images
Makes me continue to be certain that
My dream guy may still be out there somewhere ..

@darknesswins208-2015
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Disgusted by your own reflection?
Posted:Oct 5, 2015 7:53 pm
Last Updated:Oct 18, 2015 11:23 am
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Dated: Sunday, October 4th

Have you ever sat in front of a mirror or looked in a mirror and thought who is that person that can't be me?

I thought that exact thing after I took a shower at my lovers house and came into the dressing area. I looked at myself in the mirror and thought, "Wow, how is it that he finds me attractive I don't even find myself attractive." Honestly, I felt a little disgusted at myself for how I've let myself go over the years. I know I've had 3 and I've gained a lot of weight since I've had them but oh my god, did I really let myself gain this much weight. I know my friends and family, those closest to me, will say you look great just the way you are. But at the same time I keep thinking how can I let anybody else love me when I don't even love myself. Since my last relationship failed, well I wouldn't even call it a relationship it was a rebound plain and simple I've made some changes. I started doing Zumba again, started watching what I eat, and I even stopped drinking soda. I just I don't think that's enough to appease my own inner critic.

I'm probably just overthinking things, I tend to do that a lot, so I'll just go back to getting dressed before I leave Sun Valley. It has been an amazing weekend spending time with my lover and his adorable dogs. I'll have to visit again so I can meet his girlfriend, she is a very lucky woman in my eyes; plus she's gorgeous.

BW&PS,

V
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Safe blogging sites???
Posted:Oct 1, 2015 10:42 am
Last Updated:Oct 7, 2015 4:49 pm
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So I've decided to start chronically my life as a Swinger and a BDSM Switch in the Vanillaworld, but I don't want to clutter my blog on here too terribly much. I decided to journal on a daily basis and put it in my G oo gle Drive until I find a good blogging website I can use. I could use suggestions from everyone .. Please list your suggestions in the comments below.

For now I will be using the blog app within g oo gle to journal. If your interested in reading it comment below and I'll send you the link.
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Shower picture challenge
Posted:Sep 27, 2015 11:04 am
Last Updated:Sep 28, 2015 8:44 pm
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FL had a shower picture challenge, and I was bold enough to end in a picture. I've posted the end result.

The other ladies with me are:
https://fetlife.com/users/2242612 Takklebox
https://fetlife.com/users/2420302 Insepidsky
https://fetlife.com/users/4272289 Seraphim_mine

Thank you to the lovely Captainsgoodgirl for an amazing photo
https://fetlife.com/users/1990321
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Old poll revisited
Posted:Sep 26, 2015 6:54 pm
Last Updated:Sep 27, 2015 4:00 pm
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I found this while looking through my old posts

How interested are you in me

Take a gander and tell me what you think in the comments ..
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Set me free!
Posted:Sep 26, 2015 6:18 pm
Last Updated:Jan 22, 2016 10:20 pm
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"Set me free!," she cries within me ..
She prowls deep inside my core moving fluidly
The wolf within me wants to run rampant through the night
The earth under her paws, the wind in her fur
Her amber eyes long to gaze at the blood moon
She lets loose a howl that vibrates my very bring
The sound echoes through the darkness of my soul
"Set me free!," she cries again ....

Do I give in?
Do I dare?
Turning within myself I can only ponder ...
Will those around me survive my change?

"Set me free!," she cries over and over ....

And so begins the battle between she-wolf and woman
Only time will tell who survives this fight ...

@darknesswins208-2015
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Are you fucking kidding me???
Posted:Sep 26, 2015 9:28 am
Last Updated:Sep 26, 2015 9:00 pm
5158 Views

2 bloody months ... I have planned this for 2 damn months and now my -free weekend has been ruined due to a lapse in memory. Are you fucking kidding me?

I know I shouldn't be angry or upset, because we are all human, and we tend to forget, but FUCK this really irks me. I set this time aside to spend with this person, I set money aside to pay for a dog-sitter, and I spent hours trying to plan a good weekend for their visit. Now it's all gone to shit because someone got their days mixed up.

Why do I feel like I'm being punished? Why do I feel like I should be more upset and say FUCK YOU don't even bothering coming if all we have is a few hours during the concert. But no, those of you that know me and know me well can already guess what I said .. well you'd be right ..

*sighs* vent over and now back to my unscheduled Saturday of being home alone with my pets and a HUGE fucking headache ...

On the off chance that he'll read this, yeah this is how I really feel but I'll get over it ...
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Hair up vs. hair down
Posted:Sep 24, 2015 8:04 pm
Last Updated:Nov 21, 2015 2:50 pm
4806 Views

Which do ya'll prefer? Post your comments below.
Hair up
Hair down
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