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Welcome to my blog, I hope you enjoy reading the mindless babble on here at all hours of the day and night.

" Don't make another person a priority, when they only consider you an option."

Feel free to read some other quotes I live by as well.

Quotes I live by
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The fine game....
Posted:Jan 22, 2010 7:43 pm
Last Updated:Jan 25, 2010 10:34 pm
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I saw this on FB and thought it would be fun to post on here.

This is fun to do. Just read the 'offence' and if you've done it, you owe that fine. You don't have to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine. NOTE fines to be added once, not for how ever many times you have done it.

Smoked weed -- $10
Did acid or pills -- $5
Ever had sex at church -- $25
Woke up in the morning & did not know the person who was next to you -- $40
Had sex with someone online -- $25
Had sex for money -- $100
Ever had sex with a Puerto Rican -- $20
Vandalized something -- $20
Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10
Beat up someone -- $20
Been jumped -- $10
Cross dressed -- $10
Given money to stripper -- $25
Been in love with a stripper -- $20
Kissed someone who's name you didn't know -- $0.10
Hit on some one of the same sex while at work -- $15
Ever drive and drank -- $20
Ever got drunk at work, or went to work while still drunk -- $50
Used toys while having sex -- $30
Got drunk, passed out and don't remember the night before -- $20
Went skinny dipping -- $5
Had sex in a pool -- $20
Kissed someone of the same sex -- $10
Had sex with someone of the same sex -- $20
Cheated on your significant other -- $10
Masturbated -- $10
Cheated on your significant other with their relative or close friend -- $20
Done oral -- $5
Got oral -- $5
Done / got oral in a vehicle while it was moving -- $25
Stole something -- $10
Had sex with someone in jail -- $25
Made a nasty home video or took pictures -- $15
Had a threesome -- $50
Had sex in public -- $20
Been in the same room while someone was having sex --$25
Stole something worth over more than a hundred dollars-- $20
Had sex with someone 10 years older -- $20
Had sex with someone under the age accepted by rule of thumb (half your age plus 7) -- $25
Been in love with two people or more at the same time-- $50
Said you love someone but didn't mean it -- $25
Went streaking -- $5
Went streaking in broad daylight -- $15
Been arrested -- $5
Spent time in jail -- $15
Pissed in the pool -- $0.50
Played spin the bottle -- $5
Done something you regret -- $20
Had sex with your best friend -- $20
Had sex with someone you work with at work -- $25
Had anal sex -- $80
Lied to your mate -- $5
Lied to your mate about the sex being good -- $25

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Mine is $825.60
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Another touchy subject to consider.
Posted:Jan 20, 2010 9:40 pm
Last Updated:Oct 8, 2013 12:49 am
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Parents who use their as weapons against their ex's are....(insert adjective here)

I was spending some time with one of my best friends here in town and we got to talking about this subject. For me personally those parents are sad and pathetic indeed. A parent should never be kept away from their offspring, unless they are a danger to their own . If the absentee parent isn't a complete monster then there should be no reason to keep their away from them.

When two people have a together and they end up breaking up well then they should act like adults. They should work out a way for some sort of shared custody. Unless the above applies, monsters don't need to see their , those should be protected at ALL costs.

When the parents cannot be civil and act like adults that's when a lawyer is brought into the mix. That can be a costly and lengthy process because then the court dates start. Working in Texas I've seen custody battles last years and when they were finally over the (ren) were miserable and not wanting to be with either parent. I recommend this only as a last resort.

Lucky for me I have a pretty good relationship with Tom and Briana's father and we can work on custody civilly if the need for sharing custody ever arises. Which thankfully hasn't been an issue for us.

I guess this was me going off on a tangent because of issues going on in my part of the world, but putting my feelings on paper always helps to sort things out. I can only hope and wish to the Goddess that the issue is resolved quickly and with little to no drama.
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An awesome weekend.
Posted:Jan 11, 2010 7:53 am
Last Updated:Jan 22, 2016 10:30 pm
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This weekend Tripp and I went to Idaho Falls for a foot ball themed party and had a blast. The weekend wasn't long enough

Click on the links to read about it.

Part 1 - Saturday
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The best sex you've ever had.....
Posted:Jan 3, 2010 10:39 pm
Last Updated:Jan 4, 2010 4:00 pm
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An ex-lover once asked me if he was the best sex I'd ever had, but alas he was not and hence the reason he is an ex-lover now. What was I supposed to do; lie to him to soothe his ego, I think not.

For me personally I'd have to say the best is currently on-going. Yes, we are a pair of horn balls, but oh well it happens right?

Feel free to post your stories on here of the best sex you've ever had, or better yet fantasies you may have for the future.
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Some things to think about....
Posted:Dec 20, 2009 1:06 pm
Last Updated:Jan 3, 2010 2:20 am
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Alot of you are probably wondering about the title, we'll I'm glad that you are because it's something everyone should read. What I refer to is the understanding between those in the lifestyle that is simply known and not widely announced.

1. Thou shall not hook up with your friends crush.


I mean come on I know we are all in this for potential lovers and friends, but if there is someone in particular that you like and you've told your close friends about this interest. Well then they should have the common courtesy not to hit on that person because your their friend, and if they sleep with that person well then they were never your friend to begin with.

For example: one of your friend has a crush on their playmate, and they tell you about it. if this playmate tries to hook up with you how hard is it to say no because of your friend's declaration.

Who cares if they are hot as hell and you want to tear their clothes off, is it worth hurting your friend over? I don't think so. And claiming you tripped and landed on top of them while you were both naked won't work either It just makes you a sorry excuse of a human being for thinking with your pussy/cock than with your brain.

Men have a saying "bros before hos" for the understanding they have amongst themselves. Well me and my close friends have a saying as well "witches before bitches" for the same meaning.

2. Drama, mind fucking, and head games are sick and wrong.

If there is one thing I've seen run rampant in this lifestyle is the above. If your profile says your not looking for drama and you hate mind fucking and head games, well guess what PRACTICE WHAT YOU PREACH. Don't go around saying you don't want it if you cause it all on your own.

A. Drama

If you can't live through a day without drama then your on the wrong fucking site, please delete your profile and go fuck yourself because we don't want you here.

B. Mind fucking

If you say your going to do something and do the exact opposite of that, yeah you need to go as well. Your type of person deserves their own room in a nice circle of Hell that only watches Barney 24/7. Because if there is anyone that knows how to mind fuck its Barney, and the Teletubbies

C. Head games

Now I know some of you don't want relationships on here, but some are trying to find that special someone to live their lives with. Guess what there is a 90% chance you won't find that here, and that 10% that do are few and far between. My point is this, don't say you want a relationship with someone you've met on here and then change your mind constantly and lead them on the entire time. That's not right and not fair to the other person. Quit riding the line between being single and being taken, make up your mind and stop the head games. You may not realize that your hurting someone by doing this, but trust me your more than likely hurting them more by doing this. Either step up to the plate and take that chance at bat or let the next batter take that chance because your not ready and not willing to.

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I'll get off my soap box now, but I hope the people I wrote this for read it and understand exactly what I mean. I'll never mention names on here, I'm not that much of a bitch, but they know who they are. People like them make it hard for the good men/women out there to find happiness and love because of their actions. I feel it in my gut that they are good people but the choices they make aren't very smart at this point in time.
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Come on now people....
Posted:Dec 18, 2009 12:08 pm
Last Updated:Dec 22, 2009 12:30 am
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I think it's so amusing that people with Silver, Gold, and VIP status are equally as lazy as standard members in viewing and actually reading a persons profile on here.

I was telling Tripp just this morning that once again someone had sent me a "let's chat/hook up/fuck" message on here even after it says on my profile that I'm only here for friends.

So I'm going to add something to my profile and perhaps the messages will stop. Wish me luck.
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A work in progress...
Posted:Dec 10, 2009 11:33 am
Last Updated:Dec 10, 2009 4:30 pm
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It's now been 7 days since Tripp asked me to be his girlfriend and I must say it's been an adventure. When I said he keeps me on my toes I wasn't joking

So far so good and I can only hope it stays this way. With everything that happened with sperm-donor I never thought I could find happiness again. Tripp has made the impossible happen and for once in a long time I feel happy and safe. He says everyone deserves to be happy in one way or another. When I think of Morgyn and the water works begin he holds me and soothes me while I cry and can only imagine the intense pain and heartache I go through everyday without her here. He has a young as well and tries to see him as often as he is can.

He gets along with my , my ex-husband (which is a bloody miracle!), 3 of my best friends, and soon enough he'll meet more of my close friends.

Being patient is something that we both are and agree that what we have shouldn't be rushed in any way. So we shall putter along at a snail's pace for now but enjoy the time together.
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A new chapter begins
Posted:Dec 3, 2009 1:38 pm
Last Updated:Dec 3, 2009 4:00 pm
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As most of you can probably tell I've changed my relationship status to attached. I've decided to give it another go around after 10 long gruelling and difficult months. Those of you who know me understand what I'm talking about.

I've gotten off that emotional roller coaster and selected a more temporate ride and hope to stick with it for awhile.

I pray to the Goddess that this works and can only hope for the best. Wish me luck everyone.

My 's only concern was that she wouldn't have anyone to annoy if I spend time with him, which he promptly said that he would annoy me for her. Silly man.
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Are you twitterpated?
Posted:Dec 1, 2009 8:29 am
Last Updated:Dec 1, 2009 10:16 am
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I was watching Bambi the other night with the and saw how all the animals found their mates in the Spring, I thought it was cute as all hell.

According to wise old owl you get "weak in the knees, your head in a whirl, you feel light as a feather, your walking on air, your knot for a loop, and you can completely lose your head."

Have you ever had that feeling when you've meet someone?

I know I have a few times in my life. Someone who makes you smile like an idiot the minute they walk into a room. When they call your phone your giddy like a to hear their voice on the phone. The minute they text you that goofy grin is back on your face. Even the smallest amount of attention from them makes your day all the better.
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what was lost is now found....
Posted:Nov 23, 2009 5:01 pm
Last Updated:Nov 27, 2009 2:13 am
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Your probably wondering what I mean in my title right??

Well for years men/women alike have been in search for something that's never been found until recently. You may find yourself pondering whatever could she mean? I'm talking about my g-spot, and holy shit was it ever found. Over and over and over again.

I won't go into details not until after I've spoken to him about writing some erotica based on our liason

Needless to say it was a long time overdue and I'm hoping he's not the only person who knows where it's at.
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WTF? Double profiles......
Posted:Nov 18, 2009 11:35 am
Last Updated:Dec 19, 2009 9:53 am
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Today I logged in to check mail and whatnot and looked to see who was online. With this gold ball you can see all KINDS of things, like pictures and so on, but wouldn't you know it I've come across a few profiles that are the -exact- same person. I won't mention any names because that would be horribly embarrassing to the person(s) in question.

I mean come on men/women if your going to have 2 different profiles at least have the intelligence to change the pictures on both. Unless your looking to be caught and having to explain to someone why you have 2 almost exact profiles under another user name.

Just my 2 cents on the matter.
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The truth hurts....
Posted:Nov 16, 2009 3:44 am
Last Updated:Nov 23, 2009 4:57 pm
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You know what, I'm tired of walking around on egg shells around people's sensitive egos.

I'm sorry but if you show me a picture and I don't find you attractive well guess what I'm going to tell you so. Yeah I'll be polite about it and try not to be a bitch, but sometimes men and women alike try my patience.

I don't think we would mesh = no chemistry there, sorry

I'm being honest here people, learn to take it like an adult and not react like my 8 year old when I tell her that her clothes don't match.

We all have a specific "type" that we find attractive and a lot of the times we prefer not to veer to far from that type. I'm not saying I'm perfect, far from it, but I have a type I prefer also.
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Late night topic...
Posted:Nov 11, 2009 2:48 am
Last Updated:Nov 23, 2009 4:57 pm
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I can't tell you how many times I've read the following on someone's profile --

"On Sunday afternoons I prefer to continue the fucking that started on Saturday night."

"I'm not changing my life...I'm just blah blah blah."

Why copy someone else's profile? Are you just that lazy? Or do you not own a thesarus? Whatever happened to being unique and personable with your profile.

Or maybe it's just me...
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